Polish Prayers
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It is the women, the tender, difficult, exciting relationships with them, through which Antek learns to really be a man. The film follows him from when he has all the answers to the many questions any young man needs to answer for himself, and his family.
Antek practically lives a double life, praying the rosary with a megaphone in the marketplace of Wroclaw during the day to "save Christians from persecution and Europe from Islamisation" and getting drunk with young women at techno parties at night.
Not everything is as it should be at home either. Antek's mother has left his father and taken his little brothers and sisters with her, and Antek is torn in his loyalty between his father, who is his role model, and his mother, who supports him but challenges traditional values with her emancipation.
“A potent, rugged, slick and uncompromising piece of work – and a touching debut, intense and profound without being judgmental.” —Cineuropa, Muriel Del Don
“The director films with lashings of courage and elegance.” —Cineuropa, Muriel Del Don
“A compelling debut - illuminating as well as shocking.” —Filmuforia, Meredith Taylor
Citation
Main credits
Messel, Esther Van (film producer)
Messel, Esther Van (screenwriter)
Nobis, Hanna (film director)
Nobis, Hanna (screenwriter)
Other credits
Cinematography, Miłosz Kasiura; editing, Bigna Tomschin; music, Marcel Vaid.
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What do you think?
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- Looks good.
- Yeah, it's good.
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Gentlemen...
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7, 8... 12.
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- Everyone's here, who's leading?
- I can lead.
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In nomine patris et filii et
spiritus sancti. Amen.
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Intention.
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Ave Maria, gratia plena, Dominus Tecum,
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benedicta Tu in mulieribus
et benedictus fructus ventris Tui, Jesus.
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Sancta Maria, Mater Dei
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ora pro nobis peccatoribus,
nunc et in hora mortis nostrae. Amen.
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Ave Maria, gratia plena, Dominus Tecum,
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benedicta Tu in mulieribus
et benedictus fructus ventris Tui, Jesus.
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Sancta Maria, Mater Dei
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pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc et in hora...
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Can you dance Polish dances
like the Mazurka?
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Yes or no? Am I doing it wrong?
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I can do the Hołubce jump!
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Like the Krakowiak.
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1, 2, 3.
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They used to dance it in other regions too.
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A bit like the Viennese Waltz, you know?
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Yes, but you have to make a good spin.
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I actually like swing dance more, Lindy Hop.
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I don't know what that is.
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It's the most classic dance from the '20s.
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From the Roaring Twenties of America.
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But it's not a Polish dance,
it's foreign culture.
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There's nothing wrong with that, but...
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Need to know your own culture first, right?
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1, 2, 3...
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Let's go.
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Great, beautiful!
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Sizzling like a sausage!
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Antek, don't overdo it.
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By building this bridge we do prove something.
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This bridge is ours it won't be our last act.
And it clearly shows our power.
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Let's go.
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March my heart, wake-up!
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Shooting prayers, praising Mary.
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We are the soldiers of Mary!
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He's living off his assets.
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He doesn't work.
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What do you think?
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What's most important in Polish culture?
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- Which values?
- Catholic religion.
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Catholic religion, bravo.
What else?
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Do you have an idea?
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- Brave men.
- Oh yes, brave men.
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All the girls here are very feminine.
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No matter what they wear...
Even in trousers
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they radiate a lot of femininity.
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Pre-revolutionary femininity...
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I like that, it's good.
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Is that OK?
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More or less.
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1, 2, 3.
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- Ouch.
- Sorry, not on purpose.
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Hey, do you remember me
from Franek's wedding?
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Sorry?
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We know each other from
Franek's wedding
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and from the ball last year.
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Who's Franek?
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- You sang some great songs back there.
- Sing something!
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- I don't know any of those songs.
- Not one?
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Didn't we teach you well?
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I only know songs about life,
because I'm Protestant.
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Ah, Protestant...
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- That's interesting.
- And we sing a bit differently.
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Could you sing a Polish Protestant song?
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"A Young Miss Was Walking to the Forest"?
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No, that's too cheerful.
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Maybe something sadder...
with a tragic ending?
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Danka, would you like to sing with us?
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- Like what?
- Boy, you sing!
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From here you can only see the oak tree...
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What is with these eyelashes?
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Look at his eyelashes!
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- I would love such eyelashes!
- Incredible.
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Now I'd like my glasses back.
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I've forgotten the rest of the text.
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Doesn't matter...
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You don't have to remember it.
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The horse can barely drag its legs.
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Its rider seems alive, but he isn’t.
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Time doesn’t flow,
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it’s escaping.
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And so on.
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Just keep singing and never stop.
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Dad?
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Dad?
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Dad!
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- Have you got some better ones there?
- What?
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These are better.
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I'm not saying everybody
should become a priest.
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That's not realistic.
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You have to find out...
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if you really can be a priest.
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If this is your path.
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But...
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Let's hope...
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that there will be a girlfriend,
a wife in your life someday.
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Right.
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Alright, Dad.
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The secret is to put your feet parallel.
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Just do as I do.
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On October 6...
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there's going to be a gigantic parade of pederasts.
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So, you'll confront them?
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We won't be shouting at them.
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Just songs and prayers.
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There'll be recorded information about...
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the fact that pedophilia is more common
among homosexuals, and such.
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I'm just wondering if it's a good idea.
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What isn't a good idea?
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For you guys to hold a counter-demonstration.
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It's a procession for God...
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- Then do it somewhere else.
- No, it's about the context.
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It's kind of a reaction.
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If those hooligans join us later...
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- Are they joining?
- Yes, that's what I heard.
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Adam will speak after the priest.
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And then the guy from the National Radical Camp.
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He has lots of sharp slogans.
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So maybe he should speak last then?
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- Listen up!
- Oh, listen up...
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- It's our 10th Gay Parade...
- The 10th?
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Hopefully the last!
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God says marriage is
for a man and a woman.
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Homosexuals and sodomites won't inherit
the Kingdom of God.
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Ask God for forgiveness.
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Convert while you still can.
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Holy Mary, Mother of God,
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pray for us sinners,
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now and at the hour of our death.
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Hail Mary, full of grace,
the Lord is with you.
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Blessed are you among women,
and blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus.
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Holy Mary, Mother of God
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pray for us sinners,
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now and at the hour of our death.
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TODAY HOMOSEXUALITY
TOMORROW PEDOPHILIA
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Homosexual life leads to disease.
Syphilis, gonorrhea, AIDS.
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Pedophilia is more common among homosexuals.
