Beyond Bars
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Chesa Boudin was only 14 months old when his parents, former Weather Underground activists, were arrested for their role in a fatal robbery. BEYOND BARS follows his profound journey. Witness the impact of parental incarceration through Chesa's eyes as he navigates a broken system and grapples with his identity. With searing honesty, the film traces Chesa's path from childhood struggles to becoming a voice for the children of the incarcerated and a trailblazing District Attorney fighting for reform. Intimate interviews and rare archival footage offer an unflinching look at the human toll of incarceration and the power of resilience. Through Chesa's battle for his parents' freedom and his efforts to transform the carceral system, BEYOND BARS is a testament to the unbreakable bonds of family and the intergenerational fight for equality and restorative justice.
The Progressive | Ed Rampell
"Beyond Bars is one of Greenwald’s most heartfelt and finest films, imaginatively uniting the personal and political."
The Chicago Sun Times | By Erica Thompson
"That combination of Boudin’s personal story and advocacy for others impacted by mass incarceration — especially people of color — are at the heart of the documentary."
Hollywood Progressive | Steven Rosenfeld
“Riveting” and “deeply personal”
"A powerful, personal, provocative film and profile of the cycles of trauma in America"
The San Francisco Standard | By Christina Campodonico
“Illustrates the universal pain of family separation”
Citation
Main credits
Greenwald, Robert (film director)
Greenwald, Robert (film producer)
Johnson, Casey Cooper (film producer)
Other credits
Cinematography, Unni Rav; editing, Mainak Dhar, Brian Redondo.
Distributor subjects
Racialized Mass Incarceration; Family Separation; Coalition and Community Building; Progressive ReformKeywords
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Kathy's contractions are getting stronger.
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I was always into kids
and imagined myself as a father,
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but I was pretty scared about doing it.
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What's going through my mind are all
those scenes from TV and the movies
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where the expectant dad is
totally bumbling and useless.
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I'm determined to be focused and calm.
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We found out that our baby lay in
the wrong position, with the head up
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rather than down in the uterus.
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Breech births are doubly dangerous for
the baby because the head is inside
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the birth canal longer,
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and the umbilical cord can get wrapped
around the neck and cut off oxygen.
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I was struggling to see if I could get
him to turn around. I mean, he was,
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he had turned into a position that
was no longer headfirst. It was,
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it wasn't even rump first.
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It's dangerous for the mother because
of a chance of greater tearing and bleeding.
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The labor kind of began at around 6:00 PM, and it
really became more intense around 12 midnight.
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The period from 2:00 AM to 6:00 AM was painful.
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By 6:00 AM, Kathy had been
in labor for 12 hours.
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I was wondering where the doctor is. I mean,
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we've been there for hours.
At about 5:45 in the morning or something, or...
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the doctor arrived, and she
said, push, just like that. Push.
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You can push now. And I, I–
I just started yelling, and she was saying,
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stop yelling. Use your energy towards
pushing. And I just stopped.
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I stopped yelling, and I used
my energy towards pushing.
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As they wheeled Kathy into the
delivery room with me by her side,
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the obstetrician came rushing in.
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At 6:17 AM, with a big push
and gushes of blood,
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our child was born.
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Other people had had babies underground.
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So, the combination of my kind of
imaginary sense of who we were
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led me to feel, absolutely,
I'm gonna have a baby.
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I did a lot of childcare in the, in
the periods where, in the movement,
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both aboveground and underground.
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I took my son to the babysitter
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and assumed that I would be back
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to pick him up later in the day.
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It's hard to imagine that.
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And yet,
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I think the way in which denial can work
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is that you literally can block out consequences.
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I think that I was completely out of touch.
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One thing that revolutionary groups
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need to function is funds.
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They usually don't get grants
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from the Rockefeller Foundation, the Ford Foundation.
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So we knew there was danger, but we didn't dwell on that.
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White people are much less likely to
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get stopped and questioned by the cops.
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They would be looking for
Black people specifically.
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We felt that if once they got into the
truck, and it was a white couple driving,
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it was very unlikely to be a problem.
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I left my 14-month-old
child at the babysitter.
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I had ruptured a most basic human bond,
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violating a mother's responsibility
to protect and care for her baby.
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We dropped him off together,
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and it was sort of like another day.
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You drop your kid off at the babysitter,
and you go about your, you go to your job,
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and you pick the kid up.
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If I could only replay that day,
I would not have been there.
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I would not have gone.
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I’m gonna need an ambulance.
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Yeah, he just yelled out, “I need an ambulance”.
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Shit. In the back of the mall,
somebody shot at an armored car.
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Individuals were jumping out of the
back of the truck, and firing at us.
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One guard and two policemen died that night.
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In the botched ambush of an armored car...
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Police in the suburban town north of New York
City booked two men and two women.
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Suspect is 37-year-old David Gilbert.
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Among the four suspects arrested was
Katherine Boudin.
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Katherine Boudin, Kathy Boudin.
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Katherine Boudin, a radical
who has been on the run for 11 years.
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A fugitive since 1969.
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On the FBI's most wanted list, one of
the mainstays of the Weather Underground.
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She was a magna cum laude graduate
of Bryn Mawr. Intelligent, idealistic,
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and attractive.
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It appears the robbery was meant to
finance a little-known cell of violent radicals.
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The radical Black organization
called the Black Liberation Army.
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The atmosphere of police dogs,
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and barricades can't possibly
give anybody the impression that she is
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entitled to a presumption of innocence.
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It was intense for five hours.
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Dodging blows, both physical
blows and psychological blows.
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A lot of beating, a lot– threats of death.
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A shotgun pointed into my neck, telling
me it would be the death penalty.
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I don't think when you're arrested,
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that period you face kind of the long-term
meaning of what just happened.
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I was an unarmed passenger waiting
in a getaway car more than a mile away
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from where the robbery was taking place.
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We were being interrogated
separately for about five hours.
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I could look into the room where she was.
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We saw each other for the first
time since everything had come down.
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We weren't able to talk. We
were both surrounded by police,
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but we gave each other
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this look that said everything
in the world about our anguish
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at leaving our toddler son behind.
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With the arrest of Katherine Boudin,
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police believe they've all but broken
up the Weather Underground.
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Members who surfaced in recent years
include Bernardine Dohrn,
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a University of Chicago
valedictorian, William Ayers,
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son of a prominent Chicago executive.
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It was in the afternoon.
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I was bringing the kids from daycare,
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and I saw something, uh, a headline at a newsstand
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and a picture of David.
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I heard it, I heard it on the radio,
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and Bill and I looked at each other.
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And we, um, tried to not go, go,
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uh, completely, uh, break
down in front of the kids.
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We would find a way to go
downstairs and leave the apartment
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so we could talk.
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We've known them for years and
years and years. We were, um,
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travelers for the student movement together.
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We were peace activists together,
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civil rights activists together.
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So everybody was in
crisis, and the next day,
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and we made a box of, uh,
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baby clothes and diapers,
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and decided to go down and
knock on their door.
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They were all on the floor, trying,
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and Jean and Leonard, were trying
to figure out how to diaper him.
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You know, they didn't know what
they were doing. And, uh, Chesa was,
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you know, fretting.
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We have two small kids.
We are child centered. We,
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I work in childcare. We are stable.
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We're a good family. We
can take care of this kid.
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There were political activists
around the case at that time,
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um, who thought that the children
should be raised by a collective
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of that political group.
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And, and Bill and I
said, absolutely not.
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My mother firmly said to me, you
did something very, very terrible,
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but you have to go on. You have to
learn from it. You have a child;
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you have to go on. Tears
were running down my face.
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I already knew it was terrible. Who's
he gonna belong to? And who are the,
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who are the parents, and how long is
it gonna be like this?
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This meant that they were not going to
be out raising their child.
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My name's Chesa Boudin, and I'm
running for district attorney.
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I was with my biological father, David
Gilbert, in his prison visiting room,
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and I said, I'm thinking of
running for district attorney.
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It's impossible, that
would be a no-win situation.
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Took him a second to realize I was being serious.
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One of his concerns was,
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you know, as he put it, his, his
prison's already full enough.
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District attorney is a real big deal,
because they will be making, uh,
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decisions about who lives and who dies.
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And I’m running because I've
seen firsthand personally my whole life,
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how broken our criminal justice system is.
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It's not rehabilitating people
who have been convicted of crimes.
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It's a system of racist mass
incarceration that's actually costing
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taxpayers billions of dollars.
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As a public defender,
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no matter how effective I was
in advocating for my client,
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I would never really be able to change
the system that led to so much crime,
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and so much suffering, and so
much injustice.
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The initial questions that I raised was, how
are you gonna feel inside yourself,
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about playing the role of sending
people to prison, when you've
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really understood that prison
really doesn't help people.
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Growing up,
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where I come from... the DA is like
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the, um, is the enemy. They're
the one that's locking you up.
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They're the ones that's sentencing you.
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I could never have imagined in my life
that I will be actually campaigning
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for, uh, a district attorney.
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My parents were both white
supporters of the
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Black Liberation Army,
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and I grew up my whole life thinking about
the risks and the perils of trying to
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go too far to compensate for white
skin privilege or class privilege.
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On the other hand,
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I also grew up acutely aware of that
privilege and the ways in which so many of
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the people impacted by
parental incarceration,
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the vast majority in this
country are Black and Brown,
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and they don't have access to
the kinds of opportunities,
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second chances or privileges that,
that I was lucky enough to have.
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So, I said to him, I can't wait till
you win so I can denounce you.
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The U.S., with 4% of the world's
population, incarcerates
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25% of the world's prisoners.
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The state of California spends around
$13 billion a year just on our state
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prison system. Um, I think everybody,
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whether you're a Libertarian,
or a Green Party,
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whether you're a Republican or Democrat,
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everybody recognized that we needed a new
approach. It’s a bad use of our limited tax dollars,
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and it's clearly not making us safer.
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I must have been four or five when he joined.
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Malik and Zayd were kind of astonished.
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Malik went through a long period of
saying, Chesa can't have my blanket.
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Chesa can't have my blocks.
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Chesa can't have my ball.
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Chesa can't have my stuffed animals.
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Chesa can't have my shoes.
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Chesa can't have my pants.
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And then he said it, you know,
Chesa can't have my mommy.
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It's a disruption for everybody.
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We're trying to help Zayd
and Malik deal with it.
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We're trying to help Chesa deal with
all the things he's dealing with.
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We're trying to accommodate
Leonard and Jean.
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Were trying to explain to our
parents, you know, it's a mess.
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But I stopped talking, and I
stopped using even the words that
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I had previously been using, and
then I kind of shut, shut out.
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I was pretty severely traumatized.
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Every day, one of us would
say, this isn't working,
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and the other one would say, it's gonna
work. It's fine. And, and, you know,
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so we would kind of, we would
kind of calm each other down.
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I can remember saying,
, we're sinking.
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Fourteen-month olds actually know who their
mom is. They know who their dad is.
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They're at that point in life where
they're boldly exploring the playground,
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always glancing over their shoulder to
make sure mom is there. Mom wasn't there,
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and that's a terrible,
terrible experience.
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Michael Meeropol and Robbie Meeropol
were adopted by Abel and Anne Meeropol
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after the Rosenbergs were
executed. After we got Chesa,
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Robbie called, and he came down to
New York. Um, he and Ellie, his wife,
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and we talked about Robbie's early experience,
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and what it was like to lose your parents.
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And the advice was pretty much,
um, pay close attention to the kid.
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Give him all your love. Um,
don't deny his his history, but,
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but embrace him for who he is.
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The grand jury was investigating
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the Brinks robbery,
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and she was subpoenaed to
testify before a grand jury.
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Being accused of no crime,
and convicted of no crime,
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that they're gonna put me in
jail for refusing to talk.
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I had a very painful discussion last
night with my three children to try
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to explain to them why I
didn't wanna go to jail,
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and I certainly didn't wanna leave them.
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My mom went to jail
after Chesa was with us.
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So it wasn't just Chesa
who had parents in prison.
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We all were dealing with the fact that
we had to visit her in jail together.
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My dad was raising us on his own,
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and so all three of us were growing up
with our moms, uh, you know, locked up.
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Imagine the complexity. Chesa has
lost his parents, they’re in prison.
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Now he loses the mother who
took him in, and she's in prison.
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The safety valve now gone. She
did, I dunno, six, seven months,
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something like that. But when
we were living through it,
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it felt like a life sentence.
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We hired Kaylah Williams
to be the campaign manager.
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Kaylah had just finished managing
a successful campaign for school board.
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When I first started,
I thought, okay, well,
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I'll be a flight attendant, and I'll just try
out doing some political stuff on the side.
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Róisín Isner, we hired her
to help with fundraising.
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She is a native born San Franciscan.
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When I was 17 years old,
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I was really seriously injured in a
violent crime that left me permanently disabled.
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And she's someone who had done three
or four consecutive campaigns with
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tremendous success.
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She knew everything from field,
to fundraising, to strategy,
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technical sides of managing voter
files and volunteer databases.
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Then we brought on Kelsey.
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I was, um, working as an event
coordinator, and I liked my job,
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but I was very unfulfilled in like the bigger, greater sense of it.
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I came like all prepared for this
meeting, and within like two minutes,
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I was like, okay. And Kaylah goes,
fantastic. Can you start now?
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Haven't even looked at my resume
or my cover letter or anything.
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And she was like, yeah,
yeah, sure, you're great.
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And then I was training the
volunteers for the phone bank.
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Then we brought on Vanessa, and they
were our, um, field coordinator.
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Learning about ways he wanted
to help undocumented folks,
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or folks of color and so on,
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really inspired me to join his campaign.
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I grew up within this campaign.
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Um, I was 19 years old when I was hired,
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and I actually turned 20
at a campaign rally.
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Let’s give it up for Lali.
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I would call volunteers, make sure that
they would be showing up to phone banks,
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to literature drops, to door knocking.
Beyoncé was our woman.
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She got us through everything.
Girls run the world. Yeah,
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girls really run the world, because
I mean, here we are.
