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[crackling]

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[bird squawks softly]

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-[film popping]
-[projector clicking, whirring]

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[faint, dull rumbling]

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[soft clattering]

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[one faint, echoing drum beat]

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[slightly louder drum beat]

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[slightly louder drum beat]

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[slightly louder drum beat]

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[filmmaker] When I was young, I had
this dream that would repeat itself.

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I was lost in an open field

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and from a distance I would see
a figure standing there.

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She had long black hair
and I knew that hair.

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That was my mother's hair.

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I would run to her screaming, "Mama!"

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And as she'd turn around,

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I'd see a frightening face.

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It wasn't her face.

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It wasn't her.

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The dream would repeat itself,

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and time after time,
my call out to her became fainter,

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as I would remember the face

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and I knew what was to come.

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[loud, ominous drum beat echoes]

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Mama!

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Mama!

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[ominous drum beat echoes]

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[ominous drum beat echoes]

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[filmmaker in Arabic]

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Hmm?

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[rustling]

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[paper rustling]

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[filmmaker]

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[sighs softly]

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[filmmaker]

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[filmmaker]

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[filmmaker]

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[filmmaker]

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[applause]

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[soft, dramatic music playing]

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[man 1 in French]

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[man 2 in French]

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[man 1]

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[dramatic music continues]

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[footsteps]

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[reading the Quran aloud]

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[indistinct chatter nearby]

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[birds chirping]

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[loud crack]

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[chatter continues]

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[clattering]

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Dakkou!

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Dakkou!

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[filmmaker]

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[birds chirping]

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Ah.

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[water pattering softly]

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[child shouts indistinctly]

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[indistinct chatter nearby]

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[gentle music playing]

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[door opens]

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[keys jingling]

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[in English] Now, we moved
from policy sciences to public policy.

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And this is his famous,
famous definition of what policy is.

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He said policy is who gets what.

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That's what policy is.

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Who gets what!

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And I add to it usually,
who gets what when and why.

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...because the log was an analysis.

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[continues indistinctly]

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[gentle, dramatic music playing]

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[roar of wind and crashing waves]

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[singing indistinctly]

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[Hiba in Arabic]

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[filmmaker]

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[in English]

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-[waves crashing]
-[wind blowing]

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[Hiba in Arabic]

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[cell phone ringtone playing]

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[muffled response on phone]

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[Hiba]

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[man on phone continues indistinctly]

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[Hiba softly exclaims]

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[Hiba]

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-[traffic humming, honking]
-[wings flapping softly]

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[filmmaker]

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[Hiba]

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[fluttering softly]

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[Hiba]

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[door closes]

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[beep]

00:14:50.474 --> 00:14:52.559
[filmmaker]

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[indistinct chatter nearby]

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[Hiba]

00:15:06.156 --> 00:15:07.616
[woman]

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[Hiba]

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[in English]

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[woman singing in Arabic]

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-[upbeat music playing]
-[clapping rhythmically]

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[gentle, dramatic music playing]

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[Hiba in Arabic]

00:17:05.067 --> 00:17:07.945
[gentle, dramatic music playing]

00:17:17.412 --> 00:17:18.997
[music fades out]

00:17:19.081 --> 00:17:20.374
[echoing slam]

00:17:22.626 --> 00:17:24.586
[keys jangling]

00:17:26.630 --> 00:17:28.340
[Hiba]

00:17:34.972 --> 00:17:36.765
[Jude]

00:17:47.693 --> 00:17:49.152
[Jude]

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[Jude]

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[Jude]

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[in English] She looks so beautiful.

00:18:27.482 --> 00:18:31.028
[in Arabic]

00:18:31.111 --> 00:18:33.113
[ominous, echoing drum beat]

00:18:33.197 --> 00:18:35.574
[Jude]

00:18:44.082 --> 00:18:45.334
[Hiba]

00:18:46.502 --> 00:18:48.420
[Jude]

00:18:59.139 --> 00:19:00.933
[Jude]

00:19:16.031 --> 00:19:17.824
[Jude]

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[ominous, echoing drum beat]

00:19:43.767 --> 00:19:44.601
[echoing drum beat]

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[Jude in English] What do you feel?

00:19:47.020 --> 00:19:49.356
[Hiba in Arabic]

00:19:50.148 --> 00:19:51.775
[Jude] Are you worried about
what I'm gonna ask?

