Two Gods
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An intimate documentary about faith, renewal, and healing, TWO GODS follows a Muslim casket maker and ritual body washer in New Jersey, as he takes two young men under his wing to teach them how to live better lives. Inside a corner casket shop in East Orange, laboring amid the sawdust and the long pine boxes, casket makers work with mentors in the Islamic burial tradition. Hanif, a Black Muslim casket maker who finds spiritual grounding in his work, brings two boys from the local community under his tutelage; 12-year-old Furquan and 17-year-old Naz, neither of whom have fathers at home. Hanif teaches Furquan and Naz the practices of Islamic burial rituals as they assist him with his work. Having formerly served time in prison, Hanif continues to grapple with past mistakes and new challenges, while his faith and community helps him guide his young charges on their own paths toward healing and embracing life.
Shot in a striking black-and-white, TWO GODS explores the juxtaposition of grief and the rituals of death with the vibrancy and potential of adolescence. The documentary turns an empathetic lens on Muslim American stories, ultimately crafting a moving portrait of both the intimate moments and the complexities of the everyday Muslim American experience.
The New York Times Critic's Pick
Two Gods "is a compelling portrait of a Black Muslim man in Newark who builds caskets and mentors two children ... With depth of feeling and warm black-and-white photography, Zeshawn Ali’s humble documentary 'Two Gods' fully acknowledges how death is a part of life."
Educational Media Reviews Online | Daniel L. Thacker, Reference and Instruction Librarian, Penn State Altoona
TWO GODS "earns a rating of Highly Recommended for a new look on Islam in America and the power of mentorship. It would work well with Sociology, African American Studies, Religious Studies, and Criminal Justice courses."
Video Librarian
"Filmmaker Zeshawn Ali captures all this in murky black and white images that resonate with the unpredictability of every day and the fallibility of each of us. When Hanif fails at one point to live up to the standards he has set for himself and for the boys, Two Gods will sadden a viewer and yet remind us that what matters is we keep trying. This edgy, often heartbreaking film redeems itself with constant restorations of faith. Strongly recommended."
The Hollywood Reporter
"A timely portrait of lives lost and redeemed."
POV Magazine
"Two Gods is an astonishing and powerful debut by Zeshawn Ali. Presented in black and white, the story unfolds in shades of moral grey as we witness powerful characters who rise and fall when subjected to difficult circumstances. The film exudes humanity through every frame. The patience and precision of Ali’s craft elevates this sentiment ... The end result is an astonishing and beautiful debut by a rising talent. The film provides a wonderful glimpse at a community, one rocked by violence and turmoil, but still able to navigate through hope. As an audience, we are blessed with both the craft and the documentation of sublime empathy that Ali brings to the film."
Hammer to Nail
"Ali expertly gathers footage to profile the travails and personal growth of his protagonists. It’s a moving, profound odyssey."
Eye For Film
Two Gods "stands as a testimony to the importance of community support and the healing powers of the rituals that surround grief in any religion."
Citation
Main credits
Mohammed, Hanif (on-screen participant)
Maynard, Furquan (on-screen participant)
Powell, Nazir (on-screen participant)
Ali, Zeshawn (film director)
Ali, Aman (film producer)
Other credits
Edited by Colin Nusbaum; composed by Michael Beharia; cinematography: Zeshawn Ali.
Distributor subjects
Islam; Muslims in America; People of Color / Black Narratives; Death + Grieving; Criminal Justice; Religion + Spirituality; Mental HealthKeywords
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(soft music)
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(wind blowing)
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(phone ringing)
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(engines roaring)
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(responding loudly)
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- Did Khadija just call you,
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Did little sis just call you?
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- [Person On Phone] No, she
ain\'t called me bro, what\'s up?
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- She gotta call you
because somebody called,
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somebody just died, just
now at the emergency room
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and they want him in
the box like right now,
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whoever it is.
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They want him in the box, like right now.
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- [Person On Phone] They want
him in the box, right now?
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- Yeah, she just dialed the emergency.
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- [Person On Phone] Where is she at?
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- She had to go. She\'s gonna
go to the funeral home.
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She said drop it off-bring
it to the funeral home.
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- [Person On Phone] So if you come to me.
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Come to me right fast and
help me put this shipper on
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and put it on the truck
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- Okay.
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It\'s goes man. It goes, it goes, it goes.
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(birds chirping)
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(engines roaring)
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(car honking)
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(chatting loudly)
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(soft music)
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(clattering loudly)
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(unzipping loudly)
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(chatting gently)
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(splashing gently)
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(singing in foreign language)
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(children chattering)
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(chatting loudly)
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(singing in foreign language)
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(beeping loudly)
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(chatting loudly)
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(hooting loudly)
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(engine roaring)
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(upbeat music)
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♪ And leave it to my crew ♪
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♪ It\'s gone be playa\' proof ♪
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♪ After three rounds, we
gone blow off this roof ♪
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♪ You know a party ain\'t a party ♪
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♪ \'Til it\'s ran all through ♪
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♪ Yo, a party ain\'t a party ♪
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♪ \'Till it\'s ran all through ♪
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♪ And leave it to my crew ♪
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♪ It\'s gone be playa\' proof ♪
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♪ After three rounds, we
gone blow off this roof ♪
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♪ A party ain\'t a party ♪
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♪ \'Til it\'s ran all through ♪
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(buzzing loudly)
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- This is amazing to me,
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this is something. It\'s
like a love right here-
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what I\'m supposed to be doing
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and it always keeps the focus on the work
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you know what I mean?
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(buzzing loudly)
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(upbeat music)
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Catch me a little bit walking around here
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I got a lot of energy
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People may not understand,
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but I put dedication,
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(fist knocking)
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and pride to what I do, I really do.
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And I take life seriously
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\'cause this isn\'t a damn game by no means.
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♪ Girlfriend, yes I had your girlfriend ♪
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♪ If that was your girlfriend ♪
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♪ If that was your girlfriend,
she wasn\'t last night ♪
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♪ Girlfriend, girlfriend,
yes i had your girlfriend ♪
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♪ If that was your girlfriend ♪
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♪ If that was your girlfriend ♪
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♪ She wasn\'t last night ♪
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(exclaiming loudly)
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- Where did those come from-those two?
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No, no, I\'m gonna be giving you,
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no, you just take \'em in now
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but I\'m gone give you the one
that I was talking about now.
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- Okay.
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- [Hanif] I used to go with
Rashad to deliver caskets.
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So one day Rashad said to me,
\"Now, I could be paying you,
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and you can do this here, it ain\'t hard\"
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and ever since then, I\'ve
been building these caskets
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- No, no, I wouldn\'t worry about that.
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- No worry about that?
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- Yeah, I need to know where I
need to cut the other ones at
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Well actually, one-only
worry about one. Just do one,
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you\'ll do that one tomorrow.
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- Okay, Alhamdulillah. Yeah baby.
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(high pitched squeaking)
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(clicking)
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(smudging loudly)
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(flicking loudly)
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- I\'m 12, more
responsibilities in life now.
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I\'m gonna turn older and older.
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Come on, ya\'ll gonna sing Happy Birthday?
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♪ Happy birthday, dear Furquan ♪
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♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
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(blowing loudly)
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All right, now (exclaims).
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There\'s too much cake though,
this cake\'s not going nowhere.
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What you got, double layers?
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This is my bathroom. Got a pull in shower,
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pull out shower.
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This is my room.
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Me and my brother share a room.
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My mom and her boyfriend share a room.
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And this is my mom\'s.
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Trouble go sit down.
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(soft music)
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I just want a good birthday, that\'s all.
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Oh man I\'m about to get you!
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(splashing gently)
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It\'s so hot out here, they\'re sweating.
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Want some more Hanif?
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(laughing loudly)
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(engines roaring)
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- Be good little bro, you heard me?
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(car honking)
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- Grab this, pour the bottle
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as you\'re walking around the back.
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(chatting loudly)
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- He all right.
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- He think he\'s my only uncle but he not.
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There\'s two more,
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he\'s the baby.
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- I hear \'ya. I can fight him.
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- He\'s the baby boy.
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(laughing loudly)
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I used to work nights and
he used to babysit my kids.
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I get in the house, every light is on,
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I\'m calling and calling and
my kids answer the phone,
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I\'m like, \"Where\'s Uncle Hanif?\"
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They\'re like, \"Oh, he
right here on the couch.\"
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I\'m like, \"What do you mean?\"
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\"Asleep,\" I\'m like,
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\"Uncle Hanif, the kids up,
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they supposed to be in bed for school.\"
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Do not ever let him babysit for you.
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(laughs)
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No babysitting and that is on record.
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- I had to come here, and
then she fussed at me.
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- I\'m the niece, I\'m not the
mama, I\'m the niece, okay?
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You listen to me.
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(laughs)
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When he was younger, he was
still on the wrong path,
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you know what I mean?
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Through uncle Hanif\'s
experiences, his bad stuff,
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his rough time,
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I let him be an example to my kids
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because you could come out
of that if you choose to,
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but with Uncle Hanif,
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even though I fuss at him like he\'s my son
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and God or Allah whatever his caller is,
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his higher above, has
helped him really recognize
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what he has, what he lost
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and what he can do by all means.
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(soft music)
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- I will.
- [Crowd] I will.
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- I must.
- [Crowd] I must.
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- Stop the violence.
- [Crowd] Stop the violence.
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- Beloved brothers and sisters,
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you know, it\'s gotta be bad
when a mortician come out
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and tell you to stop killing.
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We tired of patching up, bullet wounds.
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We tired of putting your
skull back together.
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- I\'m on my way.
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I did four also, I\'ll
be there in a minute.
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- We have an obligation as Muslims
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to change things with our hands.
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We have a condition here now
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of our people waiting to exhale.
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To exhale from what?
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From burying our children
because of the streets.
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- I played the streets man.
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Getting high and playing with the gun,
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just trying to survive.
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So as years went by, I
started going to prison,
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I caught myself up.
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I\'m not gone never blame
nobody for the shit that I did.
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That\'s when I realized it
was really time for a change.
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(children chattering)
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(chatting loudly)
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- I met Hanif.
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He taught me how to build,
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the caskets that they bury Muslims in,
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he taught me a lot of stuff.
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- I\'m like, I want to experience it.
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- This is not as easy as it looks,
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He wants me to wash the bodies with him.
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I\'m a little scared of like dead people,
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so I\'m not really, I don\'t
really like that stuff.
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I\'m still like a big old kid.
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(chatting loudly)
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- When I first met Hanif,
it was like an older,
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older brother that I don\'t have
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\'cause I\'m the only child.
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- And you know, you can call me anytime,
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like I\'m going to come and flippin running
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but I just don\'t want you caught up
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in the other extra shit, man.
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You know, I just don\'t
want you caught up in that.
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- He took me to plenty
Masjids, meet new people,
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I think it was the second day in Ramadan,
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so if it wasn\'t for him,
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I probably wouldn\'t know
as many Muslim brothers
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that I know now.
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He started off from where I started from
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and it feels good \'cause
no matter what I go through
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I know that if I call
Hanif, I know he gone come,
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I know he always there for me.
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(birds chirping)
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(chatting loudly)
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- I got a little trainee here.
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- Alhamdulillah. As salaam u alaikaum
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Walaikum as salaam
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How\'re you doing?
- Good.
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- You put your thumbs in here
like this and the other one,
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and then you put your gloves,
00:14:06.620 --> 00:14:09.190
so that the water and everything doesn\'t,
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but you should take your sweater
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because you don\'t want stuff to, you know.