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They brought Chesa on a visit. They wouldn't let, the guards,
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wouldn't let the mother hold the child.
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She said, look, you can take
his diaper off. You can inspect.
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There's no contraband. No, you
can't touch. And of course,
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that time he burst out crying. There was
tremendous anger and hatred towards us.
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Uh, you know,
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and the anger is understandable,
because three people in that
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community had been killed,
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and that's horrible, and
shouldn't have happened.
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But to take it out on a two-year-old kid
is not right.
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We were told, if your child touches
you, your visits will be terminated.
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I couldn't touch him.
He couldn't touch me.
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The judge found that this
policy, uh, was unconstitutional.
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That first moment when Chesa walked in
with my dad, and he, he looked at me,
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but really absolutely, there was
no sense of recognition of me.
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His mother, who had
breastfed him for a year.
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I remember Leonard and Jean
bringing him into the visiting area,
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but I thought it was a
big uphill battle.
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and he’s, Chesa’s clinging to
Leonard's pants,
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and sort of peeking out behind his leg at
us, and then putting his head back
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behind Leonard's leg, and then peeking out.
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We just got down on our
knees and opened our arms.
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That connection was remade.
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There was, the connection was there, and
holding him, and playing and all of that
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was there. And the visits were fantastic.
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On a lot of early mornings, when it was
just me, or me and one other person at a
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big BART station with lots
of folks coming and going,
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where some days we went to
corners, and nobody showed up.
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People honestly didn't think
that we were going to win.
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They had very low
expectations of this campaign.
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This is a campaign, which, it's
not about him winning per se.
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It was really about, “I can be a voice”,
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and I can get out there a
different vision of what we can do.
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Every day was uphill.
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I thought that it would be
almost impossible for anybody,
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but I thought that if anybody could do it,
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it would probably be him.
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I knew he would be able to, you know,
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tap into a kind of a network of people
who cared about the things he cared about,
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but I thought it was a big uphill battle.
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I thought he, he was a long shot. Voting for
Chesa is not voting our fears,
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but voting our hopes, because it's gonna
be Chesa who's gonna determine
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whether or not, uh, my offsprings,
uh, get a chance, uh,
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to live free and not live free. Did I
think that he was a, a, a long shot? Uh,
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I wasn't voting Chesa's character
alone. I was voting mine also.
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Those mornings were hard, but Chesa is so funny.
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He would bake us bread, and like
bring it in a tiny little bag,
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went with some stickers on
it, and I was like, okay,
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this makes it a little bit better.
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Every single morning,
from Monday to Friday,
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7:00 AM to 9:00 AM, we would
do morning visibility,
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and some days Chesa would
wake up even before then at,
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at dawn to go surfing.
, it's crazy.
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Go surfing, and then go
home, change, shower,
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uh, and meet us at 7:00 AM.
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I also knew that I would work harder
than any of the other candidates,
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that we would build a grassroots
campaign that mobilized people who
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didn't ordinarily get
involved in politics.
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I think the list got up to
like a thousand, right? Yeah,
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a thousand volunteers is what we had.
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Then we started knock, you know, knocking
on more doors, making more phone calls,
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ran directly out of the gates,
scrappy as hell.
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How does Kathy, um,
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continue to play a role in the life
of this precious child of hers?
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And how do we, you know,
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figure out how he can be fully
here, and also not give up the
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reality of, uh, parents who loved him,
who weren't able to take care of him.
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We wanted things to look rosy to them,
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because we didn't want them to be upset,
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and we also didn't want them to think we
were doing a bad job. I mean,
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there were multi, everybody's issues
here are complicated and tangled.
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It's very hard, because inevitably
you feel like you're missing this,
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and you're missing that,
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or that person gets visits all the
time and you don't. Just horrible.
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You know, when Kathy walks away
one way, and you walk away, you,
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you sit there and watch.
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When you're trying to parent from
prison, you sort of say, well,
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how can I be like a parent, and give him
guidance and structure and discipline?
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That's not the starting point.
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The starting point is to express your
love, and for the child to know that he or she
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is completely lovable.
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We all got that advice. That the more he
could have a secure relationship with,
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with them, it would help
the relationship with us.
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And the more we had a
secure relationship with us,
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it would help the relationship with them.
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And it wasn't like a competitive
thing, but it's not easy.
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The temper tantrums, you know,
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they were rages, and sometimes
they lasted for two days. I mean,
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we're not talking 20
minutes here or there.
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Sitting in the corner, looking
at the corner, banging his head,
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and we were worried.
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He was traumatized. There's
no question about it.
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Realizing that he had all these issues
that he was dealing with, and just feeling
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tremendous guilt around it.
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Well, how do I deal with that sense
of loss and pain and anger?
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So, all of a sudden, he takes
off and runs down the aisle,
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as fast as his legs would carry him.
He said, you can run that fast,
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right? So I said, yeah. He said, you
probably can run even faster than that.
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I said, yeah. He said,
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couldn't we break that window, and you
just run out and get away? So I said,
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I bet you, you imagine that if I did that,
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I could come to your place and
live. He said, yes, yes.
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And I explained, you know,
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that wouldn't work, as much as I would
love to do that and be with you. No,
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that wouldn't work.
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At some point, I said to Chesa, I wonder
why you, you, you don't call me mommy.
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And he was like, you know,
well, you're not there.
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You know, mommy is a word that,
that you call out when you,
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you need something or you're in
pain, or you're, you need someone to,
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to help you and you, and you're not there.
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I didn't want him to feel any
being torn, and instead of saying,
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Dad David or Dad Bill, it's
just, just call me David.
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I taught in a daycare center, where all
three of my kids attended that daycare center.
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So, they called me Bill,
because everybody called me Bill.
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So, my kids to this day call me
Bill, unless they wanted money,
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then they called me Poppy.
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There are many moments in which the question
of what was my relationship to him,
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as a mother, relative to the
relationship that say Bernardine had,
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as a mother.
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Each 20 minute phone
call would be a chapter,
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and at the beginning of the
next call with the other parent,
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they would ask me to
update them on, you know,
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how far we'd gotten in
the adventure story.
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And then they'd take it
and sort of pass the baton.
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I remember boating down the Amazon River,
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and they were exposing me to things
like indigenous rights,
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and environmental protection. And, and
those stories were fun.
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How do you maintain a connection
with people that you're apart from?
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And people have to do that around the
world, when families are broken, destroyed,
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separated, immigration
displacement, all of it.
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People try to stick together.
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As a child, trying to have a
phone call is, is, is challenging.
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It's challenging even if you don't have
trauma and mixed feelings about the
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person you're on the other
end of the phone with.
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I didn't have the luxury
when I was growing up, of,
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of just being able to wait until
they came to see me.
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Kathy, she would make pillows
or once made, uh, for me,
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and both of my brothers, made a, a set
of slippers. One of us had a baseball,
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one a basketball, one a football
kind of motif on the slippers. Uh,
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cassette tapes that she would record of,
of herself reading me books. You know,
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The Count of Monte Cristo, or the
Three Musketeers, or Little Women.
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There were programs like that at,
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at her prison, that really don't exist in
most prisons anywhere in this country.
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And she was able to,
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to use those programs to be physically
present, and feel a little bit closer to
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someone you love and miss.
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One of the things about being in prison,
is there's all these regulations,
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like there's a line of vending machines,
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but if you're a person that's
incarcerated, you can't go over that line.
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People would move chairs over for the
young kids that were three, so that they
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could stand up, and they could put the
money in the slot, because you weren't
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allowed to do it. And there was
such a reversal of roles. I mean,
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you were really infantilized,
and the child was, you know,
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having to play the adult role.
Even if the child was three or four.
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I met Chesa, uh, because both our,
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both of our moms were at Bedford Hills.
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Sometimes he would throw a toy
across the visiting floor, you know,
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he would scream while playing with
others. He wasn't a bad kid,
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he was very hurt as a child, over the
experience with his parents being
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incarcerated and being so young.
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You could tell that he was hurt, and
he needed attention. He needed care,
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he needed to be healed. We shared the
same pain. We shared the same hurt.
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I knew when I decided to run for
office, that people would attack me
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through my parents.
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This goes clear back three
generations. His grandfather,
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Leonard Boudin,
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the infamous communist party
attorney for his biological mother,
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Kathy Boudin,
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was one of the most infamous of
the Weather Underground terrorists who
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set off bombs and carried out other
terrorist acts, robberies, kidnapping,
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murder, but also his adopted
parents who raised him,
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who were also Weather Underground
terrorists, Bill Ayers,
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and Bernadine Dohrn.
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Something that I've been very
open about since I was a child.
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It made sense given what a
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critical role my parents' incarceration
played in my childhood, and my decision
441
00:30:09.891 --> 00:30:11.601
to become a lawyer, and to
become a public defender,
442
00:30:11.601 --> 00:30:14.771
and then to run for district
attorney, that I would talk about it.
443
00:30:14.771 --> 00:30:18.525
I have spent Mother's Day behind bars,
with my mother in her prison visiting room.
444
00:30:18.525 --> 00:30:23.446
I spent last weekend with my father in
his prison, where he's serving a 75-year sentence.
445
00:30:23.446 --> 00:30:28.451
I'm here today because I know that the
way the criminal justice system works today,
446
00:30:28.451 --> 00:30:30.078
is not just.
447
00:30:30.078 --> 00:30:32.121
He could have hid it. He could
have stayed in the closet.
448
00:30:32.121 --> 00:30:33.706
He didn't have to say all of that stuff.
449
00:30:33.706 --> 00:30:36.793
We led with that. We, we weren't running
away from it. We didn't hide from that.
450
00:30:36.793 --> 00:30:39.337
This is part of his story, and it
gives him a valuable perspective.
451
00:30:39.337 --> 00:30:44.300
One of the great geniuses of the way
he ran that race is to put it all out there
452
00:30:44.300 --> 00:30:47.971
right away and to say like, this
is who I am. This is who my parents are.
453
00:30:47.971 --> 00:30:49.889
This is why I'm running.
454
00:30:50.932 --> 00:30:56.020
To share that story, and for him to
understand the psychological, you know,
455
00:30:56.020 --> 00:31:00.191
uh, background of what that
is, it was profound to me.
456
00:31:00.900 --> 00:31:05.905
In what world does it make sense
to have the son of terrorists,
457
00:31:05.905 --> 00:31:10.618
a communist, in charge of a DA's office?
458
00:31:12.620 --> 00:31:16.040
It's always personal when people attack
you because of your, your family.
459
00:31:16.040 --> 00:31:18.793
It's not fun, of course. Um,
460
00:31:18.793 --> 00:31:22.338
but it's sadly part of the reality when,
461
00:31:22.338 --> 00:31:24.007
when you go into politics in this country,
462
00:31:24.007 --> 00:31:25.633
even if your parents aren't incarcerated,
463
00:31:25.633 --> 00:31:29.345
people are gonna attack you
for everything they can.
464
00:31:41.357 --> 00:31:43.234
As a very young child,
465
00:31:43.234 --> 00:31:46.029
trying to understand what the Weather Underground was,
466
00:31:46.029 --> 00:31:49.574
or the Black Liberation Army was,
or what a Brinks truck is even,
467
00:31:49.574 --> 00:31:52.285
or what it means to commit a
robbery, is a difficult thing.
468
00:31:52.285 --> 00:31:55.663
A lot of parents struggle to have a
conversation about sex or drugs with their kids.
469
00:31:55.663 --> 00:31:58.791
It's like trying to explain to a
child why somebody gets, you know,
470
00:31:58.791 --> 00:32:02.462
pregnant, or it's like they
could absorb a certain amount.
471
00:32:43.419 --> 00:32:45.713
There's no way to be committed to non-violence
472
00:32:45.713 --> 00:32:47.465
in the middle of the most violent society
473
00:32:47.465 --> 00:32:48.675
that history's ever created.
474
00:32:55.431 --> 00:32:58.059
It was a question of what had to be done
475
00:32:58.059 --> 00:33:00.353
to stop the much greater violence
476
00:33:00.353 --> 00:33:01.729
that was going on.
477
00:33:07.485 --> 00:33:08.861
The role of white Americans
478
00:33:08.861 --> 00:33:12.115
was to find ourselves in alliance with the Vietnamese,
479
00:33:12.115 --> 00:33:16.202
in alliance with the Black struggle for self-determination.
480
00:33:21.916 --> 00:33:26.379
We were so angry and upset by
the toll that racism was taking.
481
00:33:26.379 --> 00:33:30.925
You know how all the activists we admired
had been killed or put in prison.
482
00:33:39.642 --> 00:33:43.396
We we re trying to issue a
screaming, screaming reply.
483
00:33:43.396 --> 00:33:47.817
Six thousand people a week were being
murdered by our government.
484
00:33:47.817 --> 00:33:51.029
Six thousand a week with no end in sight.
485
00:33:56.993 --> 00:34:01.247
Our goal was to not hurt any people,
and a lot of work went into that.
486
00:34:01.247 --> 00:34:06.085
But we wanted to pick targets
that showed to the public who was
487
00:34:06.085 --> 00:34:08.087
responsible for what was really going on.
488
00:34:16.471 --> 00:34:20.725
There were years where on every single
prison visit, I would ask them questions,
489
00:34:20.725 --> 00:34:23.728
sometimes the same question
to see how they answered,
490
00:34:24.520 --> 00:34:28.232
and to try to come to terms with it
from the perspective that I had.
491
00:34:28.232 --> 00:34:31.402
Now, as a 10-year-old, or a
12-year-old, or a 14-year-old.
492
00:34:33.446 --> 00:34:36.949
I think for a while we were telling a
Robin Hood story, like we were stealing from
493
00:34:36.949 --> 00:34:38.826
the rich to give to the poor.
494
00:34:39.285 --> 00:34:43.831
But that kind of also romanticized it.
495
00:34:43.831 --> 00:34:45.291
It had got started with Kathy,
496
00:34:45.291 --> 00:34:51.005
who is more critical of what we had done
and what happened earlier than I was.