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Homosexual extremists in Europe
want to legalize pedophilia.
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Homosexuals want unlimited access to your children,
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that's why they promote sex-education.
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Is it loud enough?
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It's too low.
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We'll make it louder.
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It's fine.
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Homosexual life leads to disease
syphilis, gonorrhea, AIDS.
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The average life span of homosexuals
is 20 years shorter.
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31% of children raised by
lesbians and 25% of those raised by pederasts
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are sexually abused.
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We will never be in alliance with kings.
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We will never bow for power.
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For Christ we are building an army.
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We are the servants of Mary.
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Thanks to All-Polish Youth, National Radical Camp,
Pro Life Foundation.
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Our procession is over.
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Please be aware of Antifa
who will try to destroy our posters
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and use violence.
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Gentlemen, thank you very much.
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- Thanks for singing.
- Thank you for coming.
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- We did very good work.
- Thanks, boys.
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And we'll pick up the banners...
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- I really enjoyed your singing.
- Thank you.
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Hi, Dad.
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It went well. No acts of aggression or anything.
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We weren't that many...
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They were many.
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We really kept it in the Catholic spirit.
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It was very peaceful.
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Yes, people reacted.
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Especially in the beginning,
during the prayers...
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They laughed at us a bit.
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In a country where for 20 years
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people were fed communist ideology...
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We learned that Lenin and Stalin
were our heroes.
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They taught us that there's no God.
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But we stood up united and fought for the values
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of our grandfathers and great-grandfathers.
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[Chanting for Duda and PiS, his Law and Order party]
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Mom, give me a phone charger.
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Which one? For iPhone?
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Of course not, come on...
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Sorry?
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- Where's my little brother?
- In the bathroom.
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He's been in there for an hour!
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- He's always there for a long time.
- Franek?
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You're using the hair dryer!
What for?
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What's with the hair?
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You look like Ozzy Osbourne...
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A bit.
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- So, Sister, do you have a boyfriend?
- There are no boys at my school.
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We are 6 boys and 27 girls.
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In my class, I can't even see the boys
through all the girls.
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- What was that boy's name from training?
- Kuba? The guy I met in June?
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- He's very stupid.
- Really?
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I'm a bit depressed.
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Of course I knew the LGBT movement is a threat
to our civilization.
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And today I realized there are only a few of us.
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They talk about fags being everywhere.
But they're not doing anything about it.
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They're losers hiding at home.
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Soon we'll be a minority.
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All we can do is pray.
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Tell him everything is going to be fine.
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It's good that you went.
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OK, thanks. May God be with you.
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Duda and his party will rise to total power now.
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And everything's gonna be alright?
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They won't let the homosexuals
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make any changes.
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They want normality.
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Everthing is going to be fine
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You're looking through
rose-tinted glasses, Mom.
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You are too naive.
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What are you talking about?
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Today was the "equality march", right?
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But why are people against
the Equality March?
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Because they're against LGBTQ ideology.
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Our society is based on family and on marriage.
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- Parents and children.
- Family is the social cell.
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But why do you make a fuss about
sexual orientation?
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In a few years,
we'll have destroyed our earth
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because nobody worries
about climate change.
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In a few decades it won't matter
what your religion is
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or your sexual orientation
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because we will all be dead.
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Ah that'll happen in a million years.
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- No.
- No?
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- So when?
- A few decades.
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Nationalism is always about hierarchy.
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And real nationalism is
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when you prioritize the ones closest to you.
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But someone who was born here
and speaks my language,
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but who has completely different values,
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such a person can never be close to me.
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So the question is,
who's Polish and who isn't.
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Exactly.
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- Do vegetarians eat fish?
- What?
00:22:11.125 --> 00:22:13.583
Fish is not meat.
00:22:13.750 --> 00:22:14.958
Exactly.
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I'm really worried about this trend...
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where you have to learn everything by yourself.
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How to be with women, or how to act in society.
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I'd like to be better prepared.
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Sit down.
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We are on vacation,
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we are enjoying walking and...
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singing, praying.
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- You work in Sudan?
- Yes, yes.
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- And so you came to Ukraine for...?
- For studying?
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- To have a Master's degree.
- A Master degree?
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In the 16th, 17th century...
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Poland was the first country
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How do I say that? Help me, buddy...
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Maybe change the topic.
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Defending Europe from the Mongols.
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And the Pope sent a letter saying that...
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Poland is the first wall of
Christianity in Europe.
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In Polish it's called "Brotherhood of Protection".
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What happened?
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Yay, no electricity!
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No electricity in the whole town.
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WELCOME!
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We're saying this prayer
00:24:47.875 --> 00:24:55.708
with the intention of turning
our Sudanese friends into Christians.
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So, where do we gather?
00:25:10.833 --> 00:25:12.708
We're not there yet.
00:25:12.875 --> 00:25:14.208
C'mon!
00:25:14.625 --> 00:25:16.708
Give me your hand.
00:25:31.083 --> 00:25:34.250
Which flag are you holding?
00:25:34.458 --> 00:25:36.500
The Polish one!
00:25:36.833 --> 00:25:39.583
Oh, I see you guys,
We'll be there in a minute.
00:25:46.833 --> 00:25:48.708
Hey, welcome.
00:25:49.708 --> 00:25:51.583
Hello, God bless.
00:25:51.833 --> 00:25:53.708
This is my girlfriend, Weronika.
This is Bartek.
00:25:54.125 --> 00:25:56.083
Hi.
00:25:57.375 --> 00:25:59.625
What's up? I'm Weronika.
00:26:00.125 --> 00:26:01.958
Happy to meet you.
00:26:03.333 --> 00:26:05.500
A lot of fine gentlemen here.
00:26:09.125 --> 00:26:13.208
We went to a great African restaurant.
00:26:13.583 --> 00:26:17.083
The food was awesome.
We ate baobab powder desert
00:26:17.333 --> 00:26:19.833
and a Black guy served it to us.
00:26:20.208 --> 00:26:23.958
Yes, he was very nice, he gave us
stuff to taste for free.
00:26:24.708 --> 00:26:27.333
He said he was grateful to be in Poland
00:26:27.583 --> 00:26:29.750
and that he wants to show us his culture.
00:26:29.958 --> 00:26:32.458
- And he did!
- Yes, big time.
00:26:32.833 --> 00:26:40.958
Jesus Christ, King of Poland.
00:26:44.000 --> 00:26:46.458
Nice lighting, right?
00:26:51.500 --> 00:26:55.625
Those flares look cool.
They're called flares?