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[Hiba] No.

00:19:54.736 --> 00:19:56.613
No, I want to give you what you want.

00:19:57.114 --> 00:19:59.032
[Jude] Is it what I want
or is it what you want?

00:20:00.534 --> 00:20:02.744
[Hiba] I mean, I wouldn't have done this

00:20:02.828 --> 00:20:06.039
if I didn't believe that what you want
is what I want too.

00:20:08.417 --> 00:20:09.877
[two drum beats echoing]

00:20:09.960 --> 00:20:12.671
[grandmother in Arabic]

00:20:17.342 --> 00:20:19.845
[Hiba]

00:20:36.278 --> 00:20:37.988
[Hiba]

00:20:47.956 --> 00:20:49.625
[two ominous drum beats echoing]

00:20:54.338 --> 00:20:56.381
[grandmother]

00:21:06.600 --> 00:21:07.434
[Hiba]

00:21:09.811 --> 00:21:11.021
[in English] ...she was huge!

00:21:12.147 --> 00:21:15.526
[in Arabic]

00:21:15.609 --> 00:21:18.779
[in English] Wow!
Like, she blows you away.

00:21:19.613 --> 00:21:21.156
You know, her confidence.

00:21:21.240 --> 00:21:22.574
[in Arabic]

00:21:43.178 --> 00:21:48.600
[in English] And it's like she lives
in you, with you, and you live for her.

00:21:48.684 --> 00:21:51.103
[ominous drumming playing]

00:21:51.728 --> 00:21:54.106
[in Arabic]

00:21:56.483 --> 00:21:59.486
[in English]

00:22:01.029 --> 00:22:02.364
[birds chirping]

00:22:02.447 --> 00:22:04.867
[children in Arabic]

00:22:20.090 --> 00:22:22.176
[chatter continues indistinctly]

00:22:38.775 --> 00:22:39.985
[clattering in jar]

00:22:50.913 --> 00:22:53.081
[Jude]

00:22:53.707 --> 00:22:55.042
[chuckles]

00:23:18.524 --> 00:23:20.359
[Jude]

00:23:20.901 --> 00:23:23.070
[Teta]

00:23:31.703 --> 00:23:33.539
[Jude]

00:23:33.622 --> 00:23:36.083
[Teta]

00:23:47.344 --> 00:23:49.680
[Jude]

00:23:52.850 --> 00:23:54.643
[Hiba]

00:24:02.985 --> 00:24:05.070
[Jude]

00:24:25.340 --> 00:24:27.926
[rustling]

00:24:29.178 --> 00:24:31.346
[no audible dialogue]

00:24:35.225 --> 00:24:37.853
[Hiba]

00:25:17.351 --> 00:25:19.353
[father]

00:25:26.985 --> 00:25:29.071
[father]

00:25:33.742 --> 00:25:34.910
[in English] No, I think...

00:25:34.993 --> 00:25:36.245
I think, um...

00:25:37.162 --> 00:25:38.372
[in Arabic]

00:25:42.668 --> 00:25:43.585
[in English] Um...

00:25:48.215 --> 00:25:51.802
[in Arabic]

00:25:58.559 --> 00:26:03.689
[father]

00:26:03.772 --> 00:26:04.773
[in English] No. No, no, no.

00:26:04.857 --> 00:26:08.861
I don't have a guilt feeling 'cause
I don't have a grudge toward her at all.

00:26:08.944 --> 00:26:12.906
[in Arabic]

00:26:42.936 --> 00:26:45.022
[rustling]

00:27:03.957 --> 00:27:06.126
-[insects chirring]
-[car horns honking]

00:27:15.010 --> 00:27:17.971
[leaves rustling in breeze]

00:27:36.865 --> 00:27:40.035
[indistinct chatter nearby]

00:27:46.333 --> 00:27:48.418
[in English] My poems. [chuckles]

00:27:48.502 --> 00:27:50.796
-Look, I was so young.
-This is not written by hand?

00:27:50.879 --> 00:27:52.714
This is... Oh my God,
you're like a typewriter.

00:27:52.798 --> 00:27:54.716
-Yeah. Look at this.
-It's amazing.

00:27:54.800 --> 00:27:56.301
It's like, um...

00:27:56.385 --> 00:27:58.887
-There is a date somewhere.
-1980s? Amazing.