497
00:34:51.005 --> 00:34:53.674
She felt an obligation to explain to him,
498
00:34:55.426 --> 00:34:58.513
that even in fighting for a just
cause, you can screw, you know,
499
00:34:58.513 --> 00:35:01.307
do something really wrong. And first,
500
00:35:01.307 --> 00:35:04.644
I was very reluctant to say
anything about it, because
501
00:35:05.812 --> 00:35:10.483
it's such a heavy, heavy
situation. And step by step,
502
00:35:10.483 --> 00:35:12.610
I talked a little bit more about
503
00:35:14.695 --> 00:35:17.365
the sorrow that people had been killed.
504
00:35:17.365 --> 00:35:22.411
We’d remember that those families don't
get to have trailer visits, and we do.
505
00:35:22.411 --> 00:35:27.208
And in successive discussions,
it got a little bit more into
506
00:35:27.208 --> 00:35:29.877
what we were thinking
we were trying to do.
507
00:35:29.877 --> 00:35:32.505
What we did was off track and harmful.
508
00:35:32.713 --> 00:35:36.425
We felt that the murder of Fred
509
00:35:36.425 --> 00:35:41.973
required us to be more grave,
510
00:35:41.973 --> 00:35:47.353
more serious, more determined
to raise the stakes,
511
00:35:47.478 --> 00:35:50.606
uh, and not just be the white people who,
512
00:35:50.606 --> 00:35:55.153
who rung their hands when Black
people were being murdered.
513
00:35:55.153 --> 00:35:56.821
When Fred was killed,
514
00:35:56.821 --> 00:36:00.867
this was the true kind of
exposure of state power.
515
00:36:00.867 --> 00:36:05.371
This was really the way America
was. It was willing to kill, uh,
516
00:36:05.371 --> 00:36:09.041
and murder, not just, uh,
uh, thousands of miles away,
517
00:36:09.041 --> 00:36:11.252
but right on the West Side of Chicago.
518
00:36:12.128 --> 00:36:14.714
My first seven years of activism,
519
00:36:14.714 --> 00:36:18.593
I was philosophically a pacifist, and
we had to move to the next stage.
520
00:36:18.634 --> 00:36:21.846
And the next stage was something
we had no experience with at all.
521
00:36:21.846 --> 00:36:24.891
To building an underground
and taking on armed struggle.
522
00:36:26.934 --> 00:36:31.606
We thought of it as putting our bodies
between the bullets of the police
523
00:36:31.606 --> 00:36:34.775
and Black freedom fighters in solidarity.
524
00:36:37.195 --> 00:36:42.450
We changed our identities, we
changed our appearances slightly,
525
00:36:43.326 --> 00:36:47.455
and we weren't going to participate
openly in the political world anymore.
526
00:36:47.455 --> 00:36:52.126
We were gonna participate as people
who were fugitives from the law,
527
00:36:52.126 --> 00:36:54.462
and that's what it
meant to be underground.
528
00:36:57.298 --> 00:37:02.220
And it shows how much in our anguish about
529
00:37:02.220 --> 00:37:04.889
dealing with the horrors of the society,
530
00:37:04.931 --> 00:37:09.769
and finding a way for white people
to align with the Black struggle
531
00:37:09.769 --> 00:37:14.357
and to fight back in our anguish, but also
532
00:37:15.149 --> 00:37:19.153
with a certain amount of arrogance and
533
00:37:19.987 --> 00:37:24.033
ego that we could be the ones
who made this giant difference.
534
00:37:24.033 --> 00:37:27.328
Sometimes I'd say things like,
if only I could've talked,
535
00:37:27.328 --> 00:37:31.415
I would've told them not to go. I'd say,
536
00:37:31.415 --> 00:37:36.003
maybe if I'd been more lovable,
they wouldn't have risked losing me.
537
00:37:36.003 --> 00:37:40.508
But as a two-year-old, a three-year-old,
a four-year-old, it's hard not to feel
538
00:37:41.842 --> 00:37:46.180
that it's because of you, or some
deficiencies, something you did wrong.
539
00:37:46.180 --> 00:37:48.182
Many, many parents who are incarcerated,
540
00:37:48.182 --> 00:37:53.229
families of those who are
incarcerated try to protect the child
541
00:37:53.229 --> 00:37:55.690
from the hard, difficult truth.
542
00:37:56.440 --> 00:37:59.110
They pretend that, instead
of a jail or a prison,
543
00:37:59.110 --> 00:38:04.323
their parent is in a university
or a hospital, or some other
544
00:38:04.323 --> 00:38:10.037
fantastical lie. And kids are smart
enough to figure it out. Sooner or later,
545
00:38:10.037 --> 00:38:12.415
everyone knows they've been lied to.
546
00:38:12.415 --> 00:38:17.044
He was a child who was so pained by having
547
00:38:17.044 --> 00:38:23.134
parents disappear. Really led me to think
548
00:38:23.134 --> 00:38:27.471
much more about what it meant for the
families of the men who were killed.
549
00:38:27.471 --> 00:38:31.267
In very beginning, I was sort
of wrapped up in, you know,
550
00:38:31.267 --> 00:38:35.021
there's a war going on between oppressed
people and the state, and the police
551
00:38:35.021 --> 00:38:38.941
represent, you know, the state, and
we don't want anybody to get hurt,
552
00:38:38.941 --> 00:38:41.402
but there's a war going on.
553
00:38:41.402 --> 00:38:45.323
I had to wean myself out
of that, and Chesa
554
00:38:45.323 --> 00:38:49.994
and what he was grappling with
helped me wean myself out of that.
555
00:38:49.994 --> 00:38:54.332
So many people get killed horribly and
unnecessarily in this world through
556
00:38:54.332 --> 00:38:58.586
hunger, through wars that
shouldn't happen, through abuse,
557
00:38:58.586 --> 00:39:03.341
but that doesn't excuse my
responsibility in the role
558
00:39:03.341 --> 00:39:06.344
and what happened when
three people got killed.
559
00:39:06.344 --> 00:39:11.057
It took me a while to move out
of that combative mentality.
560
00:39:11.891 --> 00:39:18.147
Him grappling with it, as much as anything
he said, was very important to me.
561
00:39:18.147 --> 00:39:20.024
And he made me, you know,
562
00:39:20.024 --> 00:39:24.987
being with him, much more aware that
the officers and the, the guard who were
563
00:39:24.987 --> 00:39:28.407
killed had children, and they
didn't get to do visits.
564
00:39:28.407 --> 00:39:32.745
That was the other part
of parenting from prison,
565
00:39:32.745 --> 00:39:35.331
was to be honest about mistakes.
566
00:39:37.917 --> 00:39:41.754
I also would often ask,
well, why did both of you go?
567
00:39:41.754 --> 00:39:45.925
You had to know that there was some
risk, that even if nobody got hurt,
568
00:39:45.925 --> 00:39:49.845
that you would get arrested.
And that if you got arrested,
569
00:39:49.845 --> 00:39:54.558
you wouldn't be able to come home to
me. Only one person can drive a car.
570
00:39:54.558 --> 00:39:59.355
Why did you both go? Why
didn't one of you stay?
571
00:39:59.355 --> 00:40:00.898
Really, we shouldn't have been there at all.
572
00:40:00.898 --> 00:40:05.403
But it was completely inexcusable and
against our protocols that there were
573
00:40:05.403 --> 00:40:07.488
two of us there.
574
00:40:07.488 --> 00:40:12.076
So I let him know that that was
wrong and that, somewhat in our
575
00:40:12.076 --> 00:40:15.287
anguish and somewhat in our
conceit, we went off track.
576
00:40:15.287 --> 00:40:18.541
When people have caused serious harm,
577
00:40:18.541 --> 00:40:20.251
they carry that with
them their whole lives,
578
00:40:20.251 --> 00:40:23.587
and I know that my father and my mother
carry the harm they cause with them.
579
00:40:23.587 --> 00:40:26.132
It's something that they think
about, that they grapple with,
580
00:40:26.132 --> 00:40:30.177
and that they try to mitigate through
good deeds and care and love for those
581
00:40:30.177 --> 00:40:31.804
around them every single day.
582
00:40:31.804 --> 00:40:36.308
I was propelled into a life that
would forever be defined by remorse.
583
00:40:36.308 --> 00:40:40.646
It is a way of life. It's
like the skin on your body–
584
00:40:40.646 --> 00:40:43.274
something that you wear forever.
585
00:40:51.282 --> 00:40:56.370
We wanted to reach out to people of
color who have been directly affected
586
00:40:56.370 --> 00:40:58.456
by rise of mass incarceration.
587
00:40:58.456 --> 00:41:03.169
The criminal justice system most
directly impacts people of color.
588
00:41:03.169 --> 00:41:07.298
I knew that since my earliest prison
visits, when I was waiting in line at the
589
00:41:07.298 --> 00:41:10.468
metal detectors to get processed
in to visit my parents.
590
00:41:10.551 --> 00:41:13.137
And I noticed, even before I
had a political consciousness,
591
00:41:13.137 --> 00:41:15.181
that the lines in front
of those metal detectors,
592
00:41:15.181 --> 00:41:19.018
the lines at those steel gates were
mostly Black and Brown women and children.
593
00:41:19.018 --> 00:41:22.396
I knew that the people who had the
most lived experience with the
594
00:41:22.396 --> 00:41:24.732
criminal justice system were people of color.
595
00:41:24.732 --> 00:41:27.151
I'm a child of a formerly incarcerated person
596
00:41:27.151 --> 00:41:28.444
that went to the county jail.
597
00:41:28.444 --> 00:41:30.488
You need to be supported by people
598
00:41:30.488 --> 00:41:32.406
who actually think
599
00:41:32.406 --> 00:41:35.117
that justice is not defined by punishment.
600
00:41:35.659 --> 00:41:39.872
Justice is defined by
alternatives to incarceration.
601
00:41:39.872 --> 00:41:44.543
Justice is defined by who
gets a chance to actually, uh,
602
00:41:44.543 --> 00:41:46.086
have a chance.
603
00:41:46.086 --> 00:41:47.922
There's going to be a DA regardless.
604
00:41:47.922 --> 00:41:52.718
We have a opportunity to determine who is
605
00:41:52.718 --> 00:41:54.011
in that office.
606
00:41:54.011 --> 00:41:58.265
We are done with the days where there's
one system of justice for the police and
607
00:41:58.265 --> 00:42:00.017
another one for working folks.
608
00:42:00.017 --> 00:42:05.814
Horror, as those in tonight's town hall meeting
saw for the first time the video of Keita O'Neil
609
00:42:05.814 --> 00:42:08.776
being shot by a San Francisco police officer.
610
00:42:08.776 --> 00:42:11.820
When Chesa came, it was a fresh air.
611
00:42:11.820 --> 00:42:16.408
It was a time where someone
might actually charge a police
612
00:42:16.408 --> 00:42:18.536
officer for killing someone.
613
00:42:18.536 --> 00:42:20.913
We need to make sure that it
doesn't matter where you work,
614
00:42:20.913 --> 00:42:23.707
what uniform you wear,
that you follow the law.
615
00:42:23.707 --> 00:42:28.170
We are sick and tired of being silent.
616
00:42:28.170 --> 00:42:30.172
Our people are dying.
617
00:42:30.172 --> 00:42:32.466
It's murder. It, it–I mean, there's
no other way to look at this,
618
00:42:32.466 --> 00:42:34.593
but it's murder. Stop. Stop.
You wanna get it again?
619
00:42:34.593 --> 00:42:36.470
Give me your hand.
620
00:42:36.470 --> 00:42:39.056
It turns out O'Neill was not armed.
621
00:42:39.056 --> 00:42:43.060
He was beautiful. You know,
hey, he loved his mama.
622
00:42:43.060 --> 00:42:44.770
Sources tell ABC7 News
623
00:42:44.770 --> 00:42:48.524
the suspect, Keita O'Neil,
did not have a gun.
624
00:42:48.524 --> 00:42:49.733
String of fatal,
625
00:42:49.733 --> 00:42:50.859
officer-involved shootings
626
00:42:50.859 --> 00:42:51.819
have created a rift
627
00:42:51.819 --> 00:42:53.529
with public trust in the past.
628
00:42:53.529 --> 00:42:56.156
Hands up! Don’t shoot! Hands up! Don’t shoot!
629
00:42:56.156 --> 00:43:00.494
All I can tell you is my
sister, who lost her son,
630
00:43:00.494 --> 00:43:04.164
just watching her cry,
631
00:43:04.164 --> 00:43:08.711
watching her cry over him, talking to him,
632
00:43:08.711 --> 00:43:10.379
just her reactions,
633
00:43:10.379 --> 00:43:13.465
hearing him, how it upsets her.
634
00:43:13.465 --> 00:43:18.429
I love my son. This is her
only child; no grandchildren.
635
00:43:18.429 --> 00:43:20.222
It's devastating. I mean,
636
00:43:20.222 --> 00:43:25.853
it's so insulting to me how the life
637
00:43:25.853 --> 00:43:30.858
of a Black man is so less valued than
638
00:43:30.858 --> 00:43:32.192
a white man.
639
00:43:32.192 --> 00:43:33.652
I think everyone can look at our,
640
00:43:33.652 --> 00:43:37.865
our justice system currently and see that
it's really flawed, and they know that
641
00:43:37.865 --> 00:43:42.369
it needs to change. He campaigned
with like a strong message of like,
642
00:43:42.369 --> 00:43:45.247
we can make that change, and we
can inspire hope, and we can make,
643
00:43:45.247 --> 00:43:46.874
make the city safe for everyone.
644
00:43:46.874 --> 00:43:48.417
In Chesa Boudin,
645
00:43:48.417 --> 00:43:50.252
I knew that he was someone
646
00:43:50.252 --> 00:43:53.422
who broke bread, and sat in visiting rooms
647
00:43:53.422 --> 00:43:56.508
with other prisoners, and learned their stories,
648
00:43:56.508 --> 00:43:57.968
and knew how systems were
649
00:43:57.968 --> 00:43:59.595
stacked up against them.
650
00:43:59.595 --> 00:44:02.014
He understood systemic racism.