00:26:56.208 --> 00:26:57.583
Sure.
00:27:05.375 --> 00:27:07.000
Can I go over here?
00:27:09.083 --> 00:27:12.208
- I don't know what I was doing.
- You were holding the banner, very good.
00:27:12.458 --> 00:27:13.875
Hey, what's up?
00:27:15.958 --> 00:27:17.708
How does it feel to be
the leader's girlfriend?
00:27:17.958 --> 00:27:19.125
It feels amazing.
00:27:20.500 --> 00:27:23.375
IF GOD IS FOR US, WHO CAN BE AGAINST US?
00:27:23.583 --> 00:27:25.583
FAITH, TRADITION, ORDER
00:27:25.750 --> 00:27:30.125
Great Catholic Poland!
00:27:45.250 --> 00:27:51.500
Even armies flying on dragons
00:27:51.708 --> 00:27:56.583
Won’t frighten us
00:27:57.458 --> 00:28:03.958
God is our refuge and our defense
00:28:04.375 --> 00:28:11.083
When He is with us hell is breaking down
00:28:11.958 --> 00:28:17.833
Fire breathing dragons will not frighten us
00:28:18.333 --> 00:28:22.833
We will not be scared!
00:28:23.000 --> 00:28:39.625
First with a sickle, then with a hammer.
We will finish this homo scum!
00:28:40.250 --> 00:28:42.708
Mutton? Perfect.
00:28:42.875 --> 00:28:45.583
I don't think it's the fancy kind of mutton...
00:28:45.750 --> 00:28:48.875
I'll have one small kebab with mutton.
00:28:51.833 --> 00:28:57.375
You're beautiful.
When I look at you it's like...
00:28:58.458 --> 00:28:59.833
Like what?
00:29:00.875 --> 00:29:04.250
It's like I'm looking at a piece of art
00:29:04.500 --> 00:29:08.250
or listening to some beautiful music.
00:29:11.875 --> 00:29:15.708
It just makes me happy.
00:29:16.250 --> 00:29:18.458
You always know what to say.
00:29:35.458 --> 00:29:37.958
Goodbye, go with God.
00:29:42.583 --> 00:29:44.333
Excuse me.
00:29:47.458 --> 00:29:48.958
Excuse me.
00:29:53.875 --> 00:29:56.833
- Half of the women here are pregnant.
- What?
00:29:57.833 --> 00:30:00.875
I'm saying that half of the women
here are pregnant.
00:30:01.083 --> 00:30:06.333
- There was another one.
- Yes, another woman is pregnant.
00:30:09.375 --> 00:30:12.708
March march Polonia!
00:30:13.208 --> 00:30:16.250
Our brave nation!
00:30:16.708 --> 00:30:19.833
We will only rest
00:30:20.250 --> 00:30:23.375
In our own nation’s homestead
00:30:23.833 --> 00:30:29.875
When our enemies will be tamed
00:30:30.250 --> 00:30:33.500
I'm proposing a toast.
00:30:33.833 --> 00:30:36.208
To the Polish family.
00:30:36.500 --> 00:30:38.625
May they be with God.
00:30:39.375 --> 00:30:40.958
Amen.
00:30:43.750 --> 00:30:46.875
So they'll build a great Catholic Poland.
00:30:49.458 --> 00:30:51.375
- Are we leaving too?
- Yes.
00:31:04.500 --> 00:31:06.208
Hey, what's up?
00:31:09.375 --> 00:31:12.458
I don't know...
00:31:12.875 --> 00:31:16.958
First I'm going with Dad to my grandmother's,
and then to my mother's place.
00:31:17.333 --> 00:31:21.333
We're celebrating Christmas in two places, basically.
00:31:22.708 --> 00:31:25.583
For now I'm trying to make all of them happy.
00:31:25.833 --> 00:31:29.750
Everybody wants something else.
00:31:29.958 --> 00:31:34.083
My Dad says fuck it, I'm going
to the mountains.
00:31:34.375 --> 00:31:37.000
His fear is that there's not enough food.
00:31:37.958 --> 00:31:41.458
So as always my grandmother
bought kilos more.
00:31:44.208 --> 00:31:48.833
I just called to see how you're doing.
00:31:49.875 --> 00:31:52.083
And to wish you a Merry Christmas.
00:31:56.125 --> 00:31:57.583
Thanks.
00:32:02.000 --> 00:32:03.000
Papa...
00:32:04.125 --> 00:32:08.500
There is something strange about you.
Why are you sad?
00:32:08.833 --> 00:32:11.083
I am not sad, I am just a little tired.
00:32:11.458 --> 00:32:14.125
- Yes, you are.
- No, I'm not.
00:32:15.375 --> 00:32:19.000
Admit it.
00:32:24.875 --> 00:32:28.583
I got such amazing presents!
00:32:29.375 --> 00:32:32.958
Sweetheart, we are blown away
by your presents...
00:32:34.583 --> 00:32:37.333
And then this blessing.
00:32:37.833 --> 00:32:40.333
And you'll say we'll break the wafer.
00:32:41.875 --> 00:32:43.875
Holy Christ...
00:32:45.458 --> 00:32:48.375
- Holy Christ, until here.
- Okay.
00:32:51.333 --> 00:32:54.958
I announce great joy to you
00:32:55.458 --> 00:32:57.875
which will be shared by
the whole nation.
00:32:58.458 --> 00:33:04.208
Today in the city of David,
a saviour was born.
00:33:04.583 --> 00:33:06.208
Our Messiah, our Lord.
00:33:07.875 --> 00:33:09.833
OK Mom, we'll come now.
00:33:11.750 --> 00:33:13.708
I'll drive her.
00:33:14.833 --> 00:33:16.750
- OK, bye.
- She knew the password...
00:33:17.083 --> 00:33:19.083
Oh no, I'm not afraid of you,
00:33:19.250 --> 00:33:22.083
but I feel sad now.
00:33:23.375 --> 00:33:26.750
Hey little Sister, shall we go to Mom's place?
00:33:26.958 --> 00:33:28.833
- What?
- Shall we go?
00:33:29.000 --> 00:33:30.375
- Now?
- Yes.
00:33:35.583 --> 00:33:37.458
I thought they would come here.
00:33:37.708 --> 00:33:39.208
No, we'll just go to them.
00:33:41.625 --> 00:33:45.125
We have lots of presents for them.
00:33:45.375 --> 00:33:47.583
No they're all for me!
00:33:50.125 --> 00:33:53.833
- Do you want some sweets?
- Yes.