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(discussing loudly)
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(dramatic music)
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(trickling loudly)
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- When you\'re washing, all
you\'re doing is raising here
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so just thoroughly, you to
always use your left hand
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in those areas.
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So one brother hold it out, like this here
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and then another one wash, correct.
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- The second time I did the washing,
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it was a friend of mine.
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It was an honor and
opportunity. Being able to help
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the ones that got called home
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and knowing my time was coming.
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And Rashad pretty much
put me under his wings.
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(mumbling loudly)
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- [Rashad] What\'s important
is you give them their right
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which is wash them properly
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and while you\'re taking pride
into doing what you\'re doing
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because they\'re no longer
able to do it for themselves,
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you\'re receiving the benefit
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and the mercy from your creator.
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The benefit and the
blessing that comes from it,
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who doesn\'t need 40 major sins removed?
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Who doesn\'t need all your sins removed?
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- What you learned today
is you learned what happens
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to a Muslim after they die and
in case I was to get killed
00:16:16.900 --> 00:16:18.893
or I was to die of natural causes,
00:16:19.920 --> 00:16:23.069
what you\'re supposed to do
to me, wash my right side,
00:16:23.070 --> 00:16:28.040
wash my left side and clean
me up, shroud me, right?
00:16:30.368 --> 00:16:31.368
Right?
00:16:32.290 --> 00:16:33.290
- Yes.
00:16:38.940 --> 00:16:41.440
(mumbles)
00:16:52.971 --> 00:16:55.167
- You gone take me on this God darn bike.
00:16:56.713 --> 00:16:58.296
- You said, I ain\'t gone see what?
00:16:58.297 --> 00:16:59.714
(mumbling gently)
00:16:59.715 --> 00:17:00.990
Don\'t go that way now.
00:17:00.991 --> 00:17:03.781
Bruh bruh, I\'m trying to turn around
00:17:03.782 --> 00:17:05.743
- But still, don\'t go that way.
00:17:05.744 --> 00:17:06.963
(screams)
00:17:06.964 --> 00:17:09.368
- See, he told me to
turn, he told me to turn.
00:17:09.369 --> 00:17:12.119
(engine roaring)
00:17:15.572 --> 00:17:19.419
Ooh baby, baby, I got this thing here!
00:17:19.420 --> 00:17:20.253
- Right here.
00:17:20.253 --> 00:17:21.086
- I got this thing here!
00:17:21.086 --> 00:17:21.919
(screaming loudly)
00:17:21.919 --> 00:17:22.752
- Hanif, do not go that
way, don\'t go that way.
00:17:22.753 --> 00:17:25.261
Come on man, today\'s my day off bro.
00:17:25.262 --> 00:17:26.478
- Okay, let\'s see what
you\'re working with.
00:17:26.479 --> 00:17:27.795
- Bro, today is my day off, bro.
00:17:27.796 --> 00:17:30.695
(screaming loudly)
00:17:30.696 --> 00:17:31.529
Stop!
00:17:31.529 --> 00:17:32.362
(laughs)
00:17:32.362 --> 00:17:33.195
come on, today is my day off,
00:17:33.195 --> 00:17:34.090
I\'m gonna walk by myself.
00:17:34.090 --> 00:17:34.923
- You is?
00:17:34.923 --> 00:17:35.756
- Yeah, my mom.
00:17:35.757 --> 00:17:36.859
- You ain\'t by yourself then.
00:17:36.860 --> 00:17:37.729
- My mom and my stepfa...
00:17:37.729 --> 00:17:38.562
- What else?
00:17:38.563 --> 00:17:40.759
- My mom, my stepfather and
my brother went to a party.
00:17:40.760 --> 00:17:41.593
- Oh yeah?
00:17:41.593 --> 00:17:42.426
- Yeah and I didn\'t wanna go.
00:17:42.427 --> 00:17:43.474
- You didn\'t wanna go (mumbles).
00:17:43.475 --> 00:17:45.756
- It\'s a kiddie party, I aint
about go to no kiddie party.
00:17:46.154 --> 00:17:47.218
- You\'re a kid
00:17:47.219 --> 00:17:49.052
- I ain\'t no kid. I\'m a grown man.
00:17:51.990 --> 00:17:54.057
- So you wouldn\'t help
me if I needed your help?
00:17:54.058 --> 00:17:54.891
- Yeah.
00:17:54.892 --> 00:17:55.909
- I need your help.
00:17:55.910 --> 00:17:56.763
- No you don\'t.
00:17:56.764 --> 00:17:58.048
- Yeah.
00:17:58.049 --> 00:17:59.173
- You\'re gonna need brakes.
00:18:03.519 --> 00:18:05.668
- Be careful, I got it, be careful.
00:18:05.669 --> 00:18:06.779
You got to make sure
it was lined up right,
00:18:06.780 --> 00:18:09.450
don\'t cut this, this is
not a gun that you use,
00:18:09.451 --> 00:18:11.559
that you hurt people with, okay,
00:18:11.560 --> 00:18:14.022
so it just be careful on how you\'re doing.
00:18:14.023 --> 00:18:15.973
Hold that, hold-don\'t shoot it,
00:18:17.785 --> 00:18:20.464
you wanna make sure it\'s even
just like this, now shoot.
00:18:20.465 --> 00:18:21.298
(drill blasting)
00:18:21.299 --> 00:18:22.889
Push it out, take it out,
take it off the board
00:18:22.890 --> 00:18:25.640
now put it back down and
shoot it, make sure it\'s even.
00:18:26.840 --> 00:18:27.917
You can hold this board-
00:18:27.918 --> 00:18:29.113
(drill blasting)
00:18:29.114 --> 00:18:31.519
Now, look over there and
see if anything came out.
00:18:31.520 --> 00:18:32.353
- Nope.
00:18:32.353 --> 00:18:33.186
- All right.
00:18:33.187 --> 00:18:35.369
- Like this though, all right?
00:18:35.370 --> 00:18:36.203
- Yeah, you gotta take that off.
00:18:36.204 --> 00:18:37.264
- I know.
00:18:37.265 --> 00:18:38.098
(drill buzzing)
00:18:38.099 --> 00:18:40.129
- Did you tell your
friends on what you do?
00:18:40.130 --> 00:18:41.115
- No.
00:18:41.115 --> 00:18:41.948
- On what you help doing?
00:18:41.949 --> 00:18:45.780
You think that would be a good
experience for them to learn?
00:18:45.781 --> 00:18:47.979
(drill buzzing)
00:18:47.980 --> 00:18:49.253
- Yeah, maybe.
00:18:50.240 --> 00:18:52.662
- What kind of friends
are you hanging around?
00:18:52.663 --> 00:18:56.281
- I really hang around,
basically with my cousins.
00:18:56.282 --> 00:18:58.532
- Girls. You be around girls?
00:19:00.840 --> 00:19:02.739
That\'s not a good answer,
so when I saw you,
00:19:02.740 --> 00:19:04.442
who was you with?
00:19:04.443 --> 00:19:05.276
- Where?
00:19:05.277 --> 00:19:07.092
- At the park.
00:19:07.093 --> 00:19:08.093
- Oh a girl.
00:19:10.827 --> 00:19:13.414
- So you\'ve been around girls!
00:19:13.415 --> 00:19:14.248
- Sometimes.
00:19:14.249 --> 00:19:15.924
- Sometimes?
00:19:15.925 --> 00:19:17.498
(chuckling)
00:19:17.499 --> 00:19:18.561
(drill buzzing)
00:19:18.562 --> 00:19:19.692
You wanna try this?
00:19:19.693 --> 00:19:20.944
- Yeah.
00:19:20.945 --> 00:19:21.778
Right there?
00:19:21.778 --> 00:19:22.611
- Right there.
00:19:22.612 --> 00:19:25.097
Push your weight. Use
your back arm and push.
00:19:25.098 --> 00:19:26.419
(drill buzzing)
00:19:26.420 --> 00:19:27.820
Don\'t let it lean up off you.
00:19:30.450 --> 00:19:31.803
Push, push, push.
00:19:31.804 --> 00:19:33.119
(drill buzzing)
00:19:33.120 --> 00:19:33.953
Good job.
00:19:33.954 --> 00:19:36.103
(buzzing)
00:19:45.606 --> 00:19:48.023
(soft music)
00:19:51.230 --> 00:19:52.707
- Let me see how you that.
00:19:53.813 --> 00:19:55.747
- Hold this for me Furquan.
00:19:55.748 --> 00:19:59.791
Get me that up of the box for me.
00:19:59.792 --> 00:20:00.809
- What, this?
00:20:00.810 --> 00:20:03.539
- Furquan actually is a very strong kid
00:20:03.540 --> 00:20:05.079
but when you live in that neighborhood
00:20:05.080 --> 00:20:06.809
and you grow up in that neighborhood,
00:20:06.810 --> 00:20:10.069
he\'s like a speck in a
mountain full of snow,
00:20:10.070 --> 00:20:13.259
you know what I\'m saying, he
sticks out like a sore thumb
00:20:13.260 --> 00:20:15.379
and him not having a father image,
00:20:15.380 --> 00:20:17.139
somebody to take them to play ball
00:20:17.140 --> 00:20:20.093
or to go fishing, he\'s never had anybody.
00:20:21.520 --> 00:20:23.581
- You gotta get me a slice of pizza.
00:20:23.582 --> 00:20:24.607
- You got money?
00:20:24.608 --> 00:20:25.674
- You got the money.
00:20:25.675 --> 00:20:26.871
- I don\'t have no money.
00:20:26.872 --> 00:20:29.705
(chatting loudly)
00:20:34.072 --> 00:20:35.155
- I like him.
00:20:36.608 --> 00:20:40.069
Now he could be a good kid,
he just needs guidance, man.
00:20:40.070 --> 00:20:43.103
He don\'t need the quality
time on the street.
00:20:45.524 --> 00:20:47.661
He don\'t need that.
00:20:47.662 --> 00:20:50.745
(weights clattering)
00:20:54.170 --> 00:20:56.269
If I die, what would you do?
00:20:56.270 --> 00:20:58.269
What would you do if I die?
00:20:58.270 --> 00:20:59.520
- I\'d bury you.
00:21:01.456 --> 00:21:03.123
- I appreciate that.
00:21:04.275 --> 00:21:06.699
- And then I\'d take your business over
00:21:06.700 --> 00:21:08.527
and I\'ll be building caskets.
00:21:08.528 --> 00:21:09.983
(laughing loudly)
00:21:09.984 --> 00:21:11.463
And take over all of this.
00:21:15.600 --> 00:21:18.677
(engine roaring)
00:21:18.678 --> 00:21:22.079
(exclaiming loudly)
00:21:22.080 --> 00:21:23.063
- I ain\'t know he look like me
00:21:23.064 --> 00:21:25.416
everybody tell me he looks like me
00:21:25.417 --> 00:21:26.497
You think he looks like me?
00:21:27.853 --> 00:21:29.222
- Go ahead and take a minute.
00:21:29.223 --> 00:21:30.574
- Yo, I\'ll tell him to put the gloves on.
00:21:30.575 --> 00:21:32.487
(cheers)
00:21:32.488 --> 00:21:33.370
- I\'ll hurt my son, man.
00:21:33.371 --> 00:21:34.860
- Put the gloves on.