651
00:44:02.431 --> 00:44:04.266
When I'm elected district attorney,
652
00:44:04.266 --> 00:44:08.187
people who have been on the front lines
of the issue for police accountability–
653
00:44:08.187 --> 00:44:12.274
people who've been marching and demanding
justice–will not be on the front steps
654
00:44:12.274 --> 00:44:14.985
of the Hall of Justice.
They'll be inside with me.
655
00:44:27.665 --> 00:44:29.333
When Chesa moved to Chicago,
656
00:44:29.333 --> 00:44:30.751
and Bill and Bernardine, you know,
657
00:44:30.751 --> 00:44:33.754
with the family, that was
very, very, very hard for me.
658
00:44:34.046 --> 00:44:38.926
Taking Chesa, you know, 900 miles
away was of course a difficult move.
659
00:44:38.926 --> 00:44:43.847
We also knew that it was
essential for us to pursue what we
660
00:44:43.847 --> 00:44:46.141
needed to pursue in terms
of our own, you know,
661
00:44:46.141 --> 00:44:48.602
professional lives and, and personal lives.
662
00:44:48.602 --> 00:44:52.940
And that was not a decision
that we gave them a vote in.
663
00:44:58.987 --> 00:45:00.531
I remember a moment.
664
00:45:01.323 --> 00:45:04.326
He was supposed to get on a plane, and
then there was delay and they had to
665
00:45:04.326 --> 00:45:09.331
switch planes. And so Bernardine
or Bill came and picked him up.
666
00:45:09.331 --> 00:45:13.335
And then, when I called, what
happened, Bernadine said to me,
667
00:45:13.335 --> 00:45:17.756
he's talked about when he comes in the
prison and the gates cling shut behind him–
668
00:45:17.756 --> 00:45:22.886
how scary that is. And he
deals with it, 'cause he loves you.
669
00:45:23.721 --> 00:45:28.684
But to deal, at his age, with the change
in planes and the different arrangements
670
00:45:28.684 --> 00:45:33.605
and all that, he just cried
and said, come get me. Uh,
671
00:45:33.605 --> 00:45:37.067
and I said, you know, wow, I understand.
672
00:45:37.067 --> 00:45:40.571
Appreciate so much what he
goes through to get to see me.
673
00:45:40.571 --> 00:45:43.866
Chesa had often just got home
from a two and a half-day trip.
674
00:45:43.866 --> 00:45:46.702
That must have been
unbelievably emotionally taxing.
675
00:45:46.994 --> 00:45:52.291
There was a sadness or a bleakness to
those moments, and he didn't talk about it much.
676
00:45:59.631 --> 00:46:02.968
Anytime there's an adoption,
something is broken.
677
00:46:02.968 --> 00:46:07.473
How do you account for that suffering?
How do you account for that grief?
678
00:46:07.473 --> 00:46:09.892
How do you account for that trauma?
679
00:46:14.646 --> 00:46:17.816
I started feeling devastated
that I had, you know,
680
00:46:17.816 --> 00:46:21.445
that my choices had caused those
problems. It was bad enough what happened,
681
00:46:21.862 --> 00:46:23.238
but I think that
682
00:46:24.448 --> 00:46:29.119
then seeing and hearing about these
problems and imagine him being
683
00:46:29.411 --> 00:46:33.582
somebody kind of crippled for life
by them, it was a really, really,
684
00:46:33.582 --> 00:46:35.626
really terrible time.
685
00:46:38.045 --> 00:46:41.298
We decided we ought to
consult a psychiatrist.
686
00:46:41.882 --> 00:46:42.508
Yeah.
687
00:46:42.508 --> 00:46:45.427
Uh, Bennett Leventhal,
a Jew from Louisiana.
688
00:46:45.427 --> 00:46:48.931
I love that motherfucker.
Love him!
689
00:46:51.225 --> 00:46:52.810
I didn't really know anything
690
00:46:52.810 --> 00:46:55.687
about Bill, Bernardine, Kathy,
691
00:46:55.687 --> 00:46:59.149
David, Leonard. I didn't know
anything about any of these people.
692
00:46:59.399 --> 00:47:01.109
I just knew there was a child who was
693
00:47:01.109 --> 00:47:04.571
moving to live with another family in Chicago.
694
00:47:04.571 --> 00:47:06.865
He must have been about seven,
695
00:47:06.865 --> 00:47:11.036
maybe eight. Initially, he
didn't think he had any problems.
696
00:47:12.037 --> 00:47:15.499
I sort of felt like, I don't, I
don't know why I'm doing this.
697
00:47:15.916 --> 00:47:19.419
And so we might play a game of some kind,
698
00:47:19.878 --> 00:47:23.674
anything that would make him
comfortable, so that then we could, uh,
699
00:47:24.007 --> 00:47:28.554
transform that into a conversation either
about what the theme of the play was
700
00:47:28.554 --> 00:47:31.181
or why he had chosen to
do what he wanted to do.
701
00:47:31.181 --> 00:47:35.143
Sometimes he would talk about what was
happening in his life, and then he would
702
00:47:35.143 --> 00:47:38.021
tell me how he behaved and
might act things out.
703
00:47:38.021 --> 00:47:39.064
And often the themes,
704
00:47:39.064 --> 00:47:42.609
as you'd expect, would revolve around my
parents, and the complexity around my,
705
00:47:42.609 --> 00:47:47.531
my family, and what it meant to go in
and out of prisons in order to have
706
00:47:47.531 --> 00:47:51.785
a relationship with one set of parents,
and what it meant to have to leave my
707
00:47:51.785 --> 00:47:55.163
other family in order to go on those
visits, and the things I missed out on–
708
00:47:55.163 --> 00:47:59.167
the birthday parties, or the
movies, or the family dinners.
709
00:47:59.501 --> 00:48:04.464
He very quickly settled into starting
to think about what his situation was
710
00:48:04.464 --> 00:48:10.178
and what his reactions to it were.
The question, what was the trauma?
711
00:48:10.721 --> 00:48:15.267
Was the trauma that his parents were
put in prison as a baby, and he was left
712
00:48:15.726 --> 00:48:18.270
to the world to be sort of cared for?
713
00:48:18.937 --> 00:48:22.649
Or was the trauma that he had to go
visit his parents in prison, or was the
714
00:48:22.649 --> 00:48:26.445
trauma that he had trouble
adapting socially sometimes?
715
00:48:28.780 --> 00:48:31.408
I think it was very helpful to have
some outside psychiatrists
716
00:48:31.408 --> 00:48:34.077
and child psychiatrists be involved in the process.
717
00:48:34.077 --> 00:48:39.166
They helped sort of center what it
was that Chesa needed from all of us.
718
00:48:39.166 --> 00:48:41.084
And I think that that was very helpful.
719
00:48:41.293 --> 00:48:44.379
His commitment to Chesa was absolute,
720
00:48:44.379 --> 00:48:48.884
but he also talked to David, talked
to Kathy, met with Leonard. I mean,
721
00:48:48.884 --> 00:48:53.639
he traveled, and he brought the whole
constellation together, and never thought
722
00:48:53.639 --> 00:48:58.060
that I, I'm just focused on the kid.
The kid exists in a constellation.
723
00:48:59.853 --> 00:49:04.149
David and Kathy were very good
parents, just in their own right.
724
00:49:04.149 --> 00:49:08.278
They had knowledge and skills
that made them good parents.
725
00:49:08.737 --> 00:49:11.448
Now, some people would say, well, wait
a minute, they're horrible parents.
726
00:49:11.448 --> 00:49:15.661
If they got themselves in this situation
when they had a little baby and they
727
00:49:15.661 --> 00:49:19.039
were thinking of themselves
first. Well, maybe that's true.
728
00:49:19.039 --> 00:49:22.084
Maybe that's not true. I'm
not the person to judge that.
729
00:49:22.084 --> 00:49:25.629
What I can tell you is, in the
circumstances they were in,
730
00:49:25.629 --> 00:49:29.758
they had good intuition
about parenting this child.
731
00:49:34.429 --> 00:49:39.184
The official name of it in New
York is Family Reunion Program,
732
00:49:40.227 --> 00:49:45.774
and they literally have little trailer
homes on the prison grounds behind the walls.
733
00:49:47.985 --> 00:49:50.862
It's two nights together
and cooking meals together.
734
00:49:55.283 --> 00:49:58.120
When he came for a trailer
visit, we baked bread,
735
00:49:58.120 --> 00:50:00.539
which was amazing, and I
had never done it before.
736
00:50:00.539 --> 00:50:02.374
And that was like an all-day process.
737
00:50:03.458 --> 00:50:06.086
Being able to just go outside
and throw a ball was amazing.
738
00:50:09.089 --> 00:50:10.173
From the very beginning,
739
00:50:10.173 --> 00:50:14.720
he had jobs to do on the trailer,
to help cook or whatever, uh,
740
00:50:14.720 --> 00:50:16.054
and he was into that,
741
00:50:16.054 --> 00:50:21.268
or pillow fights, or being outdoors
and having races, or playing touch
742
00:50:21.268 --> 00:50:26.523
football or whatever. And to have
longer, more serious conversations.
743
00:50:26.523 --> 00:50:31.445
The visits were so amazingly, qualitatively
different than just visiting in a visiting room.
744
00:50:31.445 --> 00:50:34.573
I didn't get a visit like that till,
745
00:50:35.615 --> 00:50:38.618
I guess I'd been in
prison maybe for 18 years.
746
00:50:38.618 --> 00:50:42.664
And of course, people think about them
as, as conjugal visits.
747
00:50:42.914 --> 00:50:47.169
But people don’t realize how important
it is for family bonds.
748
00:50:47.502 --> 00:50:49.880
One of my lifelong friends, Emani Davis,
749
00:50:49.880 --> 00:50:54.092
who was a couple years older than me
and who was doing work speaking publicly
750
00:50:54.092 --> 00:50:58.138
about her incarcerated father,
invited me to join her on a panel.
751
00:50:58.138 --> 00:51:02.059
He said that he was gonna be giving
a public speech at a conference about
752
00:51:02.059 --> 00:51:06.563
children of incarcerated parents. And
I was like, you know, wow. So he said,
753
00:51:06.563 --> 00:51:08.440
why don't, why don't, why
don't I rehearse that with you?
754
00:51:08.482 --> 00:51:12.152
And he practiced his speech with me,
and that was really exciting.
755
00:51:12.152 --> 00:51:14.946
When I was younger, I suffered from a
whole range of developmental problems,
756
00:51:14.946 --> 00:51:17.699
learning disabilities, and
an uncontrollable temper.
757
00:51:17.699 --> 00:51:21.453
These difficulties were largely result
of the psychological trauma of having my
758
00:51:21.453 --> 00:51:23.038
parents taken away at such a young age.
759
00:51:23.080 --> 00:51:24.331
There are ten million of us,
760
00:51:24.331 --> 00:51:25.373
we estimate, in this country
761
00:51:25.373 --> 00:51:26.041
at any given time,
762
00:51:26.041 --> 00:51:27.918
and most of us have issues
763
00:51:27.918 --> 00:51:28.794
and are struggling.
764
00:51:28.794 --> 00:51:31.922
We've been called “youth at risk”.
We've been called “juvenile delinquents”,
765
00:51:31.922 --> 00:51:34.132
we’ve been “teen moms”, we've been “drug addicts”.
766
00:51:34.466 --> 00:51:38.595
And the two of them went about
building an organization
767
00:51:38.887 --> 00:51:40.972
of children of incarcerated parents.
768
00:51:40.972 --> 00:51:46.478
The anger and the stigma are really
common amongst children with incarcerated parents.
769
00:51:46.478 --> 00:51:49.481
What's far less common, tragically,
770
00:51:49.481 --> 00:51:52.442
are the supports, and the opportunities,
and the privileges that I had.
771
00:51:52.442 --> 00:51:55.695
Tremendous privilege that many children
with incarcerated parents don't have.
772
00:51:55.695 --> 00:51:57.197
Class privilege.
773
00:52:01.409 --> 00:52:04.246
I grew up in a middle-class family;
774
00:52:04.246 --> 00:52:06.498
at least the extended family
could pay for therapy,
775
00:52:06.498 --> 00:52:08.166
could pay for academic tutors,
776
00:52:08.166 --> 00:52:12.712
could afford to accept the
massively, outrageously expensive
777
00:52:12.712 --> 00:52:17.884
collect prison phone calls so that I
could talk to my parents for as long as I wanted.
778
00:52:19.010 --> 00:52:23.765
The experience Chesa had and
our family had visiting David
779
00:52:23.765 --> 00:52:28.812
over the years was something,
of course, that millions of
780
00:52:28.812 --> 00:52:32.149
families do experience in the
United States. It's our story,
781
00:52:32.149 --> 00:52:35.569
but it's actually a national story.
782
00:52:37.404 --> 00:52:39.447
One of the things that makes us
783
00:52:40.615 --> 00:52:45.370
who we are is our ability to be able to
have gotten through already the kind of
784
00:52:45.370 --> 00:52:49.624
bleeding heart stuff, the, the
miserable stuff, and the victim stuff.
785
00:52:49.624 --> 00:52:51.376
And to be able to actually
move past that to,
786
00:52:51.376 --> 00:52:53.420
to be able to do something like
make policy recommendations.
787
00:52:53.420 --> 00:52:56.339
We don't need other parents.
We need access to our parents.
788
00:52:56.339 --> 00:52:59.593
And our parents need access to services
and programs, so they can be wonderful parents.
789
00:52:59.593 --> 00:53:01.761
Even from prison.
790
00:53:03.930 --> 00:53:07.267
I'm older by 10 minutes. Mm-hmm.
791
00:53:07.267 --> 00:53:11.813
Yeah, sometimes I brag about like
being 10 minutes older.
792
00:53:13.857 --> 00:53:15.650
We had to like talk over the phone
793
00:53:15.650 --> 00:53:18.361
and see him through glass, and that’s what
794
00:53:18.361 --> 00:53:20.405
made us, um, miss him more.
795
00:53:20.405 --> 00:53:25.535
We just had to talk over the phone,
and it was limited to like 15 minutes.