00:33:54.000 --> 00:33:56.208
Put them somewhere next to you.
00:34:00.208 --> 00:34:04.333
Why do we celebrate Christmas in two places,
Antek?
00:34:10.750 --> 00:34:12.208
Well...
00:34:13.875 --> 00:34:17.708
- Don't you know?
- I know... But...
00:34:20.208 --> 00:34:24.875
It's a little sad, you know.
00:34:26.458 --> 00:34:30.958
- What's sad?
- Well, that Mom and Dad don't live together anymore.
00:34:31.958 --> 00:34:36.875
You live with Mom,
but Dad doesn't live with you.
00:34:37.458 --> 00:34:41.333
And you only see him from time to time.
00:34:46.583 --> 00:34:51.875
You know, sometimes...
things are just sad.
00:34:53.708 --> 00:34:56.833
- Life's not always fun, right?
- Yes.
00:35:02.208 --> 00:35:03.875
That's how it is.
00:35:17.458 --> 00:35:20.250
How much did you pay for the gun?
00:35:20.833 --> 00:35:23.125
500 Złoty.
00:35:30.708 --> 00:35:32.583
With you I can really do everything.
00:35:32.750 --> 00:35:36.083
I can shoot with you, I can load guns with you...
00:35:36.333 --> 00:35:39.583
Go to the zoo or climb a wall...
00:35:46.458 --> 00:35:48.583
- Watch out.
- Oh, Jesus.
00:35:56.583 --> 00:35:59.583
You need to shoot more to the right
towards the bottle.
00:35:59.750 --> 00:36:02.458
Yes, I was just testing it.
00:36:04.208 --> 00:36:05.833
I don't know why....
00:36:08.458 --> 00:36:09.833
Damn it.
00:36:16.000 --> 00:36:18.250
Let's try once more.
00:36:22.958 --> 00:36:23.875
Fuck.
00:36:24.583 --> 00:36:27.875
It's OK, you just need to get used to it.
00:36:31.958 --> 00:36:35.083
- Would you do bungee jumping?
- Bungee, no.
00:36:35.250 --> 00:36:37.750
- Maybe I'll get it for you for Christmas.
- No thanks.
00:36:37.958 --> 00:36:40.375
Maybe buy me a waterproof eyeliner.
00:36:41.875 --> 00:36:43.375
- For lines?
- Yep.
00:36:43.583 --> 00:36:45.125
OK, will do.
00:36:47.208 --> 00:36:51.208
- Does it push you back?
- No, it's gentle.
00:36:56.333 --> 00:36:58.458
- Not bad.
- Can I go for the bottle?
00:37:04.833 --> 00:37:07.250
OK, that was embarrassing.
00:37:17.458 --> 00:37:19.958
- That was amazing.
- Yes?
00:37:20.625 --> 00:37:24.250
Nobody else would take me
on a wild date like this.
00:37:46.000 --> 00:37:50.708
You know, it's a good idea
to leave this part a bit empty
00:37:50.875 --> 00:37:54.000
so that you can light it more easily.
00:37:54.208 --> 00:37:58.250
If you curl this paper,
it gets much easier.
00:38:01.000 --> 00:38:02.875
- Is that enough?
- Yeah.
00:38:04.250 --> 00:38:07.458
- I'd add some more though.
- It smells so good.
00:38:08.083 --> 00:38:09.875
It smells really good.
00:38:10.875 --> 00:38:15.875
It's number C.
We're also gonna taste B and A.
00:38:18.458 --> 00:38:20.083
That's good, right?
00:38:21.458 --> 00:38:25.250
- It's like your Holy Communion.
- No, stop it, Weronika.
00:38:26.250 --> 00:38:28.583
- Please.
- Come on...
00:38:40.958 --> 00:38:42.958
It feels like the start of a good day.
00:38:44.958 --> 00:38:47.125
Hold on, don't say anything.
00:38:48.583 --> 00:38:50.875
It's not easy, you know?
00:38:52.583 --> 00:38:58.208
I really felt like getting my hair
washed by a hair dresser.
00:38:59.083 --> 00:39:02.125
OK, very good, but now keep still.
00:39:04.333 --> 00:39:06.708
Keep still.
00:39:09.833 --> 00:39:12.875
No, don't do that...
You've ruined everything.
00:39:13.083 --> 00:39:14.583
I'm sorry...
00:39:15.083 --> 00:39:16.875
Sorry isn't enough.
00:39:18.125 --> 00:39:19.875
I'm sorry, my love.
00:39:22.833 --> 00:39:26.583
You should apply a filter.
Black and white.
00:39:26.875 --> 00:39:29.583
OK, take a look.
00:39:31.083 --> 00:39:35.250
- Damn, that looks good!
- Does it?
00:39:36.500 --> 00:39:39.083
It's a sort of a spiral!
00:39:39.250 --> 00:39:42.625
Nobody has a braid like that, thank you!
00:39:45.875 --> 00:39:50.583
Antek, you're going to kill yourself laughing.
00:39:53.250 --> 00:39:57.208
You can't make me laugh like that...
I can't stop.
00:39:58.833 --> 00:40:02.750
You knew that you can die from laughing?
00:40:02.958 --> 00:40:06.875
Don't scare me like that!
00:40:56.708 --> 00:40:58.458
You could smile
00:40:59.000 --> 00:41:00.708
for the camera.
00:41:03.708 --> 00:41:07.458
As usual, Saint Mary gave us a beautiful weather
on Assumption Day.
00:41:08.000 --> 00:41:09.708
Yes, it's always sunny.
00:41:09.875 --> 00:41:14.958
Every year at least part of the day is sunny.
00:41:15.958 --> 00:41:21.375
First, I want to honor the beginnings
of our Brotherhood.
00:41:21.583 --> 00:41:26.458
And after that, there are some surprises,
or so I've heard.
00:41:27.500 --> 00:41:34.708
From the start, we wanted to create
an alliance for men.
00:41:35.875 --> 00:41:40.583
We wanted to start with something simple:
00:41:42.125 --> 00:41:47.375
regular praying of the rosary.
00:41:47.833 --> 00:41:51.875
And then add some other elements...
00:41:55.500 --> 00:41:57.208
To our Brotherhood!
00:41:57.875 --> 00:42:00.000
I hope it will continue to grow.
00:42:01.833 --> 00:42:06.875
I hope it will bring people closer to God,
to Jesus Christ, to the Catholic Church.
00:42:23.708 --> 00:42:27.708
It's a very tough time for me right now,
00:42:28.833 --> 00:42:30.458
a lot has changed.