00:27:58.971 --> 00:28:00.055
[chuckles]

00:28:00.138 --> 00:28:01.723
I had to dig it up to find it.

00:28:01.807 --> 00:28:03.225
-Super cool.
-I used to write a lot.

00:28:03.308 --> 00:28:04.393
You used to write so much.

00:28:05.936 --> 00:28:07.896
Yeah. I have, like, other books.

00:28:07.980 --> 00:28:09.648
[applause]

00:28:09.731 --> 00:28:11.942
I'm just going to start the night
by asking

00:28:12.025 --> 00:28:13.777
if there are going to be
any open mic'ers,

00:28:13.861 --> 00:28:15.988
anyone who's going to come up
and share their poetry,

00:28:16.071 --> 00:28:18.490
so we can know how
to go about this night.

00:28:18.991 --> 00:28:22.369
I know I am sharing probably
one or two or three or four.

00:28:23.203 --> 00:28:24.997
You too? Okay. Anyone else?

00:28:28.375 --> 00:28:30.878
If you want!
Who heard me before?

00:28:30.961 --> 00:28:33.505
[in Arabic]

00:28:33.589 --> 00:28:35.966
[in English] Okay. All right. So...

00:28:38.844 --> 00:28:43.682
I wrote it long time ago to someone
who had a very strong effect,

00:28:43.765 --> 00:28:45.434
an impact in my life.

00:28:45.976 --> 00:28:46.810
Um...

00:28:47.728 --> 00:28:49.980
[in Arabic]

00:28:55.777 --> 00:28:58.906
[Jude]

00:29:03.869 --> 00:29:05.329
[Jude]

00:29:05.412 --> 00:29:07.664
[in English] I know, I know.
He was fascinated.

00:29:08.624 --> 00:29:10.000
Fascinated.

00:29:10.709 --> 00:29:15.756
[in Arabic]

00:29:38.654 --> 00:29:40.155
[in English] It's not like...

00:29:40.239 --> 00:29:41.698
I don't believe in these
things too much.

00:29:41.782 --> 00:29:44.117
But it was interesting.

00:29:53.669 --> 00:29:54.586
[intercom beeping]

00:29:58.048 --> 00:29:59.174
Hm?

00:30:04.388 --> 00:30:06.014
-Mm.
-Hm?

00:30:13.814 --> 00:30:15.983
[indistinct murmuring]

00:30:19.987 --> 00:30:21.280
Hi!

00:30:21.363 --> 00:30:23.115
[bright, dramatic music playing]

00:30:23.198 --> 00:30:24.867
[father in English]

00:30:29.204 --> 00:30:32.040
[indistinct chatter]

00:30:33.959 --> 00:30:35.419
Cheese!

00:30:38.005 --> 00:30:40.257
Popoowe! [giggling]

00:30:42.176 --> 00:30:43.302
[father] Not in here!

00:30:44.928 --> 00:30:48.015
[bright, dramatic music continues]

00:30:50.267 --> 00:30:52.895
[Jude shouting, shrieking]

00:30:59.651 --> 00:31:02.362
My name is Jude
and I'm an American Muslim.

00:31:02.863 --> 00:31:05.073
My family is from Lebanon.

00:31:05.157 --> 00:31:07.367
Last month,
Muslims all over the world

00:31:07.451 --> 00:31:11.038
celebrated the end of a month
of fasting we call Ramadan.

00:31:11.622 --> 00:31:14.499
The end of Ramadan
is marked by the holiday Eid.

00:31:15.292 --> 00:31:19.046
This is a time of celebration,
so come celebrate Eid with us.

00:31:20.547 --> 00:31:22.424
[applause]

00:31:22.508 --> 00:31:25.093
[presenter] ...you've fallen
into a pit of snakes!

00:31:25.177 --> 00:31:27.387
-[shrieking]
-[laughter]

00:31:28.555 --> 00:31:30.307
-[whistling]
-[applause]

00:31:30.390 --> 00:31:31.934
There they go!

00:31:32.017 --> 00:31:33.977
One, two, three, four!

00:31:34.478 --> 00:31:37.689
Yo, yo, yo! Daddy's in the house.

00:31:37.773 --> 00:31:40.275
♪ Hey daddy, it's your birthday ♪

00:31:40.359 --> 00:31:42.402
♪ We're gonna party
like it's your birthday ♪

00:31:42.486 --> 00:31:44.821
[applause]

00:31:46.114 --> 00:31:48.492
Hiba Mohamad Khodr!