796
00:53:26.620 --> 00:53:29.497
He had to spend time in jail
for something he didn't do,
797
00:53:29.497 --> 00:53:34.711
which kind of like angered us, you
know? He needed, you know, justice,
798
00:53:34.711 --> 00:53:37.672
you know? He won his case, and he got out.
799
00:53:39.090 --> 00:53:40.884
How long has he been away?
800
00:53:42.802 --> 00:53:44.012
A long time.
801
00:53:44.012 --> 00:53:47.265
What's the hardest part
about going to the prison?
802
00:53:48.433 --> 00:53:51.228
When we have to, uh,
803
00:53:52.270 --> 00:53:53.855
leave, and he,
804
00:53:53.855 --> 00:54:00.487
we watch him, and he just waves
goodbye to us when we're in the bus or van.
805
00:54:06.034 --> 00:54:07.035
I wanted my dad at my
806
00:54:07.035 --> 00:54:08.203
eighth grade graduation.
807
00:54:08.203 --> 00:54:11.831
I wanted my dad at my high school
graduation and to see me off to prom,
808
00:54:11.831 --> 00:54:13.041
but he couldn't be there.
809
00:54:13.041 --> 00:54:17.963
I would see other children and
their dads and having happy moments,
810
00:54:17.963 --> 00:54:21.424
and then there was me. I felt
really, really alone. And you,
811
00:54:21.424 --> 00:54:24.719
you feel so separated from everybody else,
812
00:54:24.719 --> 00:54:28.974
especially going to school and not
having support, and then having to go home
813
00:54:28.974 --> 00:54:30.141
and, you know,
814
00:54:30.141 --> 00:54:35.230
see my mother sad and having to figure
out lawyer money and things like that
815
00:54:35.230 --> 00:54:37.565
is very heartbreaking to see.
816
00:54:43.613 --> 00:54:47.701
There is an advantage to getting big
endorsements when people are actually
817
00:54:47.701 --> 00:54:49.035
paying attention.
818
00:54:50.954 --> 00:54:53.331
It got way bigger and way more
819
00:54:53.331 --> 00:54:56.543
ambitious than what anyone originally expected.
820
00:54:56.543 --> 00:55:00.338
It just totally ran off
into this massive, national thing.
821
00:55:01.840 --> 00:55:07.053
Every time that a progressive prosecutor,
or a progressive prosecutor's office,
822
00:55:07.053 --> 00:55:10.473
has another ally in another
city, we are all stronger.
823
00:55:11.599 --> 00:55:15.979
Like, Kim Fox endorsed us,
and, um, Larry Krasner. Um,
824
00:55:15.979 --> 00:55:16.896
and just kind of,
825
00:55:16.896 --> 00:55:21.484
we got to build on this kind of national
movement of folks like who really want
826
00:55:21.484 --> 00:55:24.696
to see change in the, in
our criminal justice system.
827
00:55:24.696 --> 00:55:26.406
The wave of progressive prosecutors,
828
00:55:26.406 --> 00:55:31.494
people running for and winning offices
around the country from coast to coast.
829
00:55:32.704 --> 00:55:37.375
We need change in San Francisco, and
Chesa Boudin is the only candidate
830
00:55:37.375 --> 00:55:39.794
that will bring that change about.
831
00:55:57.854 --> 00:55:59.230
(phone dialing and chatter)
832
00:55:59.230 --> 00:56:02.817
We mobilized letters from people
who've known Kathy her whole life,
833
00:56:02.817 --> 00:56:05.695
people who had been in prison with her.
834
00:56:05.695 --> 00:56:09.866
Letters from prominent actors, actresses, lawyers, politicians.
835
00:56:09.866 --> 00:56:12.327
We had phone calls every other day.
836
00:56:12.327 --> 00:56:13.286
We built a website.
837
00:56:13.286 --> 00:56:16.831
We had massive numbers of people
write letters and sign up to support.
838
00:56:16.831 --> 00:56:20.877
Kathy helped me so much
when I was incarcerated.
839
00:56:20.877 --> 00:56:24.005
I knew immediately I had
to do everything I could.
840
00:56:24.005 --> 00:56:25.715
We were friends since high school,
841
00:56:25.715 --> 00:56:30.428
so I just called every classmate we
had and asked them to write a letter.
842
00:56:30.428 --> 00:56:34.933
In prison, she worked with other mothers
who had left children on the outside.
843
00:56:34.933 --> 00:56:40.897
I met this fabulous sister at
Bedford, and I call her my white dove sister,
844
00:56:40.897 --> 00:56:43.066
and her name is Kathy Boudin.
845
00:56:43.066 --> 00:56:45.110
She put together adult literacy programs,
846
00:56:45.110 --> 00:56:49.239
taught English as a second language, and
helped put together private funding.
847
00:56:49.239 --> 00:56:54.035
I know that Kathy Boudin
has faced up to what she has
848
00:56:54.035 --> 00:56:59.457
done with searching
honesty and feels intense
849
00:56:59.457 --> 00:57:01.709
remorse and sorrow,
850
00:57:01.709 --> 00:57:06.589
which will never leave her.
Sincerely, Noam Chomsky.
851
00:57:06.589 --> 00:57:11.344
If somebody like her, with her impeccable
prison record and the amazing good work
852
00:57:11.344 --> 00:57:14.639
that she's done, who's literally saved
lives through AIDS education work and
853
00:57:14.639 --> 00:57:17.976
parenting work, isn't able to get parole,
854
00:57:17.976 --> 00:57:21.354
then what incentive does anybody
who's incarcerated have to engage in
855
00:57:21.354 --> 00:57:26.359
programming or to hold out hope
for a future beyond the bars?
856
00:57:32.157 --> 00:57:35.577
His goals were to hold police accountable.
857
00:57:35.577 --> 00:57:37.245
They don't want to hear that.
858
00:57:37.245 --> 00:57:39.205
Police Officer’s Association,
859
00:57:39.205 --> 00:57:42.208
the local San Francisco Police Union,
860
00:57:42.709 --> 00:57:45.545
dumped about $700,000 into
861
00:57:45.545 --> 00:57:47.881
really dishonest and vitriolic attacks.
862
00:57:47.881 --> 00:57:52.010
Horrific mailers and TV ads, really
right in the last month of the campaign.
863
00:57:52.010 --> 00:57:57.348
The TV ad where it was just like
“rape”, his face, and then it was “rape”,
864
00:57:57.348 --> 00:58:02.020
“assault, murder”. That was like the line
where I was like, wow, these people,
865
00:58:02.020 --> 00:58:04.689
there's not nothing they wouldn't,
not anything they wouldn't do.
866
00:58:04.689 --> 00:58:09.694
Chesa Boudin said he wouldn't seek
maximum sentences as district attorney,
867
00:58:09.694 --> 00:58:11.070
even for murder.
868
00:58:11.070 --> 00:58:15.158
I wouldn't listen to a word that the
Police Officer's Association says;
869
00:58:15.158 --> 00:58:18.286
in fact they disregard the safety of the community.
870
00:58:18.286 --> 00:58:20.288
Police Officer’s Association believes
871
00:58:20.288 --> 00:58:23.041
shooting first and asking questions later.
872
00:58:23.041 --> 00:58:26.544
The POA’s ad that I saw
is a gross distortion of
873
00:58:26.544 --> 00:58:29.547
Chesa Boudin’s record and views.
874
00:58:29.547 --> 00:58:31.633
They spent in, in,
in just a couple of weeks,
875
00:58:31.633 --> 00:58:34.886
what we spent during the entire campaign.
876
00:58:34.886 --> 00:58:39.682
When I saw that they started
spending millions of dollars
877
00:58:39.682 --> 00:58:43.937
to go against him, I knew
I was on the right side.
878
00:58:43.937 --> 00:58:47.524
Well, the Police Union's been on the
wrong side of every single issue
879
00:58:47.524 --> 00:58:50.527
in recent history in San Francisco politics.
880
00:59:09.754 --> 00:59:14.759
When I walked into the parole
board, it was in a room.
881
00:59:14.759 --> 00:59:19.722
There were three parole people
sitting there, and against
882
00:59:19.722 --> 00:59:22.934
the wall there were like 80 boxes,
883
00:59:22.934 --> 00:59:25.478
cardboard boxes lining up
from the floor to the ceiling.
884
00:59:25.478 --> 00:59:27.272
And the woman that was running
the parole board said, well,
885
00:59:27.272 --> 00:59:30.942
these are just letters with an opinion
about your parole. And she said
886
00:59:30.942 --> 00:59:34.445
most of 'em, of course,
against you. And it was like
887
00:59:34.445 --> 00:59:36.656
it was like–that's how
I began my parole board.
888
00:59:36.656 --> 00:59:40.743
But you have to believe
that you should go home.
889
00:59:41.536 --> 00:59:43.871
Who was I then? Who am I now?
890
00:59:43.871 --> 00:59:47.750
And it's not that I felt optimistic
that I was gonna make the board,
891
00:59:47.750 --> 00:59:52.463
but you have to believe that
that's what should happen to you.
892
00:59:54.299 --> 01:00:00.388
What's the biggest difference between
Kathy today and Kathy when she came into prison?
893
01:00:11.399 --> 01:00:16.821
Try to make us understand what would
motivate you to participate in this kind of crime.
894
01:00:41.596 --> 01:00:44.724
As a child, I wanted to be
a doctor to heal people.
895
01:00:44.724 --> 01:00:49.562
I lost my way, 12 years
underground. Isolation.
896
01:00:49.562 --> 01:00:52.023
Different names, a lost self.
897
01:00:52.607 --> 01:00:56.861
I had arrived at a deeply wrong way
of responding to social problems.
898
01:00:57.779 --> 01:01:01.616
Now, more than 20 years in
prison, I have turned 60.
899
01:01:02.575 --> 01:01:05.495
I think about, “How do
we protect our planet?”.
900
01:01:05.536 --> 01:01:08.706
I look back on my crime and know that
I would never again be involved in
901
01:01:08.706 --> 01:01:12.043
anything that risked human life
in the name of social change.
902
01:01:30.520 --> 01:01:36.859
I was heartbroken when the parole
board declined to grant her freedom in August, 2001.
903
01:01:37.276 --> 01:01:39.946
I think the parole board really
likes to reject people in the beginning.
904
01:01:39.946 --> 01:01:42.365
They, they think it's a way to, uh,
905
01:01:42.365 --> 01:01:46.911
somehow provide dignity to those
who were harmed in the crime.
906
01:01:49.038 --> 01:01:50.790
Rejection.
907
01:01:51.582 --> 01:01:56.045
I think it's really devastating, and it's
devastating 'cause you've done the two things:
908
01:01:56.045 --> 01:02:01.134
you’ve, one, you’ve pulled a little bit away from
the prison identity and the prison
909
01:02:01.134 --> 01:02:05.054
work to try to get out.
And there you are, back in,
910
01:02:05.763 --> 01:02:10.768
and you've also failed with
giving it your best shot.
911
01:02:11.853 --> 01:02:15.690
And how do you keep hope,
and how do you not give up?
912
01:02:19.152 --> 01:02:23.239
You begin dreaming about being home,
and you put yourself outside prison.
913
01:02:23.239 --> 01:02:27.160
And I think putting yourself
back into prison is something
914
01:02:28.077 --> 01:02:31.581
anybody that's been turned down
by the parole board goes through,
915
01:02:31.831 --> 01:02:33.791
'cause you think you're
never gonna make it.
916
01:02:35.334 --> 01:02:37.962
Arguing... Arguing on the phone calls,
917
01:02:37.962 --> 01:02:43.176
arguing when we had went to visit,
and you don't really wanna do that,
918
01:02:43.176 --> 01:02:47.889
'cause it's something else.
I mean, it's a, you know,
919
01:02:47.889 --> 01:02:53.019
it's a friendship, and it's a love
relationship, and you're, but you also,
920
01:02:53.019 --> 01:02:55.855
only she can–she has to be on the team,
921
01:02:55.855 --> 01:02:59.567
on the team and at the head
of the team in order to get out.
922
01:03:01.861 --> 01:03:04.655
I remember Chesa visiting
me and saying, you know,
923
01:03:05.615 --> 01:03:08.701
if you don't fight for
yourself to get out,
924
01:03:09.994 --> 01:03:11.579
other people can't do it.
925
01:03:11.579 --> 01:03:14.624
You have to lead that process,
and you're not leading it now.
926
01:03:14.624 --> 01:03:19.587
And if you don't continue to really
struggle to get out of prison and
927
01:03:19.587 --> 01:03:23.007
feel that you can talk about what
you've done and why you should get out,
928
01:03:23.007 --> 01:03:25.885
I'm gonna write a book about it.
929
01:03:25.885 --> 01:03:26.886
And I was like, no, no, no,
930
01:03:26.886 --> 01:03:29.764
I don't want a book written about me. I
said, don't do that. And he said,
931
01:03:29.764 --> 01:03:34.268
well, if you don't fight for yourself
to get out, I'm going to do it.
932
01:03:35.269 --> 01:03:40.608
And it was an incredible visit.
And, needless to say, it changed me.
933
01:03:41.275 --> 01:03:45.279
And I did a lot of work in the community,
meeting with folks in the town, reaching
934
01:03:45.279 --> 01:03:49.700
out to and making contact with some of
the extended family members of those who
935
01:03:49.700 --> 01:03:53.287
were harmed and, and, and those
who were tragically killed.
936
01:03:53.287 --> 01:03:56.249
I could see him becoming like an organizer
around that. He would meet people,
937
01:03:56.249 --> 01:03:57.166
he would talk about it.
938
01:03:57.166 --> 01:03:58.918
He would figure out whether
somebody could write a letter,
939
01:03:58.918 --> 01:04:01.003
figure out how to educate people.
940
01:04:01.671 --> 01:04:06.926
I think we could have and should
have done a better job at trying to
941
01:04:06.926 --> 01:04:11.848
express remorse collectively as a family
for the harm that was caused to the
942
01:04:11.848 --> 01:04:13.766
three men who were killed
and their families.