00:21:34.861 --> 00:21:35.969
(laughing loudly)
00:21:35.970 --> 00:21:39.382
- You really think you can
handle your dad though?
00:21:39.383 --> 00:21:41.672
That\'s crazy, my dude!
00:21:41.673 --> 00:21:43.568
You really think you can handle your dad?
00:21:43.569 --> 00:21:46.088
I\'ll get \'em if you really
think you can handle that.
00:21:46.089 --> 00:21:47.804
(cheering loudly)
00:21:47.805 --> 00:21:50.376
- Get the gloves, come on.
00:21:50.377 --> 00:21:52.794
(soft music)
00:21:57.380 --> 00:22:00.993
- When I was locked up, I left my son,
00:22:02.550 --> 00:22:05.429
did I, you know, think about him?
00:22:05.430 --> 00:22:07.623
Maybe yeah, maybe no.
00:22:13.830 --> 00:22:16.705
- At that time I was just
thinking, well, he gone
00:22:16.706 --> 00:22:19.215
and I don\'t know when he coming home
00:22:19.216 --> 00:22:20.566
and I just wanted him home.
00:22:22.090 --> 00:22:26.227
But as I grew older, I
was just disappointed.
00:22:31.488 --> 00:22:34.809
(cheering gently)
00:22:34.810 --> 00:22:38.383
So now I just told him
\"just stay out the way,\"
00:22:39.297 --> 00:22:41.589
If you got something good going on
00:22:41.590 --> 00:22:44.899
just stick to what you got
going on and that\'s it.
00:22:44.900 --> 00:22:46.642
- And if you just settle down and fight?
00:22:46.643 --> 00:22:48.165
- If you just settle down?
00:22:48.166 --> 00:22:50.002
- I\'m settled now.
00:22:50.003 --> 00:22:53.313
- Settle down and box. And
I\'ll let you get punch off.
00:23:07.122 --> 00:23:10.538
Can\'t keep up, I can\'t (laughs), I can\'t.
00:23:10.539 --> 00:23:13.347
(laughing loudly)
00:23:13.348 --> 00:23:14.765
- That\'s it, man.
00:23:15.674 --> 00:23:18.424
(tearing loudly)
00:23:26.100 --> 00:23:28.050
- I just want to hit him hard one time,
00:23:29.645 --> 00:23:31.093
something to rub in his face.
00:23:31.964 --> 00:23:34.214
(chuckles)
00:23:44.130 --> 00:23:45.723
- I\'ma watch this little scene,
00:23:47.110 --> 00:23:48.859
Naz wanted me to take a look at it.
00:23:48.860 --> 00:23:50.663
So, I\'ma take a peek at it.
00:23:52.853 --> 00:23:54.062
♪ These niggas be on shit ♪
00:23:54.063 --> 00:23:55.570
♪ These bitches be on dick ♪
00:23:55.571 --> 00:24:00.571
♪ I\'m just money and stack
it and stay focused ♪
00:24:00.846 --> 00:24:03.155
♪ I\'ve been on my own shit ♪
00:24:03.156 --> 00:24:06.258
♪ Let it pop ♪
00:24:06.259 --> 00:24:07.521
♪ Niggas be on shit ♪
00:24:07.522 --> 00:24:08.757
♪ These bitches be on dick ♪
00:24:08.758 --> 00:24:09.967
♪ I\'m just trying to get money ♪
00:24:09.968 --> 00:24:14.310
♪ And stack it and stay
focused. You know this. ♪
00:24:14.311 --> 00:24:16.894
(music fading)
00:24:19.383 --> 00:24:21.883
(dog barking)
00:24:23.918 --> 00:24:26.673
I was disturbed by what saw on the video.
00:24:26.674 --> 00:24:28.799
And the reason why I was
fucked up on the video
00:24:28.800 --> 00:24:32.359
I seen you doing something
that I wouldn\'t approve of.
00:24:32.360 --> 00:24:34.689
And I was seeing you swinging
that mother fucking gun.
00:24:34.690 --> 00:24:36.409
And singing that old rap shit.
00:24:36.410 --> 00:24:37.689
I\'m not pleased with it.
00:24:37.690 --> 00:24:39.024
I\'m not approving of that shit.
00:24:39.025 --> 00:24:40.339
I don\'t like that shit.
00:24:40.340 --> 00:24:42.599
Like me personally.
00:24:42.600 --> 00:24:43.600
I didn\'t see Naz.
00:24:44.610 --> 00:24:46.339
I didn\'t see my little bro.
00:24:46.340 --> 00:24:50.246
But I need to know who the fuck
that was singing that shit?
00:24:50.247 --> 00:24:51.958
And I know it wasn\'t my little bro Naz.
00:24:51.959 --> 00:24:55.117
That\'s what I got to say about that.
00:24:55.118 --> 00:24:57.342
That wasn\'t you bruh.
00:24:57.343 --> 00:25:00.260
(emotional music)
00:25:08.509 --> 00:25:10.301
- Today one of his friend\'s
birthday, but he\'s not here.
00:25:10.302 --> 00:25:11.302
Right?
00:25:12.198 --> 00:25:13.031
- Really?
00:25:13.031 --> 00:25:13.864
- Yeah one of they
friends birthdays today,
00:25:13.864 --> 00:25:14.697
but he\'s not here.
00:25:14.698 --> 00:25:15.854
He got killed.
00:25:15.855 --> 00:25:16.998
That\'s the one that the cops killed?
00:25:16.999 --> 00:25:17.900
- So many kids.
00:25:17.901 --> 00:25:19.050
- Lot of young blacks sons.
00:25:19.051 --> 00:25:19.884
- That\'s just crazy.
00:25:19.884 --> 00:25:20.717
That\'s sick, talk about 18.
00:25:20.718 --> 00:25:22.870
- 18, I can\'t believe that. Sad.
00:25:24.199 --> 00:25:26.149
That\'s why I\'m happy to see my son, 18.
00:25:28.787 --> 00:25:32.787
(people singing Happy Birthday)
00:25:39.216 --> 00:25:42.049
(people chatting)
00:25:49.191 --> 00:25:52.086
- You gotta (chatter) my son 18.
00:25:52.087 --> 00:25:52.920
They\'re like, \"Are you
for real you look nice?\"
00:25:52.921 --> 00:25:54.110
And I\'m like \"Thank you girl\"
00:26:00.193 --> 00:26:02.764
Naz is cool like his mother.
00:26:02.765 --> 00:26:05.116
(people chatting)
00:26:05.117 --> 00:26:06.399
- My mother always telling me that,
00:26:06.400 --> 00:26:10.889
society is waiting for a slip up. For me,
00:26:10.890 --> 00:26:12.559
It\'s just outside.
00:26:12.560 --> 00:26:15.499
I usually find myself hanging
with the wrong people.
00:26:15.500 --> 00:26:19.309
Like last year when I got
locked up and that\'s how it is.
00:26:19.310 --> 00:26:21.029
It\'s like they wait for slip up
00:26:21.030 --> 00:26:23.080
so they could send me right back in here.
00:26:24.840 --> 00:26:27.009
I\'m strong, I don\'t know, I\'m strong.
00:26:27.010 --> 00:26:29.009
Nothing really could bother me.
00:26:29.010 --> 00:26:30.010
Cause this it\'s Ramadan.
00:26:31.443 --> 00:26:34.192
I can go to Jummah on Fridays and usually
00:26:34.193 --> 00:26:35.669
it made me just feel
00:26:35.670 --> 00:26:37.066
like a cleansed person.
00:26:37.067 --> 00:26:40.203
Like I just clean myself.
00:26:42.230 --> 00:26:44.350
Usually it\'s Jummah that clears my mind.
00:26:48.274 --> 00:26:50.919
- Now you know I\'m fat you
can\'t give me rib shots.
00:26:50.920 --> 00:26:52.843
Now give your mother a hug.
00:26:59.791 --> 00:27:02.435
(loud smack)
00:27:02.436 --> 00:27:04.686
(Peddling)
00:27:05.660 --> 00:27:08.543
(engine humming)
00:27:08.544 --> 00:27:11.127
(loud buzzing)
00:27:18.790 --> 00:27:20.839
- [News Reporter] County
prosecutor says 45 year old
00:27:20.840 --> 00:27:23.530
Kofi Owens was shot and
killed around 1:00 AM
00:27:26.131 --> 00:27:28.729
- [Owens\'s Wife] I love
him and I miss him.
00:27:28.730 --> 00:27:30.759
- [News Reporter] Owen\'s
wife exclusively tells us
00:27:30.760 --> 00:27:32.629
her husband, her high school sweetheart
00:27:32.630 --> 00:27:34.509
and father of their two children
00:27:34.510 --> 00:27:37.029
was sitting in a car
with his 25 year old son
00:27:37.030 --> 00:27:38.329
and a former student.
00:27:38.330 --> 00:27:40.683
When Owen\'s and his son were both shot.
00:27:42.123 --> 00:27:44.599
(people chatting)
00:27:44.600 --> 00:27:47.203
- [Funeral Clergy] Kofi, we honor you.
00:27:48.260 --> 00:27:51.683
We thank you for the life
you share with the world.
00:27:52.540 --> 00:27:53.943
We speak your name.
00:27:55.070 --> 00:27:56.083
Rest Well.
00:27:57.800 --> 00:28:02.453
And now I like to bring up Mr.
Owens\' mother, Gloria Owens.
00:28:03.351 --> 00:28:08.351
- I just want to say
that, he was a blessing.
00:28:08.580 --> 00:28:10.029
He was a blessing.
00:28:10.030 --> 00:28:13.759
And I was thinking we
could march on Washington.
00:28:13.760 --> 00:28:16.449
We can march in the streets,
00:28:16.450 --> 00:28:19.393
but we need to march for our children.
00:28:20.616 --> 00:28:22.079
What is the plan?
00:28:22.080 --> 00:28:25.239
It takes a village to raise a child.
00:28:25.240 --> 00:28:28.713
Children. Who are you raising today?
00:28:29.810 --> 00:28:31.210
Who are you mentoring today?
00:28:32.530 --> 00:28:37.530
So I\'m asking that you rise
up and raise this village.
00:28:39.531 --> 00:28:42.364
(people clapping)
00:28:46.318 --> 00:28:48.901
(somber music)
00:29:17.297 --> 00:29:19.702
- You gotta live, not die.
00:29:19.703 --> 00:29:21.523
It\'s not hard to die.
00:29:22.900 --> 00:29:25.000
But they make it into
where it\'s hard to live.
00:29:29.198 --> 00:29:31.243
Cause you dying now and
you don\'t even know it.
00:29:37.082 --> 00:29:39.665
I know how to nurse the body.
00:29:41.187 --> 00:29:43.520
I know how to help the body.
00:29:44.560 --> 00:29:46.353
I\'m not afraid of the body.
00:29:50.940 --> 00:29:53.763
I hold them in my arm,
00:29:55.490 --> 00:29:58.116
to let them I guess get a smell of me.
00:29:58.117 --> 00:30:00.149
Get a whiff of me.
00:30:00.150 --> 00:30:03.001
Or just they be right here.
00:30:03.002 --> 00:30:05.752
(rubbing softly)
00:30:15.274 --> 00:30:17.857
(loud popping)
00:30:19.725 --> 00:30:20.809
(loud gibbering)
00:30:20.810 --> 00:30:22.689
- Light a roman candle
00:30:22.690 --> 00:30:24.050
Hurry up, hurry up!
00:30:24.051 --> 00:30:26.314
Someone light this.