00:31:48.575 --> 00:31:50.953
[applause, cheering]

00:31:53.330 --> 00:31:55.541
This concludes
the degree presentations

00:31:55.624 --> 00:31:58.252
for the college of
Continuing Education.

00:31:58.335 --> 00:31:59.753
[applause, cheering]

00:31:59.837 --> 00:32:02.005
[bright music intensifies]

00:32:13.517 --> 00:32:15.936
[indistinct chatter]

00:32:18.981 --> 00:32:20.190
[in Arabic]

00:32:20.274 --> 00:32:22.234
[father]

00:32:25.237 --> 00:32:27.114
-[in English] Hi, Jude!
-I can't even see your head.

00:32:27.197 --> 00:32:29.199
Hey, Jude. Hi, Jude!

00:32:29.908 --> 00:32:31.743
[Jude] You wanna see yourself, Mom?

00:32:36.331 --> 00:32:38.542
See you later, Judo!

00:32:38.625 --> 00:32:40.544
Wait, I can't see myself.

00:32:41.044 --> 00:32:42.212
Okay, bye-bye.

00:32:47.301 --> 00:32:50.596
Mama, do you remember the God
you told me about?

00:33:02.149 --> 00:33:03.942
[music fades out]

00:33:22.002 --> 00:33:23.629
Can you start from the beginning?

00:33:26.256 --> 00:33:28.217
[Hiba in Arabic]

00:33:35.057 --> 00:33:36.808
[Jude]

00:33:43.565 --> 00:33:45.442
[ominous, echoing drum beat]

00:33:47.194 --> 00:33:50.113
[Hiba]

00:33:55.827 --> 00:33:57.829
[ominous, echoing drum beat]

00:33:57.913 --> 00:33:59.289
[Hiba]

00:34:14.346 --> 00:34:18.976
[in English]

00:34:19.518 --> 00:34:21.603
[in Arabic]

00:34:34.867 --> 00:34:36.869
[ominous, echoing drum beats]

00:34:36.952 --> 00:34:39.288
[Jude]

00:34:41.540 --> 00:34:45.669
[Hiba]

00:35:07.649 --> 00:35:08.692
[ominous drumming]

00:35:20.329 --> 00:35:21.622
[Jude]

00:35:23.248 --> 00:35:25.334
[Hiba]

00:35:30.297 --> 00:35:32.466
[Jude]

00:36:02.371 --> 00:36:03.330
[Jude]

00:37:39.885 --> 00:37:42.846
[in English, then Arabic]

00:37:44.973 --> 00:37:47.518
[Jude in English]

00:37:48.352 --> 00:37:51.730
[in Arabic]

00:38:02.241 --> 00:38:04.159
[indistinct chatter]

00:38:21.844 --> 00:38:22.761
Dakkou!

00:38:25.597 --> 00:38:26.765
Ayna!

00:38:47.035 --> 00:38:49.121
-[chatter continues]
-[laughter]

00:38:50.914 --> 00:38:53.792
[Jude]

00:38:58.714 --> 00:39:01.425
[Teta]

00:39:15.731 --> 00:39:18.358
[Hiba]

00:41:15.392 --> 00:41:17.978
-[ululating rapidly]
-[clapping rhythmically]

00:41:21.732 --> 00:41:24.860
-[traditional drumming]
-[ululations continue]

00:41:44.046 --> 00:41:47.257
[woman singing in Arabic]

00:42:03.315 --> 00:42:05.734
[ululations continue]

00:42:07.236 --> 00:42:09.112
[singing continues]

00:42:13.158 --> 00:42:15.619
[music and singing pick up pace]

00:42:28.924 --> 00:42:30.634
[Jude in English]
The veil to me is a gift to God

00:42:30.717 --> 00:42:32.886
because He deserves it 100%.

00:42:32.970 --> 00:42:36.473
My fellow sisters in Islam
discouraged me about putting on the hijab.

00:42:36.557 --> 00:42:39.935
People who are not even Muslim
wouldn't say anything like what they said.

00:42:40.018 --> 00:42:43.230
What kind of religion are we
if we don't have our sisters' backs?

00:42:43.313 --> 00:42:45.816
Muslims are supposed to be strong.