943
01:04:13.766 --> 01:04:19.105
It doesn't matter so much whether
you persuade people to support release.
944
01:04:19.105 --> 01:04:22.900
It's not about persuasion;
it's about humanity.
945
01:04:24.610 --> 01:04:29.866
If there's anything I can do to mend the
heartbreak at the center of all these lives,
946
01:04:29.866 --> 01:04:31.033
I must do it.
947
01:04:31.033 --> 01:04:34.620
If there's any role I can play in
facilitating this reconciliation,
948
01:04:34.620 --> 01:04:36.289
I must attempt it.
949
01:04:37.582 --> 01:04:41.669
Twenty-two years ago, I was arrested after a
horrific robbery of a Brinks truck in
950
01:04:41.669 --> 01:04:45.298
Rockland County, New York, that left
three people dead, others injured,
951
01:04:45.298 --> 01:04:49.677
and enormous suffering among
families, community, and police.
952
01:04:50.386 --> 01:04:51.637
At my sentencing,
953
01:04:51.637 --> 01:04:56.142
I turned and apologized to the families
of all of the victims for their pain and loss.
954
01:04:58.144 --> 01:05:02.690
I have made a different way of life,
serving others and building community.
955
01:05:02.690 --> 01:05:06.694
I want to say I am sorry, because those
words are the only ones we have
956
01:05:06.694 --> 01:05:09.196
to ask for forgiveness.
957
01:05:27.381 --> 01:05:30.009
I was driving with my brother across the country
958
01:05:30.009 --> 01:05:33.095
from California back to Chicago
959
01:05:33.095 --> 01:05:35.932
at the time when Kathy went before her parole board,
960
01:05:35.932 --> 01:05:38.434
and it was about a 36 hour drive.
961
01:05:41.270 --> 01:05:46.150
And we're on our cell phones, talking
to each other every half hour.
962
01:05:48.027 --> 01:05:51.072
Then the phone call came that they
were ready to give the decision.
963
01:05:51.697 --> 01:05:52.907
And when I got there,
964
01:05:52.907 --> 01:05:57.578
the parole supervisor gave me an
envelope, and I felt the envelope,
965
01:05:57.578 --> 01:06:00.289
because, what you know is that,
if the envelope is thick,
966
01:06:00.289 --> 01:06:04.001
it has appeals papers in it and
that means you didn't get it.
967
01:06:04.001 --> 01:06:08.756
And if the envelope is thin,
then you think, I think I got it.
968
01:06:10.383 --> 01:06:11.968
So I felt the envelope.
969
01:06:11.968 --> 01:06:16.681
And the crazy thing about it was that
there was a big lump in it, and I couldn't
970
01:06:16.681 --> 01:06:20.059
quite interpret it. I opened it.
971
01:06:21.143 --> 01:06:26.065
Cori called us; she'd been an active
leader of the effort to get my mom out.
972
01:06:26.065 --> 01:06:28.275
She said, are you all right? Are you
somewhere you can talk?
973
01:06:28.275 --> 01:06:29.610
I said, Cori, tell me what happened.
974
01:06:29.610 --> 01:06:36.117
And I just started crying,
and jumping up and down, and screaming.
975
01:06:36.117 --> 01:06:39.787
You know, the first thing
I wanted to do was to call Chesa.
976
01:06:40.454 --> 01:06:44.291
An infamous 1960’s radical
was granted parole today
977
01:06:44.333 --> 01:06:46.377
after 22 years in state prison.
978
01:06:46.377 --> 01:06:47.795
Wearing a white shirt and tennis sneakers,
979
01:06:47.795 --> 01:06:50.756
Kathy Boudin stepped past
the barbed wire to freedom
980
01:06:50.756 --> 01:06:53.509
after serving 22 years for murder.
981
01:06:53.509 --> 01:06:56.762
Turning, she waved towards the inmates
who call her a friend.
982
01:06:56.762 --> 01:07:00.266
The former sixties
radical, herself now 60.
983
01:07:00.266 --> 01:07:04.687
I turned around, and there were hands
waving out a window, and all you could see
984
01:07:04.687 --> 01:07:07.398
was hands. You couldn't see
people, but there were the hands.
985
01:07:08.190 --> 01:07:13.112
All of the women in the prison
at Bedford Hills were at windows,
986
01:07:13.112 --> 01:07:19.201
and were wishing her well, and banging on pots,
987
01:07:19.201 --> 01:07:22.204
and, you know, celebrating with her.
988
01:07:30.629 --> 01:07:34.341
My mom and I had a kind of a tradition
on the trailer visits that we would do of
989
01:07:34.341 --> 01:07:40.639
making smoothies. At the airport, seeing
my mom there standing with the smoothie.
990
01:07:43.059 --> 01:07:47.063
We rode the subway all over the city to
places that were important to her and
991
01:07:47.063 --> 01:07:48.481
important to me.
992
01:07:58.199 --> 01:07:59.867
Kathy and I have toured
her old neighborhood.
993
01:07:59.867 --> 01:08:05.414
She even pointed out to me approximately
where she first met you on Bleecker Street.
994
01:08:08.501 --> 01:08:10.169
We walked through Central Park.
995
01:08:10.169 --> 01:08:13.089
We've eaten at my favorite
Dominican and Mexican restaurants.
996
01:08:13.089 --> 01:08:15.424
Gone swimming at the Columbia pool.
997
01:08:43.202 --> 01:08:47.039
When Kathy got out, my wife
and I had our first baby.
998
01:08:48.791 --> 01:08:52.461
Our baby was about the same
age that Chesa had been when,
999
01:08:52.461 --> 01:08:57.216
when Kathy went to prison.
And sure enough, Kathy,
1000
01:08:57.216 --> 01:09:01.303
you know, became our, our main
babysitter and our adopted grandmother.
1001
01:09:05.307 --> 01:09:06.600
Ah, peekaboo.
1002
01:09:06.600 --> 01:09:09.687
So we got to watch her
experience, you know,
1003
01:09:09.687 --> 01:09:13.482
helping raise a kid past 13, 14 months,
1004
01:09:13.482 --> 01:09:16.443
take care of a kid when
we really needed her help.
1005
01:09:16.443 --> 01:09:21.198
I think that was partly her way of
saying to us and saying to herself like,
1006
01:09:21.198 --> 01:09:23.826
I'm gonna get my
priorities right this time.
1007
01:09:24.535 --> 01:09:29.331
I think from the moment I got
out, the next question was, was David?
1008
01:09:36.964 --> 01:09:39.967
We probably went to bed
at, maybe, like 2:00 AM.
1009
01:09:39.967 --> 01:09:44.471
Volunteers are coming in at 5:00 AM.
We all were so exhausted, we were
1010
01:09:44.471 --> 01:09:46.140
all running on fumes.
1011
01:09:46.140 --> 01:09:48.767
I went to every Black
community in San Francisco.
1012
01:09:48.767 --> 01:09:50.144
Walked up and down streets,
1013
01:09:50.144 --> 01:09:53.564
putting literature in places
that his team didn't even know.
1014
01:09:53.564 --> 01:09:56.150
I was driving volunteers
all over the city.
1015
01:09:56.150 --> 01:09:58.569
Standing on the corner, handing
out leaflets, putting posters up.
1016
01:09:58.569 --> 01:10:02.531
One of the most hotly contested
races is for district attorney, and Joe,
1017
01:10:02.531 --> 01:10:06.785
only about 500 votes separate the top two
candidates right now. But those three
1018
01:10:06.785 --> 01:10:11.498
days were brutal, like really
excruciating, not knowing.
1019
01:10:11.498 --> 01:10:15.669
And it was so nerve wracking.
Waiting and waiting and waiting.
1020
01:10:19.131 --> 01:10:22.301
From Boston to Philadelphia,
from Chicago to St. Louis,
1021
01:10:22.301 --> 01:10:26.013
right here in San Francisco,
we are bulding a movement.
1022
01:10:26.013 --> 01:10:31.310
Chesa, Chesa, Chesa!
1023
01:10:32.478 --> 01:10:37.483
I couldn't believe that we actually
had done it. And it was so like,
1024
01:10:37.483 --> 01:10:42.112
beautiful to be like, oh my God we, we
worked our asses off, and this happened.
1025
01:10:42.112 --> 01:10:45.407
And Chesa's gonna be our
next district attorney.
1026
01:10:45.407 --> 01:10:49.703
It has to be probably one of the
happiest moments of my whole life.
1027
01:10:57.294 --> 01:11:00.297
I cried. I could not believe it.
1028
01:11:00.297 --> 01:11:04.593
You know, the victory celebration
was really ecstatic.
1029
01:11:07.638 --> 01:11:11.934
David heard on his little
battery powered radio in his prison cell.
1030
01:11:11.934 --> 01:11:15.562
Those sorts of life events are the milestones
1031
01:11:15.562 --> 01:11:18.440
that parents miss when they're incarcerated.
1032
01:11:21.527 --> 01:11:26.657
He was exhausted. I think he was, uh, thrilled.
And he also, you know,
1033
01:11:26.657 --> 01:11:29.076
was about to go through a new door.
1034
01:11:29.076 --> 01:11:31.161
And he knew that would be
1035
01:11:31.161 --> 01:11:32.579
much more complicated.
1036
01:11:36.375 --> 01:11:37.960
I, Chesa Boudin,
1037
01:11:37.960 --> 01:11:39.628
I, Chesa Boudin,
1038
01:11:39.628 --> 01:11:41.213
do solemnly swear
1039
01:11:41.213 --> 01:11:42.506
do solemnly swear
1040
01:11:42.506 --> 01:11:44.717
that I will support and defend
1041
01:11:44.717 --> 01:11:46.885
that I will support and defend
1042
01:11:46.885 --> 01:11:49.680
We end cash bail.
1043
01:11:49.680 --> 01:11:53.475
We end a system by which innocent
people can be kept in jail
1044
01:11:53.475 --> 01:11:56.520
simply because they're poor.
1045
01:11:58.522 --> 01:12:01.358
We launched a workers' protection unit.
1046
01:12:01.358 --> 01:12:03.110
We are not going to stand by and watch
1047
01:12:03.110 --> 01:12:07.031
while major companies deprive California taxpayers.
1048
01:12:07.031 --> 01:12:10.576
We've managed to stop using
racist sentencing enhancements,
1049
01:12:10.576 --> 01:12:12.828
ending San Francisco's
use of the death penalty,
1050
01:12:13.662 --> 01:12:16.915
creating an independent Innocence
Commission to make sure nobody is serving
1051
01:12:16.915 --> 01:12:19.501
prison time for a crime
they didn't commit.
1052
01:12:19.501 --> 01:12:21.587
After spending 32 years in prison
1053
01:12:21.587 --> 01:12:23.422
for a murder he did not commit,
1054
01:12:23.422 --> 01:12:26.759
61-year-old Joaquin Ciria set to walk free.
1055
01:12:37.936 --> 01:12:39.146
Get ready, San Francisco.
1056
01:12:39.146 --> 01:12:41.482
There's a new radical DA in town:
1057
01:12:41.482 --> 01:12:42.775
Chesa Boudin.
1058
01:12:42.775 --> 01:12:46.278
...Civilization itself
is coming apart in San Francisco,
1059
01:12:46.278 --> 01:12:49.031
right there in broad daylight
on the city's sidewalks,
1060
01:12:49.031 --> 01:12:51.533
which are littered with junkies,
and feces, and dirty needles.
1061
01:12:51.658 --> 01:12:54.495
Very dangerous policies... Let's talk about it. We
should talk about what's happening.
1062
01:12:55.913 --> 01:12:58.707
This is a dangerous person.
1063
01:13:09.259 --> 01:13:13.430
I am so blessed. I'm so blessed
to have a grandson.
1064
01:13:13.430 --> 01:13:15.641
I’m getting emails from friends of mine
saying you're gonna be a grandma.
1065
01:13:15.641 --> 01:13:17.393
This is so great, you know.
1066
01:13:17.393 --> 01:13:21.480
She's so eager to be a grandmother
and, and in some ways, of course,
1067
01:13:21.480 --> 01:13:26.777
to go back and avoid the horrible
mistakes that she made when I was a child.
1068
01:13:27.986 --> 01:13:31.073
We hope to be able to
visit my dad with our baby,
1069
01:13:31.073 --> 01:13:34.952
but bringing my own child through those
same metal detectors and those same
1070
01:13:34.952 --> 01:13:38.997
prison gates, who wants to
have kids experience that?
1071
01:13:38.997 --> 01:13:43.961
Who wants to be forced
to know that really ugly
1072
01:13:43.961 --> 01:13:47.464
reality for getting to touch
or know your grandparent?
1073
01:13:47.464 --> 01:13:51.385
My whole life I've sort of known
and assumed he won't get out.
1074
01:13:51.385 --> 01:13:56.014
So, to the extent kids talk with their
parents about what will happen when they die,
1075
01:13:56.014 --> 01:14:01.228
we, we've had those conversations with the
caveat that, assuming he does die in prison,
1076
01:14:01.228 --> 01:14:04.815
we won't have a lot of
control or say over what happens.
1077
01:14:04.815 --> 01:14:09.403
Other folks can talk to their kids or
their grandkids about, um, you know,
1078
01:14:09.403 --> 01:14:12.865
where they want to be or what
music they wanna listen to,
1079
01:14:12.865 --> 01:14:15.868
those sorts of things. We won't have
any control.
1080
01:14:15.868 --> 01:14:20.289
Many prisoners will say, the one thing I hope is
I don't die in prison.
1081
01:14:20.956 --> 01:14:25.919
And you can understand that, because
you want to be among loved ones.
1082
01:14:25.919 --> 01:14:30.215
I always realized it was a good
chance I would die in prison.
1083
01:14:30.215 --> 01:14:34.803
And I would say that's
not the worst thing to me,
1084
01:14:34.803 --> 01:14:38.557
the worst thing would be not living my
life with integrity, and not doing what's
1085
01:14:38.557 --> 01:14:43.729
productive. And if I die in
prison, so be it. But to me,
1086
01:14:43.729 --> 01:14:47.274
if I abandon the integrity,
1087
01:14:47.274 --> 01:14:52.154
if I abandon caring about people, and
what happens if I abandon working on
1088
01:14:52.154 --> 01:14:54.698
these issues, that
would be the big defeat.