00:42:30.958 --> 00:42:34.208
I've experienced a lot of new things.
00:42:36.875 --> 00:42:39.458
So, what were these new experiences?
00:42:39.708 --> 00:42:41.083
Well...
00:42:43.500 --> 00:42:45.375
Simply put,
00:42:47.208 --> 00:42:50.333
the relationship with a girl.
00:42:54.625 --> 00:42:57.833
It was the first such relationship for me.
00:43:00.958 --> 00:43:02.875
It ended in March,
00:43:04.708 --> 00:43:07.958
during Lent.
00:43:13.208 --> 00:43:15.750
And it ended...
00:43:18.750 --> 00:43:20.083
because
00:43:22.958 --> 00:43:27.333
of differences
in our ideology.
00:43:31.333 --> 00:43:34.083
And I started to wonder and think
about those differences.
00:43:35.083 --> 00:43:38.208
So I was thinking and I realized...
00:43:40.958 --> 00:43:45.458
Till today I'd been doing things a bit...
00:43:47.458 --> 00:43:50.583
Automatically, without much reflection.
00:43:52.500 --> 00:43:58.083
But you haven't changed your views,
or have you?
00:44:10.000 --> 00:44:12.875
This is the cake my fiancée made.
00:44:18.125 --> 00:44:23.083
Maybe not everyone can see,
but there's a '5' made of out of blackberries,
00:44:23.833 --> 00:44:27.250
a cross made of blueberries and
a sword made of raspberries.
00:44:47.458 --> 00:44:52.125
I thought a lot about what it means to love God.
00:44:54.583 --> 00:45:01.000
I realized that everything I do
out of love to God...
00:45:02.750 --> 00:45:07.875
perfects me, improves me, no?
00:45:09.500 --> 00:45:16.833
And then this thought came to me:
Where in my approach is God actually?
00:45:17.500 --> 00:45:21.750
Is he really necessary?
00:45:23.083 --> 00:45:27.708
I saw that my girlfriend can live without Him
00:45:28.708 --> 00:45:33.250
while being beautiful,
sensitive and moral.
00:45:33.500 --> 00:45:38.458
She has beautiful ideals,
beautiful goals.
00:45:39.750 --> 00:45:46.583
My point is that it could be
the same for me.
00:45:51.208 --> 00:45:53.958
What you're saying is a bit...
00:45:55.208 --> 00:45:58.000
disappointing for me.
00:46:04.958 --> 00:46:08.208
We've had so many teachings about it.
00:46:08.500 --> 00:46:10.958
But maybe it was not enough.
00:46:50.875 --> 00:46:55.125
Christianity is fought for by changing
00:46:56.250 --> 00:46:58.208
the normal philosophy.
00:46:58.875 --> 00:47:01.375
We have no objective values
00:47:01.583 --> 00:47:03.833
to which we could refer.
00:47:38.750 --> 00:47:42.458
When you're with a girl and
you love her very much,
00:47:46.500 --> 00:47:48.958
Faith will tell you that...
00:47:49.208 --> 00:47:55.250
You can't have sex together
or be passionate...
00:47:55.708 --> 00:47:58.708
- before marriage.
- Yes, before marriage.
00:48:01.208 --> 00:48:03.583
Because that would be bad, right?
00:48:06.083 --> 00:48:10.833
But I had a chance to see
that it's not bad at all.
00:48:11.208 --> 00:48:14.083
That it can actually be
really good and beautiful.
00:48:20.208 --> 00:48:24.833
So you don't believe
in the Brotherhood anymore?
00:48:31.125 --> 00:48:32.708
I don't...
00:48:33.958 --> 00:48:36.083
I just don't believe in God.
00:49:26.000 --> 00:49:27.708
Now I'll be...
00:49:29.583 --> 00:49:33.333
Either I'll be very sick or very healthy.
00:50:30.458 --> 00:50:33.083
Let's cheer to youth.
00:50:40.833 --> 00:50:42.583
- Hey, do you have my lighter?
- Nope.
00:50:42.833 --> 00:50:44.250
- Are you sure?
- Yes.
00:50:44.875 --> 00:50:45.958
And you?
00:50:49.500 --> 00:50:51.125
Can you blow a circle?
00:50:51.333 --> 00:50:52.833
Antek, spin it!
00:51:01.875 --> 00:51:03.958
Oh, look at that one.
00:51:06.208 --> 00:51:09.250
Hell is other people, that's why
I don't have guests
00:51:09.833 --> 00:51:12.250
From smoking I get inflammation
of my consciousness
00:51:12.833 --> 00:51:15.375
Self destruction, isolation,
In Warsaw, in my blocks
00:51:15.875 --> 00:51:18.375
Maybe someday I'll be better
00:51:19.333 --> 00:51:21.708
...It has a sweet smell
00:51:26.208 --> 00:51:28.083
I look like death, right?
00:51:29.875 --> 00:51:31.375
What should we toast to?
00:51:31.958 --> 00:51:33.958
Nothing, nothing.
No intention.
00:51:35.708 --> 00:51:37.500
Just the moment.
00:52:20.083 --> 00:52:22.708
- Can you hear me, Antek?
- I can hear you!
00:52:25.958 --> 00:52:28.708
But I can't see you. I can only see
the Jerusalem cross.
00:52:28.958 --> 00:52:32.000
I've turned my camera off.
00:52:34.833 --> 00:52:36.958
Now I recognize my man!
00:52:42.333 --> 00:52:46.125
I've got a dark prognosis in my mind.
00:52:46.750 --> 00:52:50.500
If you don't have work now...
and many people don't,
00:52:50.833 --> 00:52:53.833
and if you don't have any savings...
00:52:54.500 --> 00:52:56.958
- You're fucked.
- You'll be eating dog shit.
00:52:57.208 --> 00:53:00.583
You'll be hungry...
This could get really bad.
00:53:04.250 --> 00:53:09.333
But we programmers are fine,
00:53:09.583 --> 00:53:13.958
we can work from home.
00:53:14.375 --> 00:53:21.875
But what if there was suddenly a power blackout?
00:53:22.250 --> 00:53:28.375
If everyone working at the power station
got sick with the virus...
00:53:28.625 --> 00:53:32.583
- It sounds stupid.
- I'm gonna show you something.
00:53:35.583 --> 00:53:37.000
What's that?
00:53:38.958 --> 00:53:42.458
- HOLY HOST. For darker days.
- Oh, damn.
00:53:47.750 --> 00:53:51.250
I've got more. A whole bag of them.