00:42:45.899 --> 00:42:47.734
How are we strong if we always say,

00:42:47.818 --> 00:42:49.570
"Oh, please don't let them know
I'm Muslim."

00:42:49.653 --> 00:42:51.738
No! Let them know I'm Muslim

00:42:51.822 --> 00:42:53.615
and let them know I'm proud of it!

00:42:54.491 --> 00:42:56.827
-[singing]
-[clapping rhythmically]

00:43:07.421 --> 00:43:10.007
[upbeat music playing]

00:43:24.771 --> 00:43:27.024
[cheering]

00:43:28.775 --> 00:43:31.653
[gentle, pensive music playing]

00:43:32.196 --> 00:43:33.864
[indistinct chatter]

00:43:35.991 --> 00:43:37.492
-[cheering]
-[applause]

00:43:37.576 --> 00:43:39.745
[shrill cheering]

00:43:49.379 --> 00:43:52.257
[indistinct singing]

00:44:11.652 --> 00:44:14.029
[gentle music continues]

00:45:01.535 --> 00:45:04.621
[Hiba in Arabic]

00:45:17.426 --> 00:45:18.552
[Jude]

00:45:21.763 --> 00:45:25.517
[in English]

00:45:34.026 --> 00:45:36.361
[in Arabic]

00:45:39.198 --> 00:45:41.783
[man singing praise in Arabic]

00:45:41.867 --> 00:45:44.411
[drum-heavy, Sufi Thikr playing]

00:46:02.137 --> 00:46:03.388
[sniffles]

00:46:28.121 --> 00:46:29.998
[music and singing end]

00:46:33.001 --> 00:46:35.295
[in English] Hey Google, what time is it?

00:46:37.506 --> 00:46:39.216
[female electronic voice] It's 7:40.

00:46:40.008 --> 00:46:41.760
[in Arabic]

00:46:48.600 --> 00:46:50.602
[Jude]

00:46:50.686 --> 00:46:51.645
Hm...

00:47:17.838 --> 00:47:21.842
[Jude]

00:47:42.446 --> 00:47:44.865
[Jude]

00:47:53.373 --> 00:47:56.084
[both laugh]

00:48:03.550 --> 00:48:05.427
[Jude]

00:48:12.476 --> 00:48:13.393
No.

00:48:13.477 --> 00:48:16.563
[in Arabic]

00:48:22.069 --> 00:48:23.862
[Jude in English]

00:48:23.946 --> 00:48:26.698
[in Arabic]

00:48:38.502 --> 00:48:40.420
[father splutters]

00:48:41.505 --> 00:48:44.883
[father]

00:48:44.967 --> 00:48:47.553
[Jude]

00:48:52.766 --> 00:48:53.976
[father]

00:48:59.356 --> 00:49:01.733
[Jude] I'm not disappointed, Dad.
I just wanted you to be honest.

00:49:01.817 --> 00:49:05.737
[in English, then Arabic]

00:49:16.999 --> 00:49:21.670
[Jude in English] You're not expressing
how you feel about them, about her.

00:49:41.940 --> 00:49:44.943
[in English]
And definitely I have feelings for her.

00:49:45.611 --> 00:49:48.238
[in Arabic]

00:50:03.420 --> 00:50:07.591
[Jude]

00:50:12.971 --> 00:50:14.181
[in English] No.

00:50:15.098 --> 00:50:16.642
-You don't know this?
-No.

00:50:17.643 --> 00:50:21.480
[in Arabic]

00:50:33.367 --> 00:50:37.412
[in English]

00:50:38.121 --> 00:50:40.290
[in Arabic]

00:51:24.251 --> 00:51:28.589
[Mohamad]

00:51:33.468 --> 00:51:34.845
[Mohamad]

00:51:46.899 --> 00:51:48.483
[sighing]

00:51:57.868 --> 00:52:01.371
[gentle, pensive music playing]

00:52:02.414 --> 00:52:04.374
[praying softly]

00:52:04.458 --> 00:52:08.504
[Hiba in English] So I wrote this poem.
I wrote it long time ago

00:52:08.587 --> 00:52:11.298
to someone who had
a very strong effect,

00:52:11.381 --> 00:52:12.841
an impact in my life.

00:52:13.509 --> 00:52:14.676
Um...