1089
01:14:56.700 --> 01:15:00.913
If David dies in prison, and
he may be in his prison cell,
1090
01:15:00.913 --> 01:15:03.624
or he may be in a medical
ward at the prison,
1091
01:15:03.624 --> 01:15:05.584
or he may even be in an outside hospital,
1092
01:15:05.584 --> 01:15:10.547
handcuffed to a bed. We will make every
effort to be there to get him decent
1093
01:15:10.547 --> 01:15:13.091
medical care, to have someone
1094
01:15:14.510 --> 01:15:18.472
who can hold his hand with love,
1095
01:15:19.223 --> 01:15:22.935
strong enough to make him forget
1096
01:15:25.062 --> 01:15:29.358
about the handcuff on his wrist,
connecting him to the hospital bed.
1097
01:15:36.615 --> 01:15:39.326
We have a, a district attorney who
doesn't wanna prosecute people.
1098
01:15:39.326 --> 01:15:41.787
His agenda is decarceration.
1099
01:15:41.787 --> 01:15:44.873
It's like a fire chief who doesn't believe in using water.
1100
01:15:44.873 --> 01:15:46.208
The recall has a vision of
1101
01:15:46.208 --> 01:15:50.337
San Francisco that's really about
1102
01:15:50.671 --> 01:15:54.216
continuing to get rid of people
who are poor, people who are Black,
1103
01:15:54.341 --> 01:15:57.678
um, people that need services.
And it’s basically sort of saying,
1104
01:15:57.678 --> 01:16:00.556
we don't want a San Francisco in
which we care about those people.
1105
01:16:00.556 --> 01:16:05.435
We want those people out. Chesa
represents a different vision of society.
1106
01:16:05.435 --> 01:16:09.856
Blaming Chesa Boudin and people
who want to reduce the U.S.'
1107
01:16:10.065 --> 01:16:11.024
incarceration rate from being
1108
01:16:11.024 --> 01:16:12.025
the highest in the world,
1109
01:16:12.025 --> 01:16:14.111
that has become very useful for the forces
1110
01:16:14.111 --> 01:16:16.238
that explicitly want to take us back
1111
01:16:16.238 --> 01:16:18.532
to mass incarceration.
1112
01:16:18.532 --> 01:16:20.409
I saw far, far too many
1113
01:16:20.409 --> 01:16:23.829
of the children who I grew up
playing in our parents' prison
1114
01:16:23.829 --> 01:16:25.872
visiting rooms end up
themselves incarcerated.
1115
01:16:25.872 --> 01:16:27.583
We've gotta break that cycle.
1116
01:16:27.583 --> 01:16:29.585
That's why one of my first policies
1117
01:16:29.585 --> 01:16:33.422
was the creation of a
Primary Caregiver Diversion Program.
1118
01:16:37.759 --> 01:16:40.721
I was diverted to the
Primary Care Division.
1119
01:16:40.721 --> 01:16:42.681
The Primary Care Division Program
1120
01:16:42.681 --> 01:16:44.766
they basically just gave
me that push I needed,
1121
01:16:44.766 --> 01:16:48.770
you know, to help me do better
with the, the counseling,
1122
01:16:49.104 --> 01:16:51.732
the doctor, medications.
1123
01:16:51.732 --> 01:16:57.154
I wake up at 3:30 AM to
get to work at 4:30.
1124
01:16:57.988 --> 01:17:01.617
Aside from just going to work,
I change the baby's diapers.
1125
01:17:01.617 --> 01:17:04.828
I feed the baby... a father figure
being there for a daughter.
1126
01:17:06.538 --> 01:17:09.124
I did 24 years and 10 months.
1127
01:17:09.458 --> 01:17:12.377
Chesa Boudin, he put in
for my re-sentencing.
1128
01:17:13.086 --> 01:17:17.716
I'm doing case management work.
We help people with reentry from, um,
1129
01:17:17.716 --> 01:17:20.886
incarceration. They hired me
because I have lived experience.
1130
01:17:20.886 --> 01:17:23.889
The district attorney made the
announcement this morning,
1131
01:17:23.889 --> 01:17:25.807
that a former police officer
1132
01:17:25.807 --> 01:17:29.936
will now face criminal charges
for shooting a man in the line of duty.
1133
01:17:30.270 --> 01:17:34.691
No other prior district attorneys has
ever brought charges against the
1134
01:17:34.691 --> 01:17:39.488
San Francisco Police Office, and not in my
modern day history or my mother's who's gone.
1135
01:17:41.365 --> 01:17:43.075
You know, once we deliver
that person to the jail,
1136
01:17:43.075 --> 01:17:44.701
people are back out in the streets.
1137
01:17:44.701 --> 01:17:46.078
All it’s doing is telling
these people out there,
1138
01:17:46.745 --> 01:17:49.081
come to San Francisco and pimp and pander
1139
01:17:49.081 --> 01:17:49.665
your people, because it’s not a crime.
1140
01:17:49.873 --> 01:17:51.041
Yes on H!
1141
01:17:51.041 --> 01:17:53.585
There's no way that we're leaving.
I don’t understand who...
1142
01:17:53.585 --> 01:17:54.711
...They wanna distract us.
1143
01:17:54.711 --> 01:17:55.712
They wanna slow us down.
1144
01:17:56.088 --> 01:17:59.257
They want to exploit tragedies,
to undermine racial justice.
1145
01:17:59.549 --> 01:18:01.968
They wanna make sure that my
time in office is not spent
1146
01:18:02.135 --> 01:18:05.222
following through on the promises
I made the voters of San Francisco
1147
01:18:05.263 --> 01:18:08.934
implementing policies that can
actually make safer communities.
1148
01:18:08.934 --> 01:18:10.519
I refuse to be distracted.
1149
01:18:17.317 --> 01:18:20.946
We've tried every strategy with
every governor that we can think of,
1150
01:18:20.946 --> 01:18:23.240
and that's what organizing is.
1151
01:18:23.240 --> 01:18:28.286
You kind of put yourself at the desk
of the person you're trying to reach.
1152
01:18:28.286 --> 01:18:30.580
Dear Governor Patterson. Dear
Governor Cuomo, my father, my father,
1153
01:18:30.580 --> 01:18:33.709
David Gilbert, David Gilbert was
arrested almost 29 years ago,
1154
01:18:33.709 --> 01:18:36.420
was arrested almost 39 years ago.
1155
01:18:39.715 --> 01:18:42.134
We had letters of support from all over the world,
1156
01:18:42.134 --> 01:18:44.761
including numerous Nobel Peace Prize Laureates,
1157
01:18:44.761 --> 01:18:46.346
other Nobel Laureates.
1158
01:18:46.346 --> 01:18:49.891
We had a letter of support from Archbishop Desmond Tutu,
1159
01:18:49.891 --> 01:18:53.228
the letters from people who
were previously incarcerated with him,
1160
01:18:53.228 --> 01:18:57.941
who talked about his mentorship that helped them
avoid violence and gang activity in prison.
1161
01:18:58.525 --> 01:19:00.444
There were moments when we thought, oh,
1162
01:19:00.444 --> 01:19:02.070
we got a letter to the governor's office,
1163
01:19:02.070 --> 01:19:05.574
and we think there are people there
listening. And then, you know,
1164
01:19:05.574 --> 01:19:08.744
commutation season would come and
go, and everybody would say, oh,
1165
01:19:08.744 --> 01:19:10.495
it didn't happen. And then it felt like,
1166
01:19:10.495 --> 01:19:11.246
of course it didn't happen.
1167
01:19:11.246 --> 01:19:14.040
It was always such a long shot.
1168
01:19:14.040 --> 01:19:17.586
I think Chesa convinced himself each
time that there was a chance, and then it
1169
01:19:17.586 --> 01:19:21.173
didn't happen. And so it was
a, it was a brutal letdown.
1170
01:19:22.257 --> 01:19:27.053
Pretty much all kids want to be able
to find ways to return the love and
1171
01:19:27.053 --> 01:19:31.683
support they've received from those
who brought them into the world.
1172
01:19:32.559 --> 01:19:36.021
Incarceration makes it
uniquely difficult to do that.
1173
01:19:36.480 --> 01:19:42.068
Forty years is enough. How many more
pounds of flesh can you take outta this person?
1174
01:19:42.068 --> 01:19:45.447
You know, you look at a life
sentence with no possibility of parole,
1175
01:19:45.447 --> 01:19:47.616
three 75-year sentences.
1176
01:19:47.616 --> 01:19:50.786
And to me that doesn't sound
like there's wiggle room.
1177
01:19:50.786 --> 01:19:55.248
It sounds like there's that, that
you're looking at dying in prison.
1178
01:19:55.248 --> 01:19:59.878
I'm 44 now. I was four years old when
David went to prison. Instead of
1179
01:19:59.878 --> 01:20:02.297
serving what is really a death sentence,
1180
01:20:02.297 --> 01:20:04.925
give them a chance to be
considered for freedom.
1181
01:20:04.925 --> 01:20:07.761
So, you're trying to work both
on a broader level of change,
1182
01:20:07.761 --> 01:20:11.431
and then you're trying to work on “who is
this person”, and this person being able
1183
01:20:11.431 --> 01:20:13.391
to define himself, which
is what David's been doing.
1184
01:20:13.683 --> 01:20:16.978
But we're not saying that other
people don't deserve to get out.
1185
01:20:16.978 --> 01:20:19.272
We’re trying to change the whole system.
1186
01:20:20.398 --> 01:20:24.778
Dad is one of the kindest, gentlest people I have ever met.
1187
01:20:24.778 --> 01:20:28.532
I know that granting my father
clemency will not be easy.
1188
01:20:29.282 --> 01:20:32.118
Four decades is enough punishment.
1189
01:20:32.869 --> 01:20:35.997
I beg you not to make me
watch my father die in prison.
1190
01:22:01.374 --> 01:22:03.543
We're not dealing with
a grassroots movement.
1191
01:22:03.543 --> 01:22:06.796
We're dealing with a small
number of wealthy individuals,
1192
01:22:06.796 --> 01:22:10.091
many of whom are national
Republican major donors,
1193
01:22:10.091 --> 01:22:13.637
folks who have financial interests in
the real estate industry, and the gig
1194
01:22:13.637 --> 01:22:18.934
economy, and gentrification so that
their investments can go up in value.
1195
01:22:24.856 --> 01:22:29.069
This is a man who gave
Mitch McConnell six million dollars.
1196
01:22:29.778 --> 01:22:33.281
These are challenging times for
San Francisco's district attorney.
1197
01:22:34.616 --> 01:22:39.162
Those with money and power have realized
that they can create elections off cycle.
1198
01:22:39.162 --> 01:22:42.791
They don't need to wait four years, the
way the democratic process is supposed to require.
1199
01:22:42.791 --> 01:22:45.043
They can buy new elections.
1200
01:22:45.585 --> 01:22:49.047
I know you gotta get your money, but
you can't be over here doing this.
1201
01:22:49.422 --> 01:22:50.382
I do it everywhere.
1202
01:22:50.924 --> 01:22:52.467
Recall Chesa Boudin.
1203
01:22:52.467 --> 01:22:57.013
They have invested insane, exorbitant
amounts of money to just spread
1204
01:22:57.013 --> 01:23:00.600
bald-faced lies through television
ads, through newspaper ads.
1205
01:23:00.600 --> 01:23:06.064
So much money put in to blamin’
anything on Chesa Boudin, you know.
1206
01:23:06.481 --> 01:23:09.901
I forgot my bigger coat
at home. It's his fault.
1207
01:23:15.407 --> 01:23:20.286
This is home. And like, I'm gonna
like fight tooth and nail for my home.
1208
01:23:22.580 --> 01:23:25.750
For Chesa Boudin, the polls
don't look good.
1209
01:23:26.292 --> 01:23:28.837
So, I’m gonna go vote right now.
1210
01:23:43.435 --> 01:23:47.480
As I was walking back from a
visit Monday, and a guy who is
1211
01:23:47.480 --> 01:23:50.608
a friend of mine was in the hallway
with me, and he's saying, well,
1212
01:23:50.608 --> 01:23:54.529
this is Cuomo's last day. Maybe
there'll be some good news for you.
1213
01:23:54.529 --> 01:23:57.365
Maybe he'll do the right thing
on the way out the door. I said,
1214
01:23:57.365 --> 01:24:02.078
I appreciate your wishful thinking,
but there's not a chance.
1215
01:24:02.078 --> 01:24:06.624
We were counting the hours. We were saying,
well, we have four more hours. Well,
1216
01:24:06.624 --> 01:24:09.836
we have three more hours. You know, it's
like, well, we still have more hours.
1217
01:24:09.836 --> 01:24:12.839
When I went to work on my computer,
I loaded up the governor's, uh,
1218
01:24:12.839 --> 01:24:17.761
press website, because they
announce the commutations there.
1219
01:24:17.761 --> 01:24:22.724
And I was just hitting refresh somewhat
obsessively to see if there was a new
1220
01:24:22.724 --> 01:24:25.977
press release. And every once in a
while there was a new press release,
1221
01:24:25.977 --> 01:24:27.645
but they had to do with
1222
01:24:27.645 --> 01:24:32.525
his farewell speech or the updates
on the hurricane, or updates on,
1223
01:24:32.525 --> 01:24:36.821
uh, you know, Covid. And there was
nothing on the commutation.
1224
01:24:36.821 --> 01:24:38.782
I got an email or a text
from the lawyer saying,
1225
01:24:38.782 --> 01:24:40.575
there's something odd
happening here right now.
1226
01:24:40.575 --> 01:24:43.369
And then 30 seconds later I get
a phone call, and I just break,
1227
01:24:43.369 --> 01:24:48.625
I break down. Then called Chesa, and
1228
01:24:49.209 --> 01:24:53.338
he didn't answer, but I just texted and
said, David’s sentence was just commuted.
1229
01:24:53.338 --> 01:24:54.756
Call me immediately.