00:53:51.500 --> 00:53:56.875
So if priests have to celebrate Mass at home...
I'm ready.
00:53:58.208 --> 00:54:00.000
You're ready.
00:54:02.125 --> 00:54:05.458
I've paid 100 Złoty
00:54:05.708 --> 00:54:09.250
for 5,000 hosts.
00:54:09.750 --> 00:54:12.875
5,000?!
00:54:14.458 --> 00:54:16.458
Stop talking!
00:54:17.833 --> 00:54:23.458
I'm going to the kitchen because
my mom hears me here.
00:54:32.375 --> 00:54:36.625
Antek, you're the youngest of us, but...
00:54:37.833 --> 00:54:40.208
But certainly not the stupidest.
00:54:41.958 --> 00:54:45.083
- And who is?
- I have no idea.
00:54:46.083 --> 00:54:49.750
How to be diplomatic...
It might be me.
00:55:00.208 --> 00:55:06.875
Actually, I'm learning how to handle things
on my own now.
00:55:07.083 --> 00:55:07.833
Because...
00:55:08.000 --> 00:55:12.750
Antek, I think in order to live your faith
00:55:12.958 --> 00:55:16.083
you need to be among believers.
00:55:17.500 --> 00:55:20.083
No man is an island.
00:55:21.583 --> 00:55:22.500
You think so?
00:55:23.208 --> 00:55:24.458
Sure.
00:55:27.208 --> 00:55:28.833
Impressive...
00:56:21.583 --> 00:56:23.708
This is such a cool place.
00:56:24.000 --> 00:56:28.708
Here's where my Dad's friends hang out.
00:56:35.458 --> 00:56:41.750
It's true, we still live in a tribal society.
00:56:42.000 --> 00:56:47.750
There's an ongoing battle of sexes.
00:56:47.958 --> 00:56:55.375
Women are fighting for their "rights",
when they've won already.
00:56:55.833 --> 00:56:58.625
Men are completely castrated by now.
00:56:58.875 --> 00:57:01.208
Where are the real men?
00:57:01.833 --> 00:57:05.375
Their balls are cut off because
they're not allowed to be men.
00:57:05.833 --> 00:57:09.833
- What's a real man?
- A man's a man.
00:57:10.000 --> 00:57:13.083
He's in charge and takes care of the women.
00:57:14.208 --> 00:57:17.583
But now you can't say that anymore.
00:57:17.833 --> 00:57:21.833
Our balls have shrunk,
you have to hide your dick.
00:57:22.125 --> 00:57:25.000
As if you didn't exist.
00:57:25.708 --> 00:57:30.208
And women are also unfulfilled because
they don't have someone to look after them...
00:57:33.208 --> 00:57:34.583
Are you cold?
00:57:34.958 --> 00:57:36.583
You've got this closed posture.
00:57:36.833 --> 00:57:40.000
- Closed posture?
- Because you're cold?
00:57:40.250 --> 00:57:42.083
I'm warm in this posture.
00:57:43.250 --> 00:57:45.833
I'm saving my energy,
I won't give it to you.
00:57:46.333 --> 00:57:47.833
You have to be open.
00:57:48.083 --> 00:57:52.500
If you're closed, you can't learn.
00:57:54.500 --> 00:57:55.958
Ah thank you.
00:57:56.708 --> 00:58:04.583
I'm 40 now and I own practically nothing.
00:58:06.833 --> 00:58:09.708
I had three children and a wife.
00:58:10.875 --> 00:58:13.875
Now she hates me and doesn't talk to me.
00:58:39.917 --> 00:58:41.583
Tell the truth
00:58:42.167 --> 00:58:44.292
Or at least don't lie
00:58:46.958 --> 00:58:48.375
Wherever you are
00:58:49.083 --> 00:58:53.375
Try to do at least one small thing better
00:58:57.708 --> 00:59:01.083
Never allow yourself to be frustrated
00:59:01.375 --> 00:59:03.667
Imagine who you could be
00:59:03.833 --> 00:59:07.875
And then aim single-mindedly at that
00:59:25.792 --> 00:59:28.083
Imagine who you could be
00:59:28.250 --> 00:59:32.167
And then aim single-mindedly at that
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Pay attention
00:59:36.583 --> 00:59:38.458
Tell the truth
00:59:38.875 --> 00:59:40.250
Or at least don't lie
00:59:40.417 --> 00:59:42.375
Or at least don't lie
00:59:44.583 --> 00:59:48.750
Antek, could you bring me my vape,
please?
01:00:27.083 --> 01:00:30.167
Feeling balanced and centered,
01:00:31.917 --> 01:00:33.833
as well as tall.
01:00:37.125 --> 01:00:41.458
Shoulders rolling back slightly
to open up your heart.
01:00:43.458 --> 01:00:46.458
Letting your palms
rest comfortably in your lap
01:00:46.625 --> 01:00:48.458
however feels good to you.
01:00:49.792 --> 01:00:53.417
Allow your chin
to tuck very slightly under,
01:00:53.750 --> 01:00:56.958
making sure your spine
is perfectly straight.
01:01:09.000 --> 01:01:10.458
Hello?
01:01:11.375 --> 01:01:12.458
What's up?
01:01:15.625 --> 01:01:17.083
Oh, God...
01:01:20.083 --> 01:01:23.125
What's new in the Brotherhood?
01:01:27.458 --> 01:01:29.208
Stagnation...
01:01:32.458 --> 01:01:35.333
Did Karol get married?
01:01:47.708 --> 01:01:50.875
I can't predict the future. Maybe...
01:01:51.208 --> 01:01:55.958
I'll go back to the Brotherhood
or become a real Catholic.
01:02:06.500 --> 01:02:09.875
Now it's not like that.
I need to reset myself.
01:02:11.083 --> 01:02:13.375
Turn that computer off and...
01:02:14.458 --> 01:02:15.958
Fuck it, I gonna make the killing joke
01:02:16.125 --> 01:02:17.958
'Cause I have to record it after all
01:02:18.125 --> 01:02:19.833
I am this fool who fell into this again
01:02:20.000 --> 01:02:21.875
I am the one shot by my own gun
01:02:22.083 --> 01:02:23.875
In moments like this
I usually smoke shit
01:02:24.083 --> 01:02:25.708
But shit ain't working for me
anymore kid
01:02:25.875 --> 01:02:27.958
Fuck the latitude,
everything is grayish grey
01:02:28.125 --> 01:02:29.833
Hello hello my own disappointment
01:02:51.875 --> 01:02:52.875
Hi, Hanka.