00:30:26.315 --> 00:30:29.065
- Do mine too at the same time.
00:30:33.557 --> 00:30:36.140
(soft popping)
00:30:37.012 --> 00:30:39.679
(kids cheering)
00:30:49.261 --> 00:30:50.672
- I want juice!
00:30:50.673 --> 00:30:51.610
- You ain\'t getting no juice.
00:30:51.611 --> 00:30:52.929
- I want juice!
00:30:52.930 --> 00:30:54.753
- Tyree-Tyree, stop get off!
00:30:56.540 --> 00:30:57.580
Go get you a 50 cent juice
00:30:59.056 --> 00:31:00.183
Go, go, go.
00:31:00.184 --> 00:31:01.972
- I can\'t go in there, please.
00:31:01.973 --> 00:31:02.973
- Go!
00:31:05.517 --> 00:31:09.043
When I\'m alone, I talk to God. Sometimes.
00:31:12.138 --> 00:31:14.372
(crunching)
00:31:14.373 --> 00:31:16.845
- [Director] What do y\'all talk about?
00:31:16.846 --> 00:31:19.179
- That\'s between me and God!
00:31:23.493 --> 00:31:24.899
That\'s between me and God.
00:31:24.900 --> 00:31:26.100
I can\'t tell my prayers.
00:31:28.079 --> 00:31:30.912
(bicycle bumping)
00:31:32.743 --> 00:31:35.326
(light melody)
00:31:37.120 --> 00:31:40.120
(crickets chirping)
00:31:44.850 --> 00:31:46.319
- I was walking.
00:31:46.320 --> 00:31:48.469
Yeah the cops, I was walking.
00:31:48.470 --> 00:31:51.863
But they said they had my
description or whatever.
00:31:52.940 --> 00:31:54.223
And then they grabbed me.
00:31:56.610 --> 00:31:58.549
I got locked up on 12th ave
00:31:58.550 --> 00:32:00.399
I\'m like I live right here.
00:32:00.400 --> 00:32:02.579
They didn\'t catch me in no car or nothing.
00:32:02.580 --> 00:32:04.429
They just put me there.
00:32:04.430 --> 00:32:06.869
They didn\'t find no key on me.
00:32:06.870 --> 00:32:08.599
They didn\'t find me in the car.
00:32:08.600 --> 00:32:11.929
I was blocks away from the car.
00:32:11.930 --> 00:32:12.910
That\'s how it is.
00:32:12.911 --> 00:32:16.029
Like they know I\'ve been
locked up for stolen cars.
00:32:16.030 --> 00:32:17.563
So why not?
00:32:18.910 --> 00:32:22.393
- I know he don\'t really, be
out there with drugs, guns
00:32:22.394 --> 00:32:23.566
anything like that.
00:32:23.567 --> 00:32:25.793
But if he\'s out there, he\'s affiliated.
00:32:27.600 --> 00:32:29.163
- I was doing good too.
00:32:30.450 --> 00:32:33.691
It\'s like just when they see
you doing good, they smack you.
00:32:33.692 --> 00:32:35.942
Boom.
00:32:37.654 --> 00:32:40.237
(somber music)
00:32:48.120 --> 00:32:51.063
(person rustling)
00:32:51.064 --> 00:32:54.981
(woman speaking in background)
00:32:57.980 --> 00:32:59.589
- I had a really, really good mom.
00:32:59.590 --> 00:33:01.089
My mom was really good.
00:33:01.090 --> 00:33:02.729
So she helped me a lot.
00:33:02.730 --> 00:33:06.749
Like just making sure that Naz,
00:33:06.750 --> 00:33:08.963
is like the best of everything.
00:33:10.060 --> 00:33:11.899
He was in a house a lot with my mother.
00:33:11.900 --> 00:33:16.363
He was really close to my mom,
but she passed away in 2014.
00:33:19.350 --> 00:33:20.389
He was the one who was there.
00:33:20.390 --> 00:33:21.819
You know, he had to call the ambulance.
00:33:21.820 --> 00:33:22.989
He had to ride an ambulance.
00:33:22.990 --> 00:33:24.390
He the one who was with her.
00:33:27.470 --> 00:33:29.369
As an adult when you grieve,
00:33:29.370 --> 00:33:31.079
it\'s kinda hard for you with a child.
00:33:31.080 --> 00:33:33.759
I think it\'s actually harder.
00:33:33.760 --> 00:33:36.269
He was grieving, but
I had to start dealing
00:33:36.270 --> 00:33:38.563
with him actually like
getting into trouble.
00:33:39.570 --> 00:33:42.189
So it\'s like, I\'m still grieving my mom
00:33:42.190 --> 00:33:44.259
but I still have to be a mom.
00:33:44.260 --> 00:33:46.269
He never was in trouble
until my mom passed.
00:33:46.270 --> 00:33:47.479
So it\'s really, really hard.
00:33:47.480 --> 00:33:48.733
Like it\'s really hard.
00:33:51.606 --> 00:33:54.356
(engine humming)
00:33:57.638 --> 00:34:00.305
(phone dialing)
00:34:05.788 --> 00:34:07.426
- [Hospital Personal] How may I help you?
00:34:07.427 --> 00:34:09.313
- Can you transfer me to the ER?
00:34:10.883 --> 00:34:11.716
- [Hospital Personal] To the ER?
00:34:11.717 --> 00:34:12.755
- Yes.
00:34:12.756 --> 00:34:13.589
- [Hospital Personal] Sure.
00:34:13.590 --> 00:34:15.172
Hold on one second.
00:34:17.084 --> 00:34:17.917
- [ER Staff] ER (mumbles)
00:34:17.918 --> 00:34:20.493
- Hello? Can you tell me (mumbles) status?
00:34:22.210 --> 00:34:23.869
- [ER Staff] I can\'t
give you anybody\'s status
00:34:23.870 --> 00:34:25.289
over the phone.
00:34:25.290 --> 00:34:26.489
- Okay.
00:34:26.490 --> 00:34:28.167
- [ER Staff] Okay. Thank you.
00:34:32.683 --> 00:34:35.433
(birds chirping)
00:34:40.090 --> 00:34:41.755
- Guess What?
00:34:41.756 --> 00:34:42.589
- [Joann] What?
00:34:42.590 --> 00:34:45.169
- Mommy had to get seven
staples in her head,
00:34:45.170 --> 00:34:46.523
on top of her head.
00:34:48.038 --> 00:34:49.709
- [Joann] What happened,
he pushed her down?
00:34:49.710 --> 00:34:51.513
- He pushed her into the radiator.
00:34:53.320 --> 00:34:54.320
- [Joann] Oh my God.
00:34:55.276 --> 00:34:58.359
- She got to go back on
the 8th to get stitches.
00:34:58.360 --> 00:35:00.199
She got staples in her head now.
00:35:00.200 --> 00:35:02.823
There\'s blood all over her hair and stuff.
00:35:04.570 --> 00:35:06.510
- [Joann] I don\'t fucking believe it.
00:35:09.264 --> 00:35:11.264
I just don\'t believe it.
00:35:16.554 --> 00:35:19.304
(head thudding)
00:35:22.210 --> 00:35:25.369
- Last night I was
sleeping in my moms\' room,
00:35:25.370 --> 00:35:29.549
and my mom went to sleep.
00:35:29.550 --> 00:35:31.809
He kept making noise and stuff.
00:35:31.810 --> 00:35:34.699
So I got up, went into my room.
00:35:34.700 --> 00:35:39.700
And then he was all drunked
up, smoking, drinking stuff.
00:35:42.336 --> 00:35:43.169
And then he kept saying stuff to me.
00:35:43.170 --> 00:35:45.539
So I was like, suck my dick.
00:35:45.540 --> 00:35:46.849
And then he started hitting me
00:35:46.850 --> 00:35:49.283
and then when we got on
the porch, he hit me.
00:35:56.088 --> 00:36:01.005
- [Unidentified Man] Has he
hit you before when he\'s drunk?
00:36:02.928 --> 00:36:05.274
- I don\'t want to talk about that!
00:36:05.275 --> 00:36:07.942
(loud punching)
00:36:16.000 --> 00:36:17.540
\'Cause I should\'ve never left.
00:36:19.332 --> 00:36:21.915
(somber music)
00:36:25.402 --> 00:36:28.152
(rain pattering)
00:36:43.940 --> 00:36:46.607
(phone dialing)
00:36:53.404 --> 00:36:54.987
- Yeah, As salaam u alaikum
00:36:57.330 --> 00:36:59.330
I\'m on my - my sister\'s.
00:37:02.444 --> 00:37:06.069
I thank Allah much for my family,
00:37:06.070 --> 00:37:10.149
my sisters, my niece, then my mom.
00:37:10.150 --> 00:37:14.533
Because of them I have
somewhere to rest my head,
00:37:16.250 --> 00:37:19.149
but sometimes I just
don\'t want to go nowhere
00:37:19.150 --> 00:37:20.600
just stay in the damn car.
00:37:27.380 --> 00:37:28.610
Let me show you
00:37:28.611 --> 00:37:29.971
let me share something with y\'all.
00:37:33.005 --> 00:37:34.172
I had an opportunity to sell drugs again,
00:37:34.173 --> 00:37:35.473
just a couple of days ago.
00:37:36.370 --> 00:37:37.963
And I had it in my hand.
00:37:40.380 --> 00:37:42.369
I was so scared.
00:37:42.370 --> 00:37:43.849
I had a shot at it.
00:37:43.850 --> 00:37:45.889
A strong shot at it.
00:37:45.890 --> 00:37:47.823
Did it for a couple hours. Two hours.
00:37:50.140 --> 00:37:52.973
Shitting me, I hold on to that thing.
00:37:55.210 --> 00:37:57.679
He straight convinced me,
00:37:57.680 --> 00:38:00.819
lay the money out meaning how much money,
00:38:00.820 --> 00:38:03.189
what it can be, what we can do.
00:38:03.190 --> 00:38:06.229
(engine roaring)
00:38:06.230 --> 00:38:08.847
So damn scared bruh, I gave it back.
00:38:08.848 --> 00:38:11.013
You know what I mean? Because
I can\'t live that life.
00:38:17.460 --> 00:38:18.499
I\'m struggling, man.
00:38:18.500 --> 00:38:20.346
To make it to where I got to
make it to go with to where
00:38:20.347 --> 00:38:21.573
I want to go.
00:38:23.660 --> 00:38:25.929
How I\'m gonna get there,
is keeping my head up
00:38:25.930 --> 00:38:26.930
Keeping the focus.
00:38:27.780 --> 00:38:29.179
How am I to get there?
00:38:29.180 --> 00:38:30.473
By trying to save a life.
00:38:36.796 --> 00:38:39.629
(people chatting)
00:38:43.116 --> 00:38:45.409
- Did she tell you what
happened a couple of weeks ago?
00:38:45.410 --> 00:38:47.529
- What about her? Her head?
00:38:47.530 --> 00:38:49.459
- Yeah. What happened to Furquan as well?
00:38:49.460 --> 00:38:50.949
- No he hasn\'t said it to me yet.
00:38:50.950 --> 00:38:53.329
Let him, we\'ll talk.
00:38:53.330 --> 00:38:57.709
I don\'t know, but I really feel he has to
00:38:57.710 --> 00:39:02.710
sign over papers for me to
get him in school down there.
00:39:02.950 --> 00:39:07.205
- But I know that if he is
in a different environment.