1230
01:24:54.756 --> 01:24:58.093
I ran to where Valerie was
working, uh, and I was yelling.
1231
01:24:58.093 --> 01:25:02.055
We fell into each other's arms and,
and then called Kathy.
1232
01:25:02.514 --> 01:25:06.101
And Kathy, by that point, I think
was maybe in the second stage of celebration.
1233
01:25:06.101 --> 01:25:07.519
Almost simultaneously,
David calls me.
1234
01:25:07.519 --> 01:25:10.563
Having no idea that anything
had happened. Exciting! I’m gonna...
1235
01:25:10.563 --> 01:25:13.066
...you’re gonna get out, David, you're
gonna get out, it’s just happened.
1236
01:25:13.066 --> 01:25:16.319
He's commuted your sentence.
I was sobbing. I couldn't...
1237
01:25:17.362 --> 01:25:21.741
I got a, uh, call from my dad,
and he was, you know, in tears.
1238
01:25:21.741 --> 01:25:23.785
That was October 26th.
1239
01:25:23.785 --> 01:25:28.039
I think the parole
hearing was like the 20th,
1240
01:25:28.039 --> 01:25:31.501
20th or 21st. I should
remember the date, but–
1241
01:25:31.501 --> 01:25:35.922
Seventy-six-year-old David Gilbert will be
released from a correctional facility.
1242
01:25:39.759 --> 01:25:44.973
These officers with vests
on and guns and, and, you know,
1243
01:25:44.973 --> 01:25:47.100
I don't know what they thought, that I
1244
01:25:47.100 --> 01:25:50.145
would try to run away when I'm being paroled.
1245
01:25:50.145 --> 01:25:52.856
So, we stayed in the lobby,
huddled up, and with,
1246
01:25:52.856 --> 01:25:54.941
with a bouquet of flowers in hand,
1247
01:25:54.941 --> 01:25:58.486
looking at every approaching car to
wonder if that was the one
1248
01:25:58.486 --> 01:26:00.864
that was gonna drop him off.
1249
01:26:02.073 --> 01:26:04.909
And we are entering New York City at rush hour,
1250
01:26:05.535 --> 01:26:08.413
and they have their own individual car.
1251
01:26:12.584 --> 01:26:18.214
A car that could be a Department of
Corrections or Division of Parole car.
1252
01:26:21.301 --> 01:26:24.721
And they're pouring greenhouse
gases into the atmosphere,
1253
01:26:25.597 --> 01:26:30.310
the irrationality of
capitalism and individualism.
1254
01:26:30.643 --> 01:26:32.353
There's a car there.
1255
01:26:33.688 --> 01:26:35.356
Pulled up on the curb.
1256
01:26:47.327 --> 01:26:51.831
And I said, can I go embrace
them? And he said, yeah.
1257
01:26:51.831 --> 01:26:57.337
At that point I was no longer a
prisoner. I was a parolee.
1258
01:27:34.123 --> 01:27:36.542
He didn't expect to come home and,
1259
01:27:36.542 --> 01:27:39.796
and have my mother's health
take such a precipitous decline.
1260
01:27:45.593 --> 01:27:50.515
We had a week of joyous grand-parenting
together, and I told Kathy that
1261
01:27:50.515 --> 01:27:55.520
her golden smile was passed on
to Aiden and continues with him.
1262
01:28:01.484 --> 01:28:07.073
We, uh, hoped to make it past the recall,
so that Chesa wouldn't have to deal...
1263
01:28:07.073 --> 01:28:11.327
She wasn't able to speak anymore.
I don't know what she could hear,
1264
01:28:11.327 --> 01:28:16.791
but I got in bed next to
her and said, hold on.
1265
01:28:16.791 --> 01:28:19.794
Chesa’s coming.
1266
01:28:22.839 --> 01:28:26.592
The longtime prison activist
and educator, Kathy Boudin,
1267
01:28:26.592 --> 01:28:29.762
who died at the age of 78, May 1st.
1268
01:28:29.762 --> 01:28:32.807
Kathy Boudin was a former member
of the Weather Underground,
1269
01:28:32.807 --> 01:28:36.394
served 22 years in prison.
After her release, uh,
1270
01:28:36.394 --> 01:28:41.816
Kathy Boudin co-founded the
Center for Justice at Columbia University.
1271
01:28:41.816 --> 01:28:43.484
He and I were able to be with her
1272
01:28:43.484 --> 01:28:45.361
at her bedside when she died,
1273
01:28:45.361 --> 01:28:50.283
listening to the same Nina Simone
album that they listened to
1274
01:28:50.283 --> 01:28:53.161
when she brought me into the world.
1275
01:28:53.161 --> 01:28:56.664
Kathy's dead, but fire doesn't die.
1276
01:28:56.664 --> 01:29:02.837
Light, and heat, and love, and
desire go on and on, and so does she.
1277
01:29:02.837 --> 01:29:05.923
Rest in power. Sister, comrade.
1278
01:29:18.561 --> 01:29:23.483
I loved my mom. If, um,
1279
01:29:24.359 --> 01:29:28.863
if she were here, she'd be, she'd be watching
1280
01:29:30.031 --> 01:29:32.158
your show. Um,
1281
01:29:32.867 --> 01:29:35.787
she loved watching.
1282
01:29:35.787 --> 01:29:37.622
She loved watching your show.
1283
01:29:37.622 --> 01:29:42.293
She was fighting cancer for seven
years, and she lived long enough
1284
01:29:42.293 --> 01:29:47.340
to welcome my son home from
the hospital when he was born.
1285
01:29:47.340 --> 01:29:51.302
She, she lived long enough to welcome
my father home after 40 years in prison.
1286
01:29:51.302 --> 01:29:53.137
And we miss her.
1287
01:30:04.107 --> 01:30:08.861
And everybody said it had a way
of making everybody feel like
1288
01:30:08.861 --> 01:30:12.949
they are family. She didn't just
build movements, she built families.
1289
01:30:13.282 --> 01:30:15.243
Kathy Boudin,
1290
01:30:15.243 --> 01:30:20.123
a sister in the fight for
justice to so many of us
1291
01:30:20.123 --> 01:30:24.419
gathered here today, an
extraordinarily passionate woman.
1292
01:30:24.877 --> 01:30:28.339
Kathy taught us how
important community is.
1293
01:30:33.469 --> 01:30:39.475
She gave us the courage and capacity
to realize we could reinvent ourselves,
1294
01:30:39.475 --> 01:30:43.020
and make amends in meaningful ways.
1295
01:30:43.020 --> 01:30:46.732
If only there were a place where the
living and the dead could meet, to tell
1296
01:30:46.732 --> 01:30:50.862
their tales, to weep,
I would reach for you,
1297
01:30:50.862 --> 01:30:53.281
not so that you could forgive me,
1298
01:30:53.281 --> 01:30:57.952
but so that you could know that I
have no pride for what I have done,
1299
01:30:57.952 --> 01:31:01.998
only the wisdom and
regret that came too late.
1300
01:31:02.331 --> 01:31:07.420
And her legacy will live on through
the work that so many of us are doing.
1301
01:31:07.420 --> 01:31:11.591
Rest in power. My sister
Kathy, I love you.
1302
01:31:13.509 --> 01:31:18.431
We all have a way to contribute to
reimagining what a system of justice would look like.
1303
01:31:23.936 --> 01:31:27.273
We do begin with the race drawing
national attention tonight,
1304
01:31:27.273 --> 01:31:31.027
San Francisco District Attorney Chesa Boudin is out.
1305
01:31:31.027 --> 01:31:32.195
I know you're excited.
1306
01:31:32.195 --> 01:31:35.615
Finally, S.F. voters had enough and
disposed of their hard left DA
1307
01:31:35.615 --> 01:31:38.618
like a used condom in
the Tenderloin District.
1308
01:31:52.548 --> 01:31:55.218
We have two systems of justice.
1309
01:31:55.218 --> 01:31:57.428
We have one for the wealthy and the well connected,
1310
01:31:57.428 --> 01:31:59.514
and a different one for everybody else.
1311
01:31:59.514 --> 01:32:03.059
And that's exactly what we are fighting to change.
1312
01:32:03.059 --> 01:32:07.980
We are just getting started, because
we knew that fixing a system that has
1313
01:32:07.980 --> 01:32:11.609
failed us, not just for
decades, but for generations,
1314
01:32:11.609 --> 01:32:16.447
was not the work of one year,
or one term, of one man or woman,
1315
01:32:16.447 --> 01:32:18.032
or one office.
1316
01:32:18.032 --> 01:32:19.659
It is work that requires
1317
01:32:19.659 --> 01:32:22.495
a sustained social movement.
1318
01:32:22.495 --> 01:32:26.958
The movement is alive and well from
coast to coast, from north to south.
1319
01:32:26.958 --> 01:32:30.461
This is a movement, not
a moment in history.
1320
01:32:36.259 --> 01:32:37.301
For decades,
1321
01:32:37.301 --> 01:32:39.470
we've had a criminal justice system that
1322
01:32:39.470 --> 01:32:42.139
has devastated Black and Brown community.
1323
01:32:43.391 --> 01:32:44.850
When we invest in those communities,
1324
01:32:44.850 --> 01:32:46.644
then we can dramatically
1325
01:32:46.644 --> 01:32:47.520
reduce the amount of
1326
01:32:47.520 --> 01:32:49.105
people that we incarcerate.
1327
01:32:49.105 --> 01:32:50.439
The collateral damage of locking
1328
01:32:50.439 --> 01:32:53.109
so many people up is enormous.
1329
01:32:53.734 --> 01:32:57.488
We can't keep doing the same old
thing and expect different results.
1330
01:32:58.531 --> 01:33:00.241
We can talk about it all we want,
1331
01:33:00.241 --> 01:33:00.992
but until you're willing
1332
01:33:00.992 --> 01:33:02.577
to lay something down,
1333
01:33:02.577 --> 01:33:04.203
nothing's gonna change.
1334
01:33:04.203 --> 01:33:06.038
Black lives matter!
1335
01:33:06.455 --> 01:33:08.374
We've made a movement happen.
1336
01:33:08.374 --> 01:33:09.250
...Don’t shoot!
1337
01:33:09.417 --> 01:33:10.334
This movement,
1338
01:33:10.334 --> 01:33:11.502
this new wave
1339
01:33:11.502 --> 01:33:12.628
of prosecutors and
1340
01:33:12.628 --> 01:33:14.463
reform-minded leaders,
1341
01:33:14.463 --> 01:33:15.631
is here to stay.
1342
01:33:17.675 --> 01:33:18.843
We have to do the work
1343
01:33:18.843 --> 01:33:21.762
to hold those in office accountable.
1344
01:33:22.430 --> 01:33:23.389
How do you make sure that whoever you
1345
01:33:23.389 --> 01:33:26.809
elected stays true to what they promised?
1346
01:33:27.268 --> 01:33:31.397
You have a lot more power than you know.
1347
01:33:32.523 --> 01:33:34.817
Everybody has a role to play.
1348
01:33:34.984 --> 01:33:37.445
Reform bail, reform bail, reform bail!
1349
01:33:37.445 --> 01:33:39.572
It's a battle between those who believe
1350
01:33:39.572 --> 01:33:41.616
America should be inclusive, diverse,
1351
01:33:41.616 --> 01:33:43.909
and equal for all, and those who don't.
1352
01:33:43.909 --> 01:33:45.328
We're on the right side of history,
1353
01:33:45.328 --> 01:33:46.412
but we have to fight.
1354
01:33:46.412 --> 01:33:48.748
Black lives matter! Black lives matter!
1355
01:33:48.748 --> 01:33:51.709
We believe in care and not cages,
1356
01:33:51.709 --> 01:33:54.253
people and not prisons,
1357
01:33:54.253 --> 01:33:56.714
jobs and not jails.
1358
01:33:57.340 --> 01:33:59.759
I wanna make sure that my kids
1359
01:33:59.759 --> 01:34:02.678
and everyone around has a more fair system
1360
01:34:02.678 --> 01:34:04.305
when they grow up.
1361
01:34:06.349 --> 01:34:09.018
We can break the multi-generational
1362
01:34:09.018 --> 01:34:12.021
cycles of violence, trauma, and arrest
1363
01:34:12.021 --> 01:34:14.065
that has led America to incarcerate
1364
01:34:14.065 --> 01:34:16.692
more people than any other nation.
1365
01:34:17.193 --> 01:34:20.571
The whole world is watching!
The whole world is watching!
1366
01:34:20.571 --> 01:34:22.114
This is our time.
1367
01:34:22.114 --> 01:34:24.116
In the streets, in the state legislatures,
1368
01:34:24.116 --> 01:34:26.452
in our Congress, at the ballot box.
1369
01:34:26.452 --> 01:34:28.579
And that's what this moment demands of us.
1370
01:34:28.579 --> 01:34:30.539
Black lives matter!
1371
01:34:31.999 --> 01:34:34.502
It's time for a new America.
1372
01:34:34.502 --> 01:34:35.670
That's what we're marching for.
1373
01:34:35.670 --> 01:34:37.588
That's what we're uprising for.
1374
01:34:40.675 --> 01:34:43.177
The power of the people is greater than
the people in power.
1375
01:34:43.177 --> 01:34:45.596
When do we want it? Now!
1376
01:34:45.596 --> 01:34:47.723
I'm gonna be an activist
for the rest of my life.
1377
01:34:47.723 --> 01:34:49.225
And now is not the time
1378
01:34:49.225 --> 01:34:51.310
to feel like, okay, our work is done.
1379
01:34:51.310 --> 01:34:53.896
Now is the time we go big.
1380
01:34:53.896 --> 01:34:54.563
When you come after them,
1381
01:34:54.563 --> 01:34:56.941
they’re gonna come after you.
1382
01:34:56.941 --> 01:34:58.776
You’ve gotta continue to build community.
1383
01:34:58.776 --> 01:35:01.445
You've gotta continue the
public education work.
1384
01:35:01.445 --> 01:35:04.657
And you've gotta be principled,
no matter what they throw at you.