01:02:53.083 --> 01:02:54.000
What's up?
01:02:54.583 --> 01:02:55.875
Listen.
01:02:56.458 --> 01:02:58.083
You won't believe it.
01:02:59.458 --> 01:03:01.750
I met a girl.
01:03:19.958 --> 01:03:21.708
Hi there.
01:03:32.833 --> 01:03:34.208
It looks nice, right?
01:03:34.583 --> 01:03:36.708
You could frame it a bit more.
01:03:36.875 --> 01:03:38.125
But yeah.
01:03:38.458 --> 01:03:40.625
I'm not criticizing, I'm helping.
01:03:45.708 --> 01:03:47.500
Look, it's the right-wing guys.
01:03:48.750 --> 01:03:49.875
Right, they're there.
01:03:50.458 --> 01:03:55.583
WHAT THE LGBT LOBBY WANTS
TO TEACH KIDS
01:03:55.833 --> 01:03:58.083
Did they recognize you?
01:04:01.708 --> 01:04:03.000
I'm fine.
01:04:35.458 --> 01:04:40.708
Actually, there's only one person
I'm afraid of right now.
01:04:40.958 --> 01:04:43.083
And that's my Dad.
01:04:44.458 --> 01:04:48.250
If I told him that I don't believe in God...
01:04:48.708 --> 01:04:52.708
That I fuck up...
01:04:52.875 --> 01:04:56.625
And that I went to a Gay Club today...
01:04:57.458 --> 01:05:00.583
That I take drugs and...
01:05:00.750 --> 01:05:03.250
That sex is great and...
01:05:03.583 --> 01:05:06.250
That I don't believe in marriage.
01:05:06.583 --> 01:05:10.625
If I told him all that,
I think he'd just die.
01:05:11.833 --> 01:05:13.583
- Can I ask you a question?
- Sure.
01:05:13.833 --> 01:05:17.125
How can you have a good relationship
with your dad
01:05:17.458 --> 01:05:22.875
if you can't talk to him openly
and be yourself?
01:05:24.083 --> 01:05:25.583
That's true.
01:05:30.625 --> 01:05:33.208
I even blocked my parents on Instagram.
01:05:35.708 --> 01:05:37.708
Come here, my hair is on you.
01:05:37.875 --> 01:05:41.083
I like having your hair on my shirt.
01:05:42.875 --> 01:05:46.708
- I really like talking to you.
- Same here.
01:05:58.625 --> 01:06:00.875
Come on, you doggie on a leash.
01:06:01.083 --> 01:06:01.708
Check, check.
01:06:01.958 --> 01:06:02.708
It's working.
01:06:02.875 --> 01:06:12.875
The revolution is female!
01:06:13.083 --> 01:06:21.000
Our body, our choice!
01:06:21.333 --> 01:06:26.125
(People praying 'Hail Mary')
01:06:26.833 --> 01:06:29.750
So, Lu is non-binary.
Remember to say "he" and "him".
01:06:31.083 --> 01:06:33.833
Talk to Lu like a guy, ok?
01:06:34.583 --> 01:06:36.000
Sure, fine.
01:06:36.708 --> 01:06:38.375
Here we are.
01:06:38.583 --> 01:06:40.208
- This is Antek, this is Lu.
- Hi.
01:06:40.500 --> 01:06:42.833
I can only give you my left hand.
01:06:43.875 --> 01:06:45.583
Fuck PiS! Fuck PiS!
01:06:49.875 --> 01:06:53.583
MAKE POLAND SECULAR
01:06:55.833 --> 01:07:00.208
WOMEN, WE ARE WITH YOU
01:07:07.583 --> 01:07:09.958
3, 2, 1!
01:07:13.583 --> 01:07:16.750
ALL OVER THE COUNTRY,
PEOPLE PROTESTED TODAY.
01:07:17.250 --> 01:07:21.000
THE PROTEST WAS SECURED BY
THE POLICE AND THE MILITARY.
01:07:23.583 --> 01:07:27.958
I'm still hearing the songs
in my head...
01:07:43.208 --> 01:07:44.625
Hi.
01:07:48.125 --> 01:07:49.458
Hi, Antek.
01:07:56.750 --> 01:07:58.500
How are you?
01:08:02.125 --> 01:08:04.875
- I dunno.
- Wanna have a hit?
01:08:05.250 --> 01:08:09.375
Yeah, gimme a puff.
I'm not a big fan of those.
01:08:12.375 --> 01:08:15.708
I think I didn't inhale properly,
it didn't work.
01:08:26.208 --> 01:08:28.958
What did you do after you arrived?
01:08:29.583 --> 01:08:31.875
- I left my stuff.
- Where?
01:08:32.500 --> 01:08:34.083
With a boyfriend.
01:08:35.458 --> 01:08:38.375
I don't want to stay at your place,
there are too many people there.
01:08:40.708 --> 01:08:44.375
But I have to tell you. It was hard.
01:08:44.583 --> 01:08:48.500
Because I was taking Xanax to sleep.
01:08:48.875 --> 01:08:52.875
- And now I'm falling asleep without it.
- Very good.
01:08:57.708 --> 01:09:01.625
- How's your tattoo healing?
- It's healing well.
01:09:02.833 --> 01:09:06.750
- Today I might get another one.
- What would you like to get?
01:09:06.958 --> 01:09:09.875
I've got several projects.
01:09:11.958 --> 01:09:19.333
- The first one will be here...
- What, on the belly?
01:09:21.333 --> 01:09:26.625
It'll say "Life" and
upside down it'll say "Death".
01:09:30.458 --> 01:09:34.208
I had a very important experience...
01:09:36.375 --> 01:09:40.875
I heard heavy metal music playing in my head.
01:09:41.208 --> 01:09:49.583
And I saw faces of demons,
screaming, expanding ...
01:09:49.833 --> 01:09:57.000
They all attacked me, it felt so real.
01:09:57.458 --> 01:10:02.750
- Were you alone?
- I was lying on my bed, blindfolded.
01:10:03.500 --> 01:10:06.125
But were you alone or not?
01:10:06.375 --> 01:10:10.458
Well... There was someone
on the bed in my room,
01:10:10.708 --> 01:10:12.875
but I was alone, you could say.
01:10:13.083 --> 01:10:15.083
Well, ok.
01:10:17.083 --> 01:10:24.833
Good and evil are surrounding me,
and I don't know what side I'm on.
01:10:25.083 --> 01:10:29.208
I felt totally conflicted.