00:39:07.206 --> 00:39:09.163
He\'ll be a different kid.
00:39:10.360 --> 00:39:13.019
Like I told you, you fall into a rut.
00:39:13.020 --> 00:39:14.689
It\'s like a deep hole.
00:39:14.690 --> 00:39:16.219
And no matter how much you dig
00:39:16.220 --> 00:39:19.737
and scratch and scrape, you can\'t get out.
00:39:19.738 --> 00:39:21.623
That\'s the way your mother is.
00:39:23.110 --> 00:39:25.933
But that doesn\'t mean that
you have to go through that.
00:39:28.310 --> 00:39:29.313
That\'s your mother.
00:39:30.440 --> 00:39:31.639
That\'s not you.
00:39:31.640 --> 00:39:33.499
You\'re a whole different person.
00:39:33.500 --> 00:39:35.897
You got your whole life ahead of you.
00:39:43.190 --> 00:39:45.996
- He might wake up and realize
how much I care for him.
00:39:45.997 --> 00:39:47.399
- I\'m not leaving, I\'m
gonna stay down there.
00:39:47.400 --> 00:39:49.026
- Man, that\'s, that\'s good for you man,
00:39:49.027 --> 00:39:50.268
you thought about that?
00:39:50.269 --> 00:39:51.593
- I\'m gonna miss you.
00:39:51.594 --> 00:39:53.689
- That\'s all right man,
as long as you good.
00:39:53.690 --> 00:39:54.590
As long as I know you\'re alive,
00:39:54.591 --> 00:39:56.769
I\'ll make it my business to get at you.
00:39:56.770 --> 00:39:57.770
How about that?
00:39:59.235 --> 00:40:01.279
(people chatting)
00:40:01.280 --> 00:40:04.189
- [woman] Make sure you call
when you get down there. Okay?
00:40:04.190 --> 00:40:05.179
Call me!
00:40:05.180 --> 00:40:06.489
- Bye man.
00:40:06.490 --> 00:40:08.066
(engine accelerating)
00:40:08.067 --> 00:40:09.782
(kid screaming)
00:40:09.783 --> 00:40:12.200
(soft music)
00:40:23.130 --> 00:40:24.471
- What\'s up man?
00:40:24.472 --> 00:40:25.472
What\'s up.
00:40:27.657 --> 00:40:30.359
Yo you gotta get a haircut dude.
00:40:30.360 --> 00:40:32.645
When are you gonna get a haircut?
00:40:32.646 --> 00:40:33.800
- I don\'t know
00:40:33.801 --> 00:40:34.723
(Hanif laughing)
00:40:34.724 --> 00:40:37.325
They gave me a curfew anyway.
00:40:37.326 --> 00:40:38.729
- What\'s the curfew?
00:40:38.730 --> 00:40:39.730
- Eight o\'clock.
00:40:43.490 --> 00:40:45.423
Me being in the house all day.
00:40:46.410 --> 00:40:47.420
I can\'t do that.
00:40:48.890 --> 00:40:50.359
I don\'t even know.
00:40:50.360 --> 00:40:52.599
I go to probation on Mondays.
00:40:52.600 --> 00:40:55.209
I got to text like my
probation officer every night
00:40:55.210 --> 00:40:57.059
tell him I\'m in the house.
00:40:57.060 --> 00:41:01.709
And I\'ve only been on the brace
for probably like two days.
00:41:01.710 --> 00:41:03.709
It\'s like somebody just tracking me
00:41:03.710 --> 00:41:06.597
every day of my life or something.
00:41:07.660 --> 00:41:08.859
I am free now.
00:41:08.860 --> 00:41:12.189
But it\'s kinda like, I\'m
not, it\'s like I\'m outside
00:41:12.190 --> 00:41:15.079
but it\'s like I\'m inside.
00:41:15.080 --> 00:41:18.519
Because every time I turned
around it\'s court, court,
00:41:18.520 --> 00:41:21.419
probation officer popping up to my house.
00:41:21.420 --> 00:41:25.321
Like it\'s always something
and the school I\'m at now,
00:41:25.322 --> 00:41:30.322
you miss one class it felt
like you missed a lot of stuff.
00:41:30.760 --> 00:41:32.959
So one minute I\'ll be
in class learning it,
00:41:32.960 --> 00:41:37.960
and finally getting the
way the things is in class.
00:41:37.980 --> 00:41:40.329
And then the next minute I\'m just lost,
00:41:40.330 --> 00:41:42.353
\'cause I\'ve got to go
to court or something.
00:41:44.340 --> 00:41:49.043
I thought it was going to be
easy, I guess, but it\'s not.
00:41:51.770 --> 00:41:53.923
This thing probably gone get chopped off.
00:41:58.003 --> 00:42:00.519
(FaceTime dialing)
00:42:00.520 --> 00:42:01.353
- Young man.
00:42:01.354 --> 00:42:05.680
I dunno, he\'ll probably say
\"Oh I didn\'t mean to call you\"
00:42:05.681 --> 00:42:07.696
What\'s up black man?
00:42:07.697 --> 00:42:08.647
Hey get out your nose!
00:42:08.648 --> 00:42:10.063
You gonna eat the boogers?
00:42:11.647 --> 00:42:12.648
- Come on man.
00:42:12.649 --> 00:42:14.142
(Hanif laughing)
00:42:14.143 --> 00:42:16.957
- What you.
00:42:19.333 --> 00:42:21.190
Yo bruh get some tissue
going in your shit!
00:42:21.191 --> 00:42:22.799
- Man, come on man.
00:42:22.800 --> 00:42:25.790
- That shit don\'t look right bruh.
00:42:25.791 --> 00:42:28.702
(laughing)
00:42:28.703 --> 00:42:29.536
But let me finish up what I\'m doing.
00:42:29.537 --> 00:42:30.659
I\'m making caskets right now.
00:42:30.660 --> 00:42:32.439
I got to finish up.
00:42:32.440 --> 00:42:33.273
But I\'m going to send you those pictures,
00:42:33.274 --> 00:42:34.529
I want you to see man
00:42:34.530 --> 00:42:37.120
this that\'s what I do
just to let you know.
00:42:38.260 --> 00:42:39.260
I love you, monkey.
00:42:40.018 --> 00:42:41.397
- All right love you too.
00:42:41.398 --> 00:42:42.929
- All right.
00:42:42.930 --> 00:42:45.597
(phone beeping)
00:42:47.246 --> 00:42:49.996
(birds chirping)
00:42:51.968 --> 00:42:54.983
(cows mooing)
00:42:54.984 --> 00:42:57.734
(engine revving)
00:43:03.528 --> 00:43:05.778
(smacking)
00:43:08.485 --> 00:43:10.474
(people chatting)
00:43:10.475 --> 00:43:12.256
(laughing)
00:43:12.257 --> 00:43:13.257
- Lets see?
00:43:15.755 --> 00:43:18.005
(laughing)
00:43:23.077 --> 00:43:25.539
- The individual teachers
will provide a list
00:43:25.540 --> 00:43:28.129
of items needed for their
class at open house.
00:43:28.130 --> 00:43:31.179
So of course we didn\'t go to
open house because that was
00:43:31.180 --> 00:43:33.509
before you was even down here.
00:43:33.510 --> 00:43:35.819
Here\'s your erasers you need,
00:43:35.820 --> 00:43:37.599
It says, it\'s number two pencils
00:43:37.600 --> 00:43:38.433
which that\'s what you got.
00:43:38.434 --> 00:43:40.689
And it says two packs of 20.
00:43:40.690 --> 00:43:42.902
But I think that\'s to share.
00:43:42.903 --> 00:43:44.060
- I\'m not sharing.
00:43:44.061 --> 00:43:45.139
- Yes you are.
00:43:45.140 --> 00:43:46.689
We do what we\'re supposed to do here.
00:43:46.690 --> 00:43:47.889
Okay?
00:43:47.890 --> 00:43:49.009
That\'s for kids that come
00:43:49.010 --> 00:43:51.579
to school that may not
have a pencil because
00:43:51.580 --> 00:43:54.419
if you happen to go to
school, don\'t have a pencil.
00:43:54.420 --> 00:43:55.609
That\'s why we do that.
00:43:55.610 --> 00:43:57.259
That\'s how they do it here.
00:43:57.260 --> 00:43:58.899
You don\'t want to go the first day up
00:43:58.900 --> 00:44:00.556
and down and I need this and I need that.
00:44:00.557 --> 00:44:02.222
I want to make sure you\'re prepared.
00:44:02.223 --> 00:44:03.743
Okay?
00:44:04.720 --> 00:44:06.319
You gotta remember you\'re in a whole new
00:44:06.320 --> 00:44:08.263
environment and whole new rules.
00:44:09.790 --> 00:44:11.170
Okay? All right.
00:44:12.453 --> 00:44:14.716
(backpack rustling)
00:44:14.717 --> 00:44:17.467
(zipper zipping)
00:44:23.487 --> 00:44:25.959
(rain pattering)
00:44:25.960 --> 00:44:26.960
Nazir!
00:44:30.920 --> 00:44:32.637
Yo what the fuck man,
00:44:32.638 --> 00:44:34.458
your mother said you\'re
trying cut your shit off?
00:44:34.459 --> 00:44:35.519
- It\'s cut!
00:44:35.520 --> 00:44:38.103
- What the fuck you cut it for?
00:44:41.122 --> 00:44:43.403
How did you manage to
cut the motherfucker off?
00:44:43.404 --> 00:44:44.237
- With a knife
00:44:44.237 --> 00:44:45.220
- And it came off.
00:44:45.220 --> 00:44:46.220
- Yeah.
00:44:47.890 --> 00:44:49.305
- What made you do it man?
00:44:49.306 --> 00:44:50.270
What the fuck happened, man?
00:44:50.271 --> 00:44:51.789
This explain that, man.
00:44:51.790 --> 00:44:54.219
I need to know what
you got to tell me man.
00:44:54.220 --> 00:44:55.429
\'Cause this is not you.
00:44:55.430 --> 00:44:57.219
- I\'m on a brace,
00:44:57.220 --> 00:45:01.579
but my mother, every time we
get it to arguing or something,
00:45:01.580 --> 00:45:03.859
it\'s \"Oh I\'ll call the cops,
00:45:03.860 --> 00:45:06.959
or I should\'ve told them to keep you\".
00:45:06.960 --> 00:45:09.179
- That\'s Keerah, that\'s your mother,
00:45:09.180 --> 00:45:11.379
she\'s just like that, her emotions man.
00:45:11.380 --> 00:45:14.280
\'Cause she knows she fighting
that battle by herself, man.
00:45:15.290 --> 00:45:17.039
You still going to the program?
00:45:17.040 --> 00:45:18.064
- Nah.
00:45:18.065 --> 00:45:20.427
- Oh God, got to be careful man.
00:45:22.310 --> 00:45:23.551
- If I go go to the program
00:45:23.552 --> 00:45:25.989
they could come get me from there.
00:45:25.990 --> 00:45:29.299
- So now you\'re on the move,
because you were frustrated?
00:45:29.300 --> 00:45:31.974
Fuck that man, I fucked up a lot of times,
00:45:31.975 --> 00:45:34.924
but I\'m not going to do
nothing to jeopardize my life.
00:45:34.925 --> 00:45:36.935
That ain\'t going to happen, bro.
00:45:36.936 --> 00:45:38.124
You know how many times Naz
00:45:38.125 --> 00:45:40.039
I even want to fucking
get high to numb myself.
00:45:40.040 --> 00:45:42.229
Let me put it to you like
that. To numb myself.
00:45:42.230 --> 00:45:45.109
Try to escape the reality of it.
00:45:45.110 --> 00:45:47.536
That shit ain\'t happening man.
00:45:47.537 --> 00:45:48.963
Yeah I don\'t know man.
00:45:48.964 --> 00:45:51.228
Ah, I don\'t fucking know.
00:45:51.229 --> 00:45:53.812
(rain falling)
00:45:57.327 --> 00:45:59.063
That shit hurt me man.
00:46:02.622 --> 00:46:04.455
Like that hurt me man.
00:46:05.293 --> 00:46:07.876
(rain falling)
00:46:12.705 --> 00:46:15.122
(soft music)
00:46:44.952 --> 00:46:47.702
(person praying)
00:46:51.962 --> 00:46:54.629
(water running)
00:46:59.444 --> 00:47:02.444
(music intensifies)
00:47:33.608 --> 00:47:35.023
(water splashing)
00:47:35.024 --> 00:47:37.107
- Okay, okay, stop, stop!
00:47:38.373 --> 00:47:39.819
Hey man stop.
00:47:39.820 --> 00:47:42.653
(water splashing)
00:47:43.665 --> 00:47:44.860
Whoa!
00:47:44.861 --> 00:47:46.045
Awe Jesus, Jesus!
00:47:46.046 --> 00:47:46.879
(water splashing)
00:47:46.880 --> 00:47:48.046
Dang it, stop!
00:47:51.056 --> 00:47:53.027
- Can you quit that, Mom!
00:47:53.028 --> 00:47:54.913
(noodle squeaking)
00:47:54.914 --> 00:47:55.747
Stop!
00:47:55.748 --> 00:47:58.703
- I\'ve made some bad
decisions down here in school.
00:47:59.542 --> 00:48:02.759
This kid, he just kept saying
\"Jersey boy, Jersey boy,
00:48:02.760 --> 00:48:03.889
what are you going to do?\"
00:48:03.890 --> 00:48:08.323
So I choked him up or yoked him up.
00:48:08.324 --> 00:48:11.539
Grabbed him by the neck and
threw him on the ground.
00:48:11.540 --> 00:48:13.860
Then that\'s when the math teacher came
00:48:13.861 --> 00:48:16.746
to me saying \"you can\'t be doing that\".
00:48:16.747 --> 00:48:19.353
But they\'re like all
rednecks and stuff like that.
00:48:20.610 --> 00:48:22.760
Like, you know how they
call us the N word?
00:48:23.740 --> 00:48:26.031
We\'ll call them rednecks.
00:48:26.032 --> 00:48:28.729
(water splashing)
00:48:28.730 --> 00:48:31.959
- I tried to remember
the situation he\'s in,
00:48:31.960 --> 00:48:35.079
but I also tell him that he can\'t use that
00:48:35.080 --> 00:48:39.449
as a crutch no longer,
because he\'s not there.
00:48:39.450 --> 00:48:40.450
He\'s here.
00:48:44.669 --> 00:48:48.836
(person sing in foreign language)
00:49:02.222 --> 00:49:05.479
- \"The month of Ramadan is that in which
00:49:05.480 --> 00:49:07.216
the Quran was reveled.
00:49:07.217 --> 00:49:10.179
Therefore whoever of you in present
00:49:10.180 --> 00:49:13.663
in the month shall fast
a like number of days.\"
00:49:18.299 --> 00:49:20.029
- Thank you.
00:49:20.030 --> 00:49:22.863
(people clapping)
00:49:24.138 --> 00:49:28.721
(person singing in a foreign language)
00:49:50.670 --> 00:49:52.433
- Last Ramadan I was home.
00:49:53.400 --> 00:49:55.519
So I still could start my day off
00:49:55.520 --> 00:49:57.463
how I want and fast regular.
00:49:58.530 --> 00:50:03.289
But now it\'s too hard because
I\'m running the streets.
00:50:03.290 --> 00:50:07.629
I don\'t got a balance
Suhoor meal in the morning
00:50:07.630 --> 00:50:09.149
plus running the streets.
00:50:09.150 --> 00:50:10.639
So it\'s just hard.
00:50:10.640 --> 00:50:11.473
- I don\'t know.
00:50:11.473 --> 00:50:12.306
You think you\'re more comfortable
00:50:12.306 --> 00:50:13.139
in this motherfucking street bro?
00:50:13.140 --> 00:50:14.309
\'Cause you not.
00:50:14.310 --> 00:50:15.143
Me personally.
00:50:15.143 --> 00:50:15.990
I say, get rest
00:50:15.991 --> 00:50:17.859
and get normal rest showers,
00:50:17.860 --> 00:50:18.909
eat, change your clothes.
00:50:18.910 --> 00:50:20.879
Go home and do that shit bro.
00:50:20.880 --> 00:50:25.606
- But they already know,
once I cut off the brace.
00:50:25.607 --> 00:50:27.597
It like you get a warrant
issued out for you,
00:50:27.598 --> 00:50:29.578
so they know I\'m on the run.
00:50:29.579 --> 00:50:31.412
They trying to get me.
00:50:32.997 --> 00:50:33.890
- I know it\'s hard for you right now
00:50:33.891 --> 00:50:35.129
\'cause you try to fast.
00:50:35.130 --> 00:50:36.130
Yeah it\'s going to be hard
00:50:36.131 --> 00:50:37.898
because you worry about these pigs
00:50:37.899 --> 00:50:39.379
and which way they are going to come.
00:50:40.120 --> 00:50:42.949
- I\'ve been locked up a lot of times.
00:50:42.950 --> 00:50:45.129
I\'ve been put on probation.
00:50:45.130 --> 00:50:49.699
I been put on braces, but
it\'s to a certain amount
00:50:49.700 --> 00:50:52.569
that you could take
like till you just like,
00:50:52.570 --> 00:50:53.570
I\'m done.
00:50:55.260 --> 00:50:56.799
Even though you don\'t want to be done.
00:50:56.800 --> 00:50:58.749
You just like I\'m done.
00:50:58.750 --> 00:50:59.680
I can\'t do it.
00:50:59.680 --> 00:51:00.680
I can\'t do it.
00:51:01.445 --> 00:51:06.445
Its over.
00:51:06.932 --> 00:51:09.099
(singing)
00:51:13.003 --> 00:51:17.526
- Amen, glory hallelujah, church say Amen.
00:51:17.527 --> 00:51:18.527
Hallelujah!
00:51:19.750 --> 00:51:22.855
Your lord and savior Jesus Christ,
00:51:22.856 --> 00:51:24.661
praise God hallelujah!
00:51:24.662 --> 00:51:26.599
Who couldn\'t be here this morning.
00:51:26.600 --> 00:51:28.405
To give him the glory.
00:51:28.406 --> 00:51:29.809
To give him honor.
00:51:29.810 --> 00:51:31.358
And to give him praise.
00:51:31.359 --> 00:51:33.192
Praise God hallelujah!
00:51:34.178 --> 00:51:39.178
♪ I have decided to follow Jesus ♪
00:51:42.474 --> 00:51:45.307
♪ No turning back ♪
00:51:49.778 --> 00:51:52.429
- You got positive
influences in your life?
00:51:52.430 --> 00:51:57.430
You\'re subject to fall to the
street, the gangs, the drugs.
00:51:58.800 --> 00:52:00.881
I know because I lived it.
00:52:00.882 --> 00:52:05.563
When I first got locked up I
was facing the death penalty.
00:52:07.083 --> 00:52:07.916
For what I went in.
00:52:07.917 --> 00:52:12.467
But, by his grace and
mercy, I didn\'t get that.
00:52:13.527 --> 00:52:16.377
And it come to a point I
realized I had to make a change.
00:52:25.062 --> 00:52:27.729
(phone dialing)
00:52:31.222 --> 00:52:32.210
- Take me off speaker real quick,
00:52:32.211 --> 00:52:34.460
I gotta tell you something.
00:52:37.380 --> 00:52:38.750
Make sure he can\'t hear me,
00:52:38.751 --> 00:52:39.950
because I\'m getting ready to tell you
00:52:39.951 --> 00:52:41.866
- [Person On Phone] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:52:41.867 --> 00:52:43.083
- Naz got locked up.
00:52:43.976 --> 00:52:45.129
- [Person On Phone] Oh, man.
00:52:45.130 --> 00:52:46.743
- Yeah, Keerah\'s son
00:52:48.051 --> 00:52:49.562
- [Person On Phone] When, this week?
00:52:49.563 --> 00:52:51.793
- A couple days ago the police come.
00:52:52.980 --> 00:52:54.830
They say they are charging him for murder.
00:52:56.035 --> 00:52:58.181
- [Person On Phone] Oh man.
00:52:58.182 --> 00:52:59.182
- Yeah.
00:53:01.700 --> 00:53:03.819
Get by my bag a fold
a little more for him.
00:53:03.820 --> 00:53:05.378
\'Cause he not gonna get away.
00:53:05.379 --> 00:53:06.212
I can\'t let him get away.
00:53:06.213 --> 00:53:08.131
I can\'t let him get away man.
00:53:08.132 --> 00:53:08.965
- [Person On Phone] Yes sir.
00:53:08.965 --> 00:53:09.798
- I can\'t.
00:53:09.799 --> 00:53:12.715
(voice fading out)
00:53:37.147 --> 00:53:39.719
Naz you\'re not built like that son.
00:53:39.720 --> 00:53:41.499
You\'re not Naz, you\'re not son.
00:53:41.500 --> 00:53:43.230
Please understand you\'re not Naz,
00:53:43.231 --> 00:53:44.220
you\'re not bruh.
00:53:44.221 --> 00:53:45.570
You\'re not built like that.
00:53:46.950 --> 00:53:48.139
It ain\'t for you to go that route.
00:53:48.140 --> 00:53:51.659
\'Cause its gonna come at
you at the end of the day.
00:53:51.660 --> 00:53:52.927
Its gonna come at you.
00:53:56.749 --> 00:53:59.249
(dog barking)
00:54:03.744 --> 00:54:04.911
- [Judge] 2178
00:54:06.046 --> 00:54:10.319
(people talking in background)
00:54:10.320 --> 00:54:11.153
- [Man 1] He\'ll probably
be here in a minute.
00:54:11.153 --> 00:54:12.153
- Okay.
00:54:13.889 --> 00:54:16.739
- [Judge] the defendant is up
and waiting for Mr. Mercer.
00:54:21.999 --> 00:54:25.069
(chains clattering)
00:54:25.070 --> 00:54:28.219
- Your honor has a subpoena
associated with warrant.
00:54:28.220 --> 00:54:31.939
That\'s for receiving stolen
property with resisting arrest
00:54:31.940 --> 00:54:36.429
That case was merged last
week into a homicide file,
00:54:36.430 --> 00:54:39.289
which is currently pending
before judge witness report.
00:54:39.290 --> 00:54:40.689
- When they called and is like,
00:54:40.690 --> 00:54:42.163
is this the parent of Nazir?
00:54:43.290 --> 00:54:46.974
I always get like this, like
\"what happened to my son?\"
00:54:46.975 --> 00:54:51.189
Please? Don\'t tell me that I have to go.
00:54:51.190 --> 00:54:53.013
To identify a body.
00:54:55.666 --> 00:54:58.416
(door squeaking)
00:54:59.560 --> 00:55:04.560
I don\'t want my son to spend
his first adult years in jail.
00:55:04.730 --> 00:55:06.499
But in the streets,
00:55:06.500 --> 00:55:07.879
you might die from being
00:55:07.880 --> 00:55:09.962
at the wrong place at the wrong time.
00:55:09.963 --> 00:55:12.630
(feet treading)
00:55:19.312 --> 00:55:21.479
(buzzing)
00:55:27.850 --> 00:55:30.498
(dog barking)
00:55:30.499 --> 00:55:32.749
(snipping)
00:55:37.689 --> 00:55:40.173
- You got a medium
stance, right over left.
00:55:40.174 --> 00:55:41.785
(High pitched squeaking)
00:55:41.786 --> 00:55:43.865
Check, check, check, right
over left. Left over right.
00:55:43.866 --> 00:55:45.283
Stuff like that.
00:55:47.284 --> 00:55:48.150
It calms me down.
00:55:48.151 --> 00:55:51.349
It lets me get my anger out
when I go out there on the mat.
00:55:51.350 --> 00:55:52.909
Cause all this stuff that happened to me
00:55:52.910 --> 00:55:54.689
when I was little and stuff,
00:55:54.690 --> 00:55:58.603
like people hitting me
and stuff like that.
00:56:00.810 --> 00:56:01.833
Come down here.
00:56:03.290 --> 00:56:05.656
That\'s where I was praying for.
00:56:05.657 --> 00:56:08.212
- Okay well his he\'s gotta
answer prayer doesn\'t he?
00:56:08.213 --> 00:56:09.213
- Yeah.
00:56:13.572 --> 00:56:16.239
(phone dialing)
00:56:17.122 --> 00:56:18.044
- [Hanif] Yo.
00:56:18.045 --> 00:56:19.303
- It\'s yo mama.
00:56:19.304 --> 00:56:20.528
(laughing)
00:56:20.529 --> 00:56:25.362
- [Hanif] Hello man. I want
to come and see you, my dude
00:56:26.870 --> 00:56:30.780
- Come down here then.
You got 600 dollars?
00:56:30.781 --> 00:56:32.781
- [Hanif] Hey to wrestle you?
00:56:33.776 --> 00:56:35.499
- [Furquan] Anytime.
00:56:35.500 --> 00:56:37.099
- Yeah. We\'re going to go to the gym.
00:56:37.100 --> 00:56:39.279
We\'re going to let people see us wrestle.
00:56:39.280 --> 00:56:42.529
I want them to let them see me.
00:56:42.530 --> 00:56:45.570
Pick you up and drop you on your head.
00:56:46.423 --> 00:56:49.011
(laughing)
00:56:49.012 --> 00:56:51.078
- I\'m playing bruh.
00:56:51.079 --> 00:56:52.219
- [Hanif] Well listen you been doing good?
00:56:52.220 --> 00:56:54.004
How\'s school been coming along?
00:56:54.005 --> 00:56:56.084
- Its going good.
00:56:56.085 --> 00:56:57.460
- [Hanif] You do what you doing man,
00:56:57.461 --> 00:56:59.544
aint nothing bad nothing.
00:57:01.296 --> 00:57:03.298
Trying to survive that\'s it.
00:57:03.299 --> 00:57:04.299
- Yeah.
00:57:05.147 --> 00:57:06.399
All right bruh Ill talk to you later.
00:57:06.400 --> 00:57:07.409
- Oh you want to run and go man?
00:57:07.410 --> 00:57:08.929
Alright man, make sure
you eat your pork chops
00:57:08.930 --> 00:57:11.277
take a bite of pork chop for me
00:57:12.243 --> 00:57:13.466
- [Furquan] I\'ll see you later.
00:57:13.467 --> 00:57:14.389
- All right, man, I love you.
00:57:14.389 --> 00:57:15.222
Be good, man.
00:57:15.222 --> 00:57:16.055
Keep doing what you\'re doing.
00:57:16.055 --> 00:57:17.055
I\'m proud of you.
00:57:17.963 --> 00:57:18.796
- [Furquan] All right.
00:57:18.796 --> 00:57:19.796
- All right.
00:57:26.557 --> 00:57:28.949
I would like to give him a hug.
00:57:28.950 --> 00:57:30.377
For him to feel my energy,
00:57:31.910 --> 00:57:34.793
but right now I\'m kinda hurting,
00:57:38.030 --> 00:57:40.703
and I\'m trying to figure
out maybe the wrong things.
00:57:41.850 --> 00:57:42.850
Of what I\'m doing.
00:57:43.998 --> 00:57:45.139
- [Unidentified Male]
What do you mean by that?
00:57:45.140 --> 00:57:46.853
- Now? That\'s my point.
00:57:47.745 --> 00:57:51.204
I don\'t know what I mean by that.
00:57:51.205 --> 00:57:53.622
(horn music)
00:57:59.095 --> 00:58:03.512
(people singing in foreign language)
00:58:32.673 --> 00:58:34.840
(buzzing)
00:59:12.651 --> 00:59:14.526
- I had a little incident.
00:59:14.527 --> 00:59:16.683
Happened to me, over the week.
00:59:18.450 --> 00:59:19.603
But I got locked up.
00:59:22.555 --> 00:59:25.555
(crickets chirping)
00:59:37.985 --> 00:59:42.735
Well, at the end of the day,
I can\'t blame nobody, can\'t.
00:59:46.530 --> 00:59:48.553
And I\'m hurt.
00:59:51.030 --> 00:59:54.570
What the hell did I do,
was all this worth it?
01:00:10.216 --> 01:00:13.049
(wheels clinking)
01:00:14.793 --> 01:00:18.876
- Someone in our own
circle, grown person, grown.
01:00:22.210 --> 01:00:24.660
Thought apparently the same
thing these kids thought.
01:00:26.070 --> 01:00:28.569
Where did you find it to be worth,
01:00:28.570 --> 01:00:29.749
Anything?
01:00:29.750 --> 01:00:34.107
If you end up in the
penitentiary or in the cemetery?
01:00:35.510 --> 01:00:37.893
I don\'t care what kind of life you live.
01:00:44.960 --> 01:00:48.056
- When the washers and
other people come through.
01:00:48.057 --> 01:00:51.169
I don\'t know who they know.
01:00:51.170 --> 01:00:56.170
I don\'t know what they do,
but people are relying on me.
01:01:03.826 --> 01:01:06.659
And the brother Hanif, I tell him
01:01:07.830 --> 01:01:11.880
I still love you, but
you can\'t come in here.
01:01:18.285 --> 01:01:21.785
(car engine rolling over)
01:01:31.944 --> 01:01:33.236
(loud slamming)
01:01:33.237 --> 01:01:34.150
(sniffling)
01:01:34.150 --> 01:01:35.150
- Oh boy.
01:01:37.106 --> 01:01:38.564
(squeaking)
01:01:38.565 --> 01:01:39.398
(loud smacking)
01:01:39.398 --> 01:01:40.361
Oh.
01:01:40.362 --> 01:01:42.694
(Sniffling)
01:01:50.663 --> 01:01:52.913
(spitting)
01:02:02.261 --> 01:02:07.148
Oh God.
01:02:07.149 --> 01:02:08.649
I\'m gonna be sick.
01:02:10.111 --> 01:02:12.194
(puking)
01:02:16.495 --> 01:02:18.745
(spitting)
01:02:25.401 --> 01:02:28.151
(engine humming)
01:02:30.095 --> 01:02:32.212
(popping)
01:02:32.213 --> 01:02:34.533
- I don\'t know where they got
fireworks at and I want some.
01:02:37.940 --> 01:02:41.149
I just want to visit
my brother and my nana.
01:02:41.150 --> 01:02:43.399
See how my grandma had been doing.
01:02:43.400 --> 01:02:47.060
She been in hospital a few
times and stuff like that.
01:02:48.280 --> 01:02:51.517
And I just want her to
feel like I care about her.
01:02:51.518 --> 01:02:53.173
(kid screaming)
01:02:53.174 --> 01:02:54.626
Here take it.
01:02:54.627 --> 01:02:55.627
- I can\'t.
01:02:56.813 --> 01:02:59.980
(engine accelerating)
01:03:10.045 --> 01:03:12.499
- I\'m going to have to go
away for a little while.
01:03:12.500 --> 01:03:14.299
Maybe get my strength up.
01:03:14.300 --> 01:03:16.313
But I\'m just so sick.
01:03:17.660 --> 01:03:18.493
Tyree, you got to get away
01:03:18.494 --> 01:03:20.873
because you\'re standing
right in front of that fan.
01:03:25.594 --> 01:03:27.844
(coughing)
01:03:30.720 --> 01:03:31.553
Y\'all be good.
01:03:31.553 --> 01:03:32.553
- What do you need?
01:03:33.370 --> 01:03:34.203
- Me?
01:03:34.204 --> 01:03:35.218
- Yeah do you need anything?
01:03:35.219 --> 01:03:36.077
- [Joann] No I don\'t need anything, no.
01:03:36.078 --> 01:03:37.749
All right y\'all take care
01:03:37.750 --> 01:03:39.886
- Now let me borrow $50 please.
01:03:39.887 --> 01:03:40.720
(laughing)
01:03:40.721 --> 01:03:42.160
- [Joann] Yeah, in another life.
01:03:42.161 --> 01:03:43.343
(door squeaking)
01:03:43.344 --> 01:03:46.011
(feet stomping)
01:03:49.270 --> 01:03:52.113
- When he came here,
he came here to see me.
01:03:54.660 --> 01:03:56.843
I told Furquan, I\'m sick.
01:03:57.970 --> 01:03:58.803
I know he loves me
01:03:58.804 --> 01:04:03.319
and I know he loves Tyree,
but you know what I think too?
01:04:03.320 --> 01:04:06.623
As long as he stays where
he\'s at with aunt Barbara,
01:04:08.460 --> 01:04:11.461
I think he\'s going to do good.
01:04:11.462 --> 01:04:13.962
I think he\'s going to do good.
01:04:17.885 --> 01:04:20.468
(piano melody)
01:04:36.512 --> 01:04:39.929
(people chatting softly)
01:04:51.630 --> 01:04:55.823
- See for me today we don\'t
come to mourn her death,
01:04:57.039 --> 01:04:58.889
but we\'re here to celebrate her life.
01:05:00.110 --> 01:05:02.869
So next week we\'re going to have Furquan,
01:05:02.870 --> 01:05:04.620
give us the Old, the New Testament.
01:05:05.910 --> 01:05:08.779
Isaiah 41:10. Fear thou not,
01:05:08.780 --> 01:05:12.079
for I am with thee, be not dismayed,
01:05:12.080 --> 01:05:14.069
for I am thy God,
01:05:14.070 --> 01:05:15.889
I will strengthen thee yea
01:05:15.890 --> 01:05:17.729
I will help thee
01:05:17.730 --> 01:05:22.730
I will uphold thee with the
right hand of righteousness.
01:05:24.432 --> 01:05:25.454
Amen. Somebody?
01:05:25.455 --> 01:05:27.939
(group saying amen)
01:05:27.940 --> 01:05:30.773
(people chatting)
01:05:46.441 --> 01:05:49.441
(crickets chirping)
01:05:50.287 --> 01:05:53.704
(People chatting loudly)
01:06:03.872 --> 01:06:06.122
(laughing)
01:06:24.634 --> 01:06:28.033
- Naz, I don\'t think he did the murder,
01:06:29.510 --> 01:06:32.653
but if he did it, he\'s done.
01:06:36.490 --> 01:06:40.413
That\'s why a lot of
times it\'s like I failed.
01:06:43.797 --> 01:06:48.747
Like I-it didn\'t go as it
was supposed to have went.
01:06:53.379 --> 01:06:56.962
As I look at it now
and I carry on with it.
01:06:58.902 --> 01:07:00.069
I didn\'t fail.
01:07:02.025 --> 01:07:03.775
I could be there for him.
01:07:05.962 --> 01:07:08.472
I could be there for him.
01:07:08.473 --> 01:07:12.890
(person reciting the Athan)
01:08:13.861 --> 01:08:14.694
- Hanif!
01:08:14.695 --> 01:08:15.859
- Yeah.
01:08:15.860 --> 01:08:18.385
- Hanif right here right now. Hold on.
01:08:18.386 --> 01:08:20.870
- What\'s up my dude?
01:08:20.871 --> 01:08:22.638
- [Naz] What up? As salaam u Alaikum
01:08:22.639 --> 01:08:25.249
- Walaikum as salaam, boy
you sound like a big boy.
01:08:25.250 --> 01:08:26.600
I heard you gaining weight.
01:08:28.255 --> 01:08:30.046
- [Naz] Yeah, a little something.
01:08:30.047 --> 01:08:31.229
- Little something.
01:08:31.230 --> 01:08:32.863
Your visits on Saturdays, right?
01:08:33.884 --> 01:08:35.576
- [Naz] Yeah, Thursdays and Saturdays.
01:08:35.577 --> 01:08:36.749
- All right Thursdays and Saturdays.
01:08:36.750 --> 01:08:38.474
If I don\'t come see you tomorrow,
01:08:38.475 --> 01:08:40.725
I\'m gonna come see you Thursday inshallah
01:08:41.661 --> 01:08:42.494
- [Naz] All right.
01:08:42.495 --> 01:08:43.622
- I\'m here with your mom right now,
01:08:43.623 --> 01:08:44.689
if you need anything
else, just let her know.
01:08:44.690 --> 01:08:46.867
She\'ll tell me.
01:08:50.579 --> 01:08:53.246
(cars whirring)
01:09:05.270 --> 01:09:07.939
- [Furquan] My nana was like the best.
01:09:07.940 --> 01:09:09.640
I just wish I could have her back.
01:09:13.470 --> 01:09:17.723
I just want to talk to her one more time.
01:09:18.730 --> 01:09:19.730
Just one more.
01:09:39.545 --> 01:09:42.295
(engine humming)
01:09:44.427 --> 01:09:45.410
I\'m at that age.
01:09:45.411 --> 01:09:48.287
It\'s like, where do I go after I die?
01:09:54.028 --> 01:09:57.616
- How did you get to
choose which one was yours?
01:09:57.617 --> 01:09:59.289
Because I kinda wanted this one.
01:09:59.290 --> 01:10:01.569
You said, \"Because mine\'s bigger.
01:10:01.570 --> 01:10:02.669
And yours got pink on it\".
01:10:02.670 --> 01:10:04.873
I said okay since its got pink on it.
01:10:08.239 --> 01:10:10.589
- Man, I just want to
know where my nana is at.
01:10:11.640 --> 01:10:13.903
Is there really a heaven
or is there really God?
01:10:16.816 --> 01:10:20.299
(feet thudding)
01:10:20.300 --> 01:10:23.959
And there you go my pin in
wrestling as a freshman.
01:10:23.960 --> 01:10:26.909
My seventh and eighth grade
years, I didn\'t do so good.
01:10:26.910 --> 01:10:29.943
But this year, I\'m
slamming them full-time.
01:10:33.564 --> 01:10:36.147
(gospel music)
01:10:39.672 --> 01:10:40.505
I know there has to be a God
01:10:40.506 --> 01:10:43.233
because how can someone
take me from here to there?
01:10:45.380 --> 01:10:46.949
God has been awesome to me,
01:10:46.950 --> 01:10:49.800
even though I haven\'t been
awesome to God sometimes,
01:10:52.488 --> 01:10:56.071
but I feel like all
people go through that.
01:11:09.799 --> 01:11:12.716
(leaves rustling)
01:11:15.664 --> 01:11:18.497
(people chatting)
01:11:22.604 --> 01:11:23.462
- [Unidentified Male] What\'s up bro?
01:11:23.462 --> 01:11:24.295
- What\'s up dude.
01:11:24.296 --> 01:11:25.918
- [Unidentified Male ] You
looking like Michaels brother.
01:11:25.919 --> 01:11:27.089
Happy birthday buddy.
01:11:27.090 --> 01:11:29.079
(people start to sing Happy Birthday)
01:11:29.080 --> 01:11:31.330
(laughing)
01:11:32.668 --> 01:11:34.941
- [Unidentified Male] He\'s so extra bruh.
01:11:34.942 --> 01:11:38.775
- Yo, I thought y\'all
were gonna storm me man.
01:11:43.775 --> 01:11:46.858
- [Unidentified Male] Happy Birthday.
01:11:48.595 --> 01:11:50.753
- Naz told me to tell
you happy birthday too.
01:11:50.754 --> 01:11:53.587
(people chatting)
01:11:55.407 --> 01:11:56.407
- Don\'t be crying, you\'re a good brother.
01:11:56.408 --> 01:11:57.657
You deserve it.
01:12:02.630 --> 01:12:03.463
- Come on Hanif, hurry up
01:12:03.464 --> 01:12:06.639
before the fire department
got to come up here.
01:12:06.640 --> 01:12:10.540
(soft instrumental music)
01:12:10.541 --> 01:12:14.325
- [Unidentified Male] Don\'t cry
man, it ain\'t even like you.
01:12:14.326 --> 01:12:17.159
(people chatting)
01:12:22.996 --> 01:12:23.996
- Damn!
01:12:25.542 --> 01:12:29.042
(soft instrumental music)
01:13:00.048 --> 01:13:02.298
(whirring)
01:13:15.751 --> 01:13:20.009
- At first it was, the
anger was so deep because
01:13:20.010 --> 01:13:21.110
of the disappointment.
01:13:21.960 --> 01:13:25.399
I could never have fathomed
in a million years.
01:13:25.400 --> 01:13:27.733
Him of all people in that situation.
01:13:28.573 --> 01:13:30.489
Once you break that little trust barrier,
01:13:30.490 --> 01:13:33.469
it\'s kind of kind of difficult to say,
01:13:33.470 --> 01:13:36.869
all right, you know what
come on back with open arms.
01:13:36.870 --> 01:13:41.633
But as I continue to toss
with it just recently,
01:13:42.520 --> 01:13:44.880
I see him, I had a talk with him
01:13:46.780 --> 01:13:49.779
and as I embrace him today, I said to him,
01:13:49.780 --> 01:13:53.009
I love you, do what\'s right.
01:13:53.010 --> 01:13:55.129
That\'s all I\'m asking you to do.
01:13:55.130 --> 01:13:59.018
And his word back to me
was \"I got you big bro\".
01:13:59.019 --> 01:14:00.119
And that\'s all I need.
01:14:02.076 --> 01:14:03.993
- I know I\'m ready.
01:14:07.979 --> 01:14:12.562
I think he knows in time, that
this is pretty much my life.
01:14:16.883 --> 01:14:20.383
(soft instrumental music)
01:14:21.552 --> 01:14:24.052
(air popping)
01:14:27.537 --> 01:14:30.537
- Everything comes when Allah says.
01:14:37.108 --> 01:14:38.618
And it\'ll come at the right time.
01:14:38.619 --> 01:14:40.258
(air popping)
01:14:40.259 --> 01:14:42.426
(buzzing)
01:14:48.147 --> 01:14:50.465
Yeah!
01:14:50.466 --> 01:14:52.670
Yeah!
01:14:52.671 --> 01:14:55.338
(Hanif singing)
01:14:57.743 --> 01:14:59.910
(buzzing)
01:15:16.147 --> 01:15:18.397
(clicking)
01:15:23.614 --> 01:15:26.447
(fabric rustling)
01:15:29.677 --> 01:15:31.010
- Minor setback,
01:15:32.445 --> 01:15:34.195
for a major comeback.
01:15:38.070 --> 01:15:41.320
(floorboards creaking)
01:15:43.976 --> 01:15:47.476
(soft instrumental music)
01:15:56.592 --> 01:15:57.646
- Is she putting on his cap and gown?
01:15:57.647 --> 01:15:59.171
- Yeah she\'s wearing his cap and gown.
01:15:59.172 --> 01:16:00.172
- Oh okay.
01:16:03.897 --> 01:16:06.730
(people cheering)
01:16:20.485 --> 01:16:23.180
- [Announcer] And accepting for Nazir now,
01:16:23.181 --> 01:16:24.681
his mother Akeerah.
01:16:25.705 --> 01:16:28.538
(people cheering)
01:16:33.107 --> 01:16:36.024
(people clapping)
01:16:43.496 --> 01:16:45.146
- The times that I was in prison.
01:16:46.170 --> 01:16:47.517
I used to watch leaves,
01:16:49.420 --> 01:16:50.720
I used to watch squirrels,
01:16:52.242 --> 01:16:54.993
how they was running around,
going up in that tree,
01:16:55.890 --> 01:16:59.120
getting the little
chestnuts, and dropping them.
01:17:00.330 --> 01:17:02.053
I used to see shit dropping.
01:17:03.660 --> 01:17:04.660
And then come back.
01:17:07.280 --> 01:17:08.630
\'cause everything got life.
01:17:10.470 --> 01:17:11.686
Everything got life.
01:17:11.687 --> 01:17:13.854
(buzzing)
01:17:16.410 --> 01:17:19.329
So my impact I want to make a strong,
01:17:19.330 --> 01:17:20.813
dynamic impact.
01:17:22.100 --> 01:17:25.880
Not only on the world, but on me.
01:17:25.881 --> 01:17:30.753
Because if I deal with me,
the world will see how I live.
01:17:30.754 --> 01:17:33.504
(birds chirping)
01:17:49.675 --> 01:17:53.361
- Oh, oh, oh put it there
first push up on it.
01:17:53.362 --> 01:17:54.195
- I got it!
01:17:54.196 --> 01:17:56.445
(whizzing)
01:17:57.509 --> 01:17:59.842
(whizzing)
01:18:02.001 --> 01:18:03.610
- Place it right there.
01:18:03.611 --> 01:18:05.512
Boom push on it, a little bit.
01:18:05.513 --> 01:18:07.844
(whizzing)
01:18:07.845 --> 01:18:08.678
- Right here?
01:18:08.679 --> 01:18:10.319
- Up a little, about right there.
01:18:10.320 --> 01:18:12.329
Push up in it first son.
01:18:12.330 --> 01:18:13.728
Don\'t pull on the trigger.
01:18:13.729 --> 01:18:15.813
Watch your face, and straight aim.
01:18:19.616 --> 01:18:21.996
(whizzing)
01:18:21.997 --> 01:18:24.164
(buzzing)
01:18:31.737 --> 01:18:34.972
(clattering)
01:18:34.973 --> 01:18:38.394
(running water)
01:18:38.395 --> 01:18:41.145
(Hanif mumbling)
01:18:42.858 --> 01:18:45.691
(water splashing)
01:19:10.195 --> 01:19:13.778
(soft instrumental music)