00:52:14.760 --> 00:52:17.888
[in Arabic]

00:53:43.932 --> 00:53:46.768
[applause]

00:53:48.061 --> 00:53:50.397
[father]

00:53:56.904 --> 00:53:59.990
[gentle, somber music playing]

00:54:04.870 --> 00:54:06.705
[Ziad]

00:54:11.126 --> 00:54:12.252
[in English] Bye!

00:54:16.340 --> 00:54:17.925
[music fades out, ends]

00:54:27.476 --> 00:54:30.437
[inhale, sigh]

00:54:32.105 --> 00:54:33.482
[in English]

00:54:35.817 --> 00:54:39.613
[Hiba in Arabic]

00:55:01.134 --> 00:55:03.846
[rattling softly]

00:55:07.683 --> 00:55:09.601
[vocalizes softly]

00:55:11.687 --> 00:55:13.981
[indistinct chatter]

00:55:16.900 --> 00:55:18.527
[clattering softly]

00:55:21.864 --> 00:55:24.658
-[chewing]
-[utensils scraping]

00:55:38.046 --> 00:55:40.632
[call to prayer playing
over loudspeaker]

00:55:51.435 --> 00:55:52.769
[Ziad clears his throat]

00:56:11.997 --> 00:56:14.333
[call to prayer continues]

00:56:40.234 --> 00:56:43.028
[Ziad continues reciting]

00:56:44.321 --> 00:56:46.114
[in English] It's so funny. [laughs]

00:56:48.367 --> 00:56:50.619
[laughing]

00:56:51.620 --> 00:56:53.872
[in Arabic]

00:57:12.641 --> 00:57:15.269
[continues reciting, laughs]

00:57:18.063 --> 00:57:21.900
-[laughing]
-[call continues]

00:57:23.402 --> 00:57:25.487
[mutters softly, laughs]

00:57:39.543 --> 00:57:41.962
[gentle, somber music playing]

00:57:46.717 --> 00:57:49.052
[clacking softly]

00:58:15.287 --> 00:58:17.998
[music fades out, ends]

00:58:21.001 --> 00:58:23.962
[indistinct chatter nearby]

00:58:24.671 --> 00:58:26.715
[dishes clinking softly]

00:59:25.524 --> 00:59:27.985
[in English] That's the point.
That's the only thing...

01:01:30.983 --> 01:01:32.526
[in English] Please. Please.

01:01:32.609 --> 01:01:33.819
[in Arabic]

01:01:41.076 --> 01:01:42.578
They have to be professional.

01:02:15.611 --> 01:02:17.946
[in English]
This is exactly what's gonna happen.

01:02:18.030 --> 01:02:20.908
No matter how beautiful
the movie's gonna be...

01:02:20.991 --> 01:02:24.119
[in Arabic]

01:03:06.787 --> 01:03:10.165
[soft, slowly intensifying
dramatic music plays]

01:03:43.407 --> 01:03:47.703
[Hiba]

01:03:51.039 --> 01:03:53.083
[indistinct dialogue in French]

01:03:53.166 --> 01:03:55.252
[Hiba]

01:04:21.570 --> 01:04:24.031
[dramatic music continues]

01:04:26.200 --> 01:04:28.452
[indistinct dialogue in French]

01:04:43.258 --> 01:04:46.220
[continues in French]

01:04:51.642 --> 01:04:54.645
[Hiba in Arabic]

01:05:18.544 --> 01:05:20.921
[indistinct dialogue in French]

01:05:25.926 --> 01:05:28.720
[Hiba in English] I think... my...

01:05:30.973 --> 01:05:33.392
The question that is very difficult...

01:05:34.142 --> 01:05:35.811
for me to even ask is...

01:05:36.770 --> 01:05:38.063
was this right?

01:05:44.778 --> 01:05:47.322
[reading aloud in Arabic]

01:05:55.622 --> 01:05:57.958
[dramatic music playing on television]

01:05:59.626 --> 01:06:00.711
[sighs]

01:06:00.794 --> 01:06:03.714
[Teta]

01:06:07.217 --> 01:06:09.011
[indistinct dialogue on television]

01:06:13.891 --> 01:06:17.227
[Jude]

01:06:23.025 --> 01:06:24.109
[tape player clicks]

01:06:27.571 --> 01:06:30.866
[Hiba, sighing]

01:07:09.404 --> 01:07:10.572
[tape player clicks]

01:07:12.032 --> 01:07:14.076
[Jude]

01:07:53.532 --> 01:07:54.408
Hm.

01:08:05.627 --> 01:08:06.628
Mm-hm.

01:08:19.141 --> 01:08:21.685
[birds chirping]

01:08:24.354 --> 01:08:25.814
[Teta sighing]

01:08:27.065 --> 01:08:28.942
[creaking softly]

01:08:30.027 --> 01:08:32.946
[reciting in Arabic]

01:08:55.886 --> 01:08:57.137
[creaking softly]

01:09:01.850 --> 01:09:04.102
[paper rustling]

01:09:20.744 --> 01:09:22.621
[Mohamad]

01:09:27.584 --> 01:09:30.045
[Mohamad]

01:09:36.301 --> 01:09:38.345
[thudding footsteps]

01:09:38.428 --> 01:09:41.014
[call to prayer playing faintly]

01:09:46.144 --> 01:09:48.897
[call to prayer playing over loudspeaker]

01:09:56.697 --> 01:09:58.240
[car horn honking]

01:10:00.534 --> 01:10:04.037
-[prayer continues]
-[gentle, dramatic music playing]

01:10:28.228 --> 01:10:30.981
[music intensifies slowly]

01:10:45.037 --> 01:10:46.288
[sniffling]

01:10:49.791 --> 01:10:51.210
[chuckles softly]

01:11:00.761 --> 01:11:02.137
[Hiba]

01:11:11.688 --> 01:11:14.858
-[dog barking]
-[chewing]

01:11:22.824 --> 01:11:27.955
[Hiba]

01:12:25.679 --> 01:12:27.598
[Jude in English]
What's your secret?

01:12:30.976 --> 01:12:32.603
[Hiba in English]
I don't know my secret.

01:12:33.645 --> 01:12:36.648
Usually they say your sheikh
has your secret.

01:12:38.817 --> 01:12:40.777
[Jude] Did the Anisa
ever have your secret?

01:12:41.278 --> 01:12:42.779
[Hiba] I don't think so.

01:12:43.572 --> 01:12:46.491
I don't think my Anisa
ever had my secret.

01:12:46.575 --> 01:12:48.452
Because if she ever
had my secret,

01:12:48.535 --> 01:12:49.995
I would not have left her.

01:12:50.829 --> 01:12:52.748
And she would not have left me.

01:13:12.309 --> 01:13:14.561
[birds chirping]

01:13:21.860 --> 01:13:23.403
[clattering softly]

01:13:35.916 --> 01:13:39.002
[Hiba in Arabic]

01:13:39.086 --> 01:13:42.214
[in English]

01:13:42.923 --> 01:13:45.592
Every time we read the Quran...

01:13:46.718 --> 01:13:48.637
[in Arabic]

01:14:15.706 --> 01:14:16.999
[in English] We don't judge.

01:14:17.624 --> 01:14:19.293
We just let it be.

01:14:19.376 --> 01:14:22.713
[in Arabic]

01:14:33.056 --> 01:14:34.975
[indistinct chatter]

01:14:37.394 --> 01:14:40.272
[in English] So we were deprived
from the tools

01:14:40.355 --> 01:14:43.317
that help us reflect,
that help us think.

01:14:43.400 --> 01:14:45.402
What they call now critical thinking.

01:14:45.485 --> 01:14:48.447
[in Arabic]

01:14:55.662 --> 01:14:57.623
[in English] You need to have the tools.

01:14:57.706 --> 01:14:59.958
[in Arabic]

01:15:03.712 --> 01:15:06.006
[in English] You don't have
to be, like, in the house.

01:15:06.089 --> 01:15:08.467
[in Arabic]

01:15:26.485 --> 01:15:28.904
[crickets chirring]

01:15:36.537 --> 01:15:39.665
[woman]

01:16:35.387 --> 01:16:37.848
[woman]

01:16:49.943 --> 01:16:52.487
[Hiba]

01:17:24.770 --> 01:17:28.273
[in English]

01:17:28.357 --> 01:17:32.486
[in Arabic]

01:17:35.614 --> 01:17:37.533
[Jude]

01:17:43.038 --> 01:17:44.790
[in English]

01:19:39.488 --> 01:19:40.906
[inhales sharply]

01:19:42.282 --> 01:19:43.909
[sobbing]

01:19:49.748 --> 01:19:50.832
[sniffles]

01:20:10.561 --> 01:20:11.728
[inhales, sniffles]

01:20:13.772 --> 01:20:14.982
[crying]

01:20:22.239 --> 01:20:23.448
[inhales, sniffles]

01:20:43.051 --> 01:20:46.013
[tense, dramatic music playing]

01:20:56.356 --> 01:21:00.736
[woman 1]

01:21:05.824 --> 01:21:08.744
[Hiba]

01:21:11.246 --> 01:21:13.999
[woman 1]

01:21:18.337 --> 01:21:23.175
[Hiba]

01:21:30.891 --> 01:21:35.145
[woman 1]

01:21:42.110 --> 01:21:47.741
[woman 2]

01:21:48.242 --> 01:21:50.536
[woman 1]

01:22:00.879 --> 01:22:04.174
[tense, dramatic music continues]

01:22:08.470 --> 01:22:10.264
[Ziad speaks indistinctly]

01:22:13.684 --> 01:22:15.644
[Hiba]

01:22:28.240 --> 01:22:31.034
[Hiba]

01:22:37.791 --> 01:22:39.126
[music fades out, ends]

01:23:39.937 --> 01:23:43.690
[in English] As a person,
what was your reaction?

01:23:43.774 --> 01:23:48.028
[in Arabic]

01:25:34.968 --> 01:25:36.637
[Hiba]

01:26:14.800 --> 01:26:17.261
[gently intensifying somber music plays]

01:26:26.937 --> 01:26:28.397
[tape player clicks on]

01:26:30.274 --> 01:26:32.401
[woman's voice]

01:27:44.932 --> 01:27:47.017
[music fades out, ends]

01:27:49.394 --> 01:27:51.939
[birds chirping]

01:28:54.877 --> 01:28:59.214
[Jude in English] There is a mountain
in Sufi lore, named...

01:28:59.298 --> 01:29:01.675
It's a cosmic mountain
encircling the Earth,

01:29:01.758 --> 01:29:03.552
between this world
and the next.

01:29:04.303 --> 01:29:07.347
The final, highest destination
in this life.

01:29:08.974 --> 01:29:11.476
I'm taking her to Mount Qaf,

01:29:11.560 --> 01:29:13.437
what she's longed for all her life.

01:29:14.605 --> 01:29:16.982
And once we arrive at the mountain,

01:29:17.065 --> 01:29:18.984
she will find no one there but God.

01:29:19.693 --> 01:29:21.737
And then, she will find herself.

01:29:22.654 --> 01:29:25.991
We do not need to feel this longing
behind Mount Qaf.

01:29:26.742 --> 01:29:28.452
[in Arabic]

01:29:28.535 --> 01:29:30.537
[in English]
We are, in fact, the mountain.

01:29:30.621 --> 01:29:32.456
[somber music playing]

01:29:32.539 --> 01:29:34.666
[laughing]

01:29:34.750 --> 01:29:37.252
[in Arabic]

01:29:38.795 --> 01:29:41.048
[Hiba]

01:30:12.371 --> 01:30:15.082
[dramatically heavy, tense music playing]

01:30:51.201 --> 01:30:53.245
-[music fading]
-[wings fluttering]

01:31:00.669 --> 01:31:02.337
[music fades out]

01:31:09.136 --> 01:31:11.138
[Jude]

01:31:20.731 --> 01:31:24.401
[play actors on tape]
♪ ...countin' the stars above ♪

01:31:24.484 --> 01:31:29.907
♪ And there's a reason
That I'm so free ♪

01:31:29.990 --> 01:31:34.661
♪ My lovin' baby is through with me ♪

01:31:35.495 --> 01:31:37.206
♪ Bye-bye, love ♪

01:31:38.248 --> 01:31:40.417
♪ Bye-bye, happiness ♪

01:31:41.126 --> 01:31:43.003
♪ Hello, loneliness ♪

01:31:43.086 --> 01:31:45.422
♪ I think I'm gonna cry ♪

01:31:45.506 --> 01:31:48.342
♪ Bye-bye, my love, goodbye ♪

01:31:48.425 --> 01:31:51.011
[upbeat, dramatic music playing]

01:32:57.911 --> 01:32:59.788
[music fades out, ends]