01:10:29.583 --> 01:10:31.083
And suddenly...
01:10:35.250 --> 01:10:38.208
I overcame that feeling.
01:10:39.458 --> 01:10:42.250
And everything calmed down.
01:10:43.958 --> 01:10:49.833
And I started thinking about emptiness.
01:10:52.708 --> 01:10:56.125
That there's fucking nothing.
01:10:57.208 --> 01:11:00.125
There's no good and no evil,
no God or devil.
01:11:00.500 --> 01:11:01.875
There's nothing.
01:11:02.625 --> 01:11:05.208
OK, I get it.
01:11:07.250 --> 01:11:09.625
The inner life of Antek.
01:11:13.458 --> 01:11:16.000
I love talking to you.
01:11:24.875 --> 01:11:27.208
- Do you have a color film?
- No.
01:11:29.083 --> 01:11:32.833
I chose wisely affaires not relationships
01:11:34.083 --> 01:11:38.333
Respecting women not jealousy
01:11:44.375 --> 01:11:47.125
I want to live life
01:11:49.000 --> 01:11:53.375
If something happened to this camera
I'd really die.
01:11:56.458 --> 01:12:00.583
Not pulling down my pants
01:12:01.458 --> 01:12:02.750
Please.
01:12:07.208 --> 01:12:09.458
For you
01:12:09.958 --> 01:12:12.333
It's a gift from me
01:12:14.000 --> 01:12:16.458
For you
01:12:16.833 --> 01:12:20.500
I started listening to Manson,
Celtic Frost...
01:12:22.958 --> 01:12:25.208
- Ok.
- Slipknot.
01:12:25.458 --> 01:12:27.458
Slipknot's ok.
01:12:27.958 --> 01:12:32.458
I've never listened to Manson,
and now I'd listen to him even less.
01:12:32.708 --> 01:12:35.583
- Because he's a violent person.
- Is he?
01:13:08.083 --> 01:13:09.625
Hi, Mom.
01:13:12.625 --> 01:13:19.958
OK, cool. The intercom doesn't work,
so just call me.
01:13:46.458 --> 01:13:48.458
- Hi, Mom!
- Hi!
01:13:51.083 --> 01:13:54.125
We don't have the intercom yet, so...
01:13:58.750 --> 01:14:03.083
- Did you get something vegan?
- I did.
01:14:03.458 --> 01:14:08.625
The elevator is super small,
it takes only 2 people.
01:14:09.875 --> 01:14:12.458
- Will we fit in?
- Sure we will.
01:14:16.958 --> 01:14:18.583
And that's my room.
01:14:22.375 --> 01:14:24.625
It's still a bit messy.
01:14:24.875 --> 01:14:27.958
- Don't you have a vacuum cleaner?
- Not yet.
01:14:30.375 --> 01:14:31.875
Thank you so much.
01:14:33.083 --> 01:14:35.333
It's really me who should buy you dinner.
01:14:38.000 --> 01:14:40.458
You weren't going outside,
and I was already on the way.
01:14:44.458 --> 01:14:48.125
I do want to graduate,
at least get that Bachelor's degree.
01:14:53.625 --> 01:14:58.958
Now I'm just detached from the studies.
01:15:04.708 --> 01:15:08.958
- The longer you wait the harder it is to go back.
- I know...
01:15:09.500 --> 01:15:13.375
We let you move out
because we trusted you.
01:15:13.583 --> 01:15:19.500
You were a very reliable guy
as a teenager.
01:15:22.458 --> 01:15:25.875
I know, in high school I had great grades.
01:15:26.458 --> 01:15:28.708
Even at the Maths Olympics...
01:15:29.250 --> 01:15:32.708
I really liked studying.
01:15:34.083 --> 01:15:40.458
But after getting into university,
I just...
01:15:40.625 --> 01:15:43.333
started doing other things.
01:15:47.083 --> 01:15:52.333
Because you were born during my studies,
01:15:52.583 --> 01:15:56.250
I didn't have any time for other things.
01:15:58.708 --> 01:16:02.375
It was just you and the studies.
01:16:04.083 --> 01:16:05.333
Right.
01:16:07.625 --> 01:16:11.750
You were very little, lying in the cradle.
01:16:11.958 --> 01:16:17.583
I drank coffee
and studied anatomy all night.
01:16:26.833 --> 01:16:31.750
- Are you alright?
- Yes, I was just thinking...
01:16:33.250 --> 01:16:34.708
About what?
01:16:37.708 --> 01:16:40.958
- What is it?
- Nothing...
01:16:42.250 --> 01:16:45.083
- Just nothing?
- It's just...
01:16:45.625 --> 01:16:49.875
When I think about your studies...
01:16:54.875 --> 01:16:56.208
What about it?
01:16:58.708 --> 01:17:02.375
What is it about my studies?
01:17:09.458 --> 01:17:10.833
It's funny...
01:17:11.625 --> 01:17:15.125
I just really admire you.
01:17:55.083 --> 01:17:57.125
What's funny is that...
01:17:57.458 --> 01:18:02.750
It was always my mother
who did the crying in our family.
01:18:03.958 --> 01:18:07.958
I've never seen my father cry.
01:18:08.458 --> 01:18:11.208
If he cried, it was not publicly.
01:18:14.875 --> 01:18:16.250
Really.
01:18:16.583 --> 01:18:21.458
My mother is actually so strong
and persistent.
01:18:27.625 --> 01:18:31.333
Do you see any resemblance to you there?
01:18:34.458 --> 01:18:38.750
I don't. I think I'm much weaker.
01:18:43.458 --> 01:18:46.833
Do you feel like
we have something in common?
01:18:50.208 --> 01:18:55.583
I'd rather abandon
a baby than raise it.
01:18:58.750 --> 01:19:00.375
For real.
01:19:01.958 --> 01:19:06.958
I tend to avoid efforts.
01:19:07.500 --> 01:19:10.583
Fuck... Look at that red moon.
01:19:11.083 --> 01:19:12.625
So red.
01:19:43.875 --> 01:19:45.083
Fuck.
01:19:56.333 --> 01:19:58.833
Perfection is an illusion.
01:20:03.125 --> 01:20:04.708
It almost worked.
01:20:12.000 --> 01:20:13.083
Wow.
01:20:14.875 --> 01:20:17.583
The kid got in the frame, damn.
01:20:19.250 --> 01:20:21.875
That kid got in the frame.
01:20:25.208 --> 01:20:26.583
Alright.
01:20:31.958 --> 01:20:33.333
Should